@daybat
@weikooo
Synthetic fest 28th August 2021

Never Mattered Anyway +spiral [weikoo]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven 8/6/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

notches on my belt! (+ homecomingqueen)

@decksmusic bodied me ily <3

lyrics~
(kryst3n)
I stare thru u in a photograph
take my hand we'll forget to look back
spent time on me ill make sure it lasts
reflecting now its all i had 
(x2)

(decks)
couldnt try to notice 
it was nice to know it
like a portrait frozen
I sit alone and wait for you
a masterclass at feeling desperate
nothing changes nothing exits
underneath the scar its heaven
realize im free from you
once a battle now a clearing
if i could say the words im hearing
this common interest unappealing
feeling like i needed you
the wound will heal in time (x2)

photograph ft decks p michaelwarren

lyrics:
think i now understand what you were talking about
all your words but now i'm living without
let the worst come
while you're lonely
you're the poison
took you slowly

i tried so damn hard
you made me fall apart
i tried so damn hard
i'll fight to hide these scars

when you're gone i can't breathe
but it's not about me
now my scars are ugly
i'm fighting to cope
while you're playing a joke
know your place in my world is gone
i can't let go

i can't let go
i can't let go
running around and round we go
climbing the mountain as high as it goes

i tried so damn hard
you made me fall apart
i tried so damn hard
i'll fight to hide these scars

when you're gone i can't breathe
but it's not about me
now my scars are ugly
i'm fighting to cope
while you're playing a joke
know your place in my world is gone
i can't let go

i can't let go
i can't let go

spotify :)

scars//u were my rock tho (fxckyeahako)

Blah Blah Blah

bad dreams with @beautifuldayguaranteed

lyrics
We play this game everyday
That I just don’t wanna play
I lock myself in the dark
I’m asking can you stay away
You’re asking me, if Im feel fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face
You’re asking me, if Im feel fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face

Oh no no, I’m not gonna do it again
I hate the feeling that i have this feeling deep in my chest
You told me we would be forever bitch, you just like the rest
Get what you want and then you leave me straight up back in the past oh no no

One phone call and six bad dreams
You’re playing with my heart and I can’t sleep
Been going on and on for countless weeks
Know I should cut you off but no , it’s just so hard

Fuck it I’m crashing the car
Oh no I’m not going far
You took the key to my heart
Fuck you bitch don’t even start

Cause now I’m done with the games
Fuck you, you causing me pain
Thought what we felt was the same oh no no

I don’t understand what you want
I can’t tell if you want me gone
Why do you hit me up i told you to stop
I will never go back never go back so please give it up

How many times did i mistake it for love
So many times when you told me that we done
Pretty fucking dumb that i thought you was the one
Now i’ll never be the same, never be the same again

We play this game everyday
That I just don’t wanna play
I lock myself in the dark
I’m asking, can you stay away
You’re asking me, if im fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face
You’re asking me, if im fine
Don’t talk and don’t show my face

Oh no no, I’m not gonna do it again
I hate the feeling that i have this feeling deep in my chest
You told me we would be forever bitch, you just like the rest
Get what you want and then you leave me straight up back in the past oh no no

bad dreams

bad dreams w/ silent boy

stream

bad dreams w/Silent Boy [siemspark x rip.warheart x prodbyjos]

@55depths
@zephyrcove

glad that i ever knew you.

prod. me.
background vocals and extras by:
@1toge
@1kise
@kidpesto
@flaued

lyrics:
here i am again
(waiting for the sun to come up)
breathing this cold october air
(cause seeing you is more than enough)
we smile
(what a smile)
for a while
(you're too good to be,
i'm never going home)
dreaming of a better place
or seattle, i'll meet you someday
(it never came for me)

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

here at home again
(what will i ever do without you?)
barely feeling
i've been numb to it all
(sit around, i'm waiting for your call)
through the meeting
i stare at the ceiling
and think about this manufactured serotonin dose in my brain
things are not the same, oh

valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(proud of me, proud of me, proud of me)
valerie
(glad that i ever knew you)
are you proud of me?

a mess, a wreck
it's clear to see
so tired of this scenery
we locked ourselves inside these walls
through thick and thin, i've seen it all
and now and then i think of you
a person that i thought i knew
i've held close what you've said to me
where are you now, oh valerie?

valerie
(valerie, valerie, valerie)
are you proud of me?
(tell me you're proud of me)
valerie
(wishing i'd said this sooner)
are you proud of me?
(valerie, valerie, valerie)

spotify

valerie

[LYRICS]
so it’s all my fault 
you keep saying that you’re not wrong 
i’m not mad but i wrote this song 
just so i could sing you so long long long 

