ZEUS

Oh Lord

MOG - 27 Cups (27 Club)

Mixed and Mastered by Plug P Beats
Please read the lyrics to fully understand. 
Europe symbolizes a person who isn't emotionally or physically there for you.

Chorus:
My love is in Europe
My clothes have throwup
I might just hold back 
I hate when I hold back
Good times are throwbacks
Said things can’t take back
I'm not that over it
I'm not that confident
Wish I started hating you
But I'm not mad at you
U did whats best for you
I'm too attached to you
you went and left me 
you said you’re bad for me
it's sad we couldn’t be
now you're my memory

mmmmmmmmh 4x

Verse:
I get destructive when I'm not ok
I drink a few times to hide my pain
these games in my head say I'm blame
can’t look you in the face
it only brings me pain
Mentally breaking down
Throw up is on my floor
You were my everything
I'm messing up everything ( I fuck up)
I don’t like to cry
All of my friends think I'm alright
But I'm not alright
hating myself cause I fell for her lies
Don’t know how to cope with this
fall hard for toxic
I should leave but I couldn’t quit
Heal my heart with Xanax
wish I could call you
conversations they haunt me
getting nervous when I'm alone
all your pictures in my phone
You fucked me up
I thought I was enough
you fucked me up

Chorus:
My love is in Europe
My clothes have throwup
I might just hold back 
I hate