unhealthy attatchment & realization,

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lyrics:

it was fun while it lasted
should've trusted my gut
i was such a distraction
and i wish i wasn't so nice,
guess thats just god did
and its a weakness,
you didn't need me,
you didn't see me, though

and i've lost control
and you dont even know
how it feels
'cause you played with my heart
and now you get the thrill
and tell me baby was i enough?
was i all the things you loved?
and tell me baby , was i the one?
'cause i'd rather disappear if you weren't here

something about this world
just seems to drive me insane
dependency on levels they can't be explained
I'm unhealthily attached to you
i just don't feel clear, with you i feel so blue

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prod. quintuple

i wish i wasn't so nice

catrica