i dont think ill ever be happy again (prod. recycleBin)

hurt

prod. afterlife 

mixed and mastered by luke seeley (flowers for you)


dear my closest friend I’m writing cause I miss you so much 
Remember when we fell in love? it hurts me so much 
it’s been so long since I’ve last seen you but i long for your touch 
You’re the only one I wanna talk to til the suns up 


it was only one night but we could make it last a lifetime. 
You’re the color of my sky
The song I sing to tell myself that life’s alright. 
We haven’t talked too much
Don’t say I miss you enough 
But I feel the same, always on my brain, without you girl I’d go insane
I asked you if you feel the same
Lied through your teeth and said no on that day
Now I don’t blame you for all of your reasons for wanting to push me away
You’re saying that we can’t go back
As much as we wanna just redo the past
Baby youre right about that 
I just wish that we could forge a new path
Don’t see a reason to lie
Think about you all the time
wish I could take it all back
sorry I suck and I ruined your life

dear my closest friend (prod. afterlife)

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lets take it back 
back to the days where not a thing would matter 
not a care within the world, wasnt really thinkin bout her 
but my eyes are feelin heavy like the weight thats on my chest 
cuz lately i been feelin empty but u should know that best 

theres a void within my chest, but my mind full 
next time i wanna get attached, ill be mindful 
instead of walkin on a tightrope w/ a blindfold 
and expecting not to fall into this everlasting cycle 

i swear this is deja vu 
bc ik i wrote at least a hundred songs just about u 
ik i prolly shouldnt want u 
but u help me take my mind off all the things that i been thru 

stuck reminiscin bout the times that we had 
(thinkin bout the times that i made u laugh) 
stuck reminiscin bout the times that we shared 
(every time i close my eyes i see u there) 

every time i hear ur voice it gives me butterflies 
always feeling anxious every time i see ur name online 
i tell myself these lies 
i hope that u don't hear 
this song i wrote about u bc i wish that u were here 

... 
lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way 
this empty void grows colder almost every single 
im lookin at these 4 white walls 
do i mean a thing to you at all? 

... 
take away my ability to feel 
bc i rather numb my senses than feeling something that aint real 
every night my heart is sinking 
or maybe im just overthinking 
im not so sure 

... 
maybe im just wasting all my time 
bc every time we cease communication i feel so confined 
every night i think of you, 
wonder if you feel the same way that i do? 

every night i think of you, 
wonder if you feel the same way that i do?

demxntia - i wonder if u feel the same way (prod. J Dilla)

mixing joji's part from Rich Brian's  "18"

eskeetet

18 - (joji remix)

safe and sound (cover) - plants & planets

☹it never rains anymore

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 [prod. Sketchmyname] (Now on all streaming services)
 
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