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Why the f*ck is heartbreak so painful

Sometimes I let women treat me badly because I don’t want to be alone. I know that’s deep 

Some people think I’m a p*ssy because I’m nice, I don’t like this but I have to show them my bad side just to put them in their place

Bad for the sake of Good

I’m scared of love, Everytime I tried it…It hurt really bad

I’m okay with being alone for the rest of my life

Sometimes It’s feel like no matter how hard I try to be good, things keep going bad

The fact that I can have an unlimited bio on SoundCloud is f*cking lit. TikTok need to take notes

They just need to fix the like limit. Imagine if the feed tab was actual videos

I have a lot of criticisms about healthcare system in the UK but I have to admit, some of the staff members here are angels. They’re absolutely amazing!

I tried my best. I’m single now

It’s feels like someone ripped open my chest but it’s all for the best. Jesus (AS) told me I was going to suffer this week

As strong as I am, I realised today that I’m really vulnerable also

What this girl did to me was disgusting. She tried to play me online and I stayed loyal to her. Story time next year lol

I got all the receipts 

Really and truly it’s just my BPD and attachment issues

I genuinely loved her aswell, I got even more trauma and trust issues now

There’s girls out there just trying to hurt me for no reason

Emotional abuse is worse than physical, she tried it but I’m too LIT

Some of these girls out here hate seeing a confident man and will try their best to break you down. They love seeing us weak

I don’t need her, I have you guys 🫶🏽

Out of hospital but still recovering from the episode

My mental health destroyed my life.

Some people will pretend like they’re your friend but will then try find any excuse to hate on you. Jealousy is a b*tch

Mental health matters, but not when it comes to men.

They hate it when a man is confident. They’ll try to tear you down 

Jesus (AS) told me about a week ago that I was going to suffer this week. It’s been brutal, a lot of losses. He said once’s this week is over, I won’t ever suffer like this again. So be it 

I loved people that didn’t love me back the same, he wanted me to see they’re true colours. I only want people around me now that truly appreciate me and reciprocate the love I give.

People treat me like shit and I still love them. They took my love for given

I had a baby brother and I loved him the most in my family and even he started hating on me the other day. 

F* it. Good riddance.

Jesus (AS) told me to remember who I was. Tired of giving myself to people that don’t deserve me.

I’m grateful that he was with me throughout this because I couldn’t do this alone. That’s maybe why I kept going back to them

Maybe one day things wills get better and I will be happy 

All I want is for someone to love me back the way I love them

I’m tired of giving giving giving and not getting anything back

Semi Psychotic at the moment
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Parents got into my head

Most my life was shit

Now when people love me

I don’t believe it

Always wanted something new

Maybe you can help me get through

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30 years old

Injuries all over my body

Estranged from my family

Grieving my old life

Mentally ill

You guys help me a lot!

teamsesh

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saved by grace. 10/6/2022
I'm not the same man I used to be

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