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

i’m so nervous right now 
i’m trying to figure it out
cause if i turn back around 
i don’t think i’ll make it out
alive tonight 
i cant tell you 
it’s no secret 
and i cant help you 
and i’m leaving

but i’m so fucked up 
i can’t help but just think of us 
and i can’t tell if we’re really done 
and all the pain is what makes it fun fun fun
and i’m sick of you you’re sick of me
but i don’t wanna tell you how it’s suppose to be
and we keep adding fuel like gasoline 
and i didn’t know you could be so mean 

mastered by @nokerbforever

gasoline

gasoline [nokerb x drma x hayden.havoc]

prod. @glasear 
video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8rhQ5vvIOI
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(lyrics)

runnin numbers like its trap
tryna take a break but i know that i cant relax
hear the perc break i relapse
then i hop in that all black midnight tinted ac
ill take my diamonds across the sea
if you dont know me then you shouldnt be hanging around me
i got a ar with a drum up undertached yea
like free azzy asap yeah
i miss my brother bad yeah
play this shit when he gets home
10 cut it in half it aint long

ill take my diamonds across the sea 
if you dont know me then you shouldnt be hanging around me
i got a ar with a drum up undertached yea
like free azzy asap yeah
i miss my brother bad yeah
play this shit when he gets home
10 cut it in half it aint long

undertached prod. glasear

★..nobody knows me well..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/dylaanlotus

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kingtheta

[artwork]
me lol (s/o sony)

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/anomaly-w-dylan-lotus-prod-king-theta-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
in every other universe
gwen stacy falls for spiderman
and in every other universe
it doesn't end well

verse one:
nobody knows me well
at least as well as you do
I don't have no one to tell
I just wanna talk about you

bridge:
I'm sick of everything and I don't feel like fronting
leave me in the trash cause I'm not worth nothing
nobody knows me.. no one does
nobody knows me well

chorus:
and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

verse two:
pull the queen of the hearts and bitch you knew that
oh we were two of a kind and then you drew back
no one knows.. where the plot will go..

tear me up and break my fucking bones
turn me to a vessel no one knows..

bridge:
I'm sick of everything and I don't feel like fronting
leave me in the trash cause I'm not worth nothing
nobody knows me.. no one does
nobody knows me well

chorus:
and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

and I cant breathe, without you by my side
its hard to see, when the end is not in sight
I feel like I'm losing any sense of self
I'm trying all without your help

I hate the cards that I've been dealt

ending:
well.. there's a first time for everything right?

★streaming★

★anomaly★ w/ dylan lotus (prod. king theta)

featuring @yungblasian
prod @01kon & @drmabeats

the beaten path 1/26

lyrics:
lyrics:
Do you want love or want drugs?
Pick your poison
I take a bump just to stop all the noises
I'm just a junkie I cannot avoid it
Wish I could restart this shit is annoying
Rehab, man I missed my appointment
Re-hashing with shawty about all my choices
We laugh in this moment, next one I'm hoisted
To a place that I shouldn't be-

Here
I hear Lucifer talk in my ear
Said I'll be right back, it's been a year
Know I promised I'll be there my dear
Don't want me to come home and it's clear to me
I threw out everything I hold dear to me
And my god only thing that put fear in me
I been screaming for help no one hearing me

@yungblasian
I fell too deep that one time
Too fucked up I don't really feel alive
Too selfish, sorry that I made you cry
Too fucked up I don't know what's in my mind
SOS
I'm more than less
I want to feel something that's more than sex
I wrote a song to get it off my chest
I know you're mad cause I'm a fucking mess
Oh, I got high
Just pick your poison
I'll buy you flowers
I know I'm annoying
Let's make it clear
I know I'm not the best for you
But I still try for you

My head hurt from the drugs, I been fucked up
Blood red squirt from my lungs, I been cutting up
I don't know why they want problems, but I been ducking slugs
I just been looking for solace, I ain't find nothing much

Here
I hear Lucifer talk in my ear
Said I'll be right back, it's been a year
Know I promised I'll be there my dear
Don't want me to come home and it's clear to me
I threw out everything I hold dear to me
And my god only thing that put fear in me
I been screaming for help no one hearing me

And I guess that's cause nobody's here
Nobody-
Nobody's here
Nobody's here
Nobody-
Nobody's here

Nobody's here
Do you want love or want drugs?
Pick your poison
I take a bump just to stop all the noises
I'm just a junkie I cannot avoid it
Wish I could restart this shit is annoying
Rehab, man I missed my appointment
Re-hashing with shawty about all my choices
We laugh in this moment, next one I'm hoisted
To a place that I shouldn't be-

undertached prod. glasear

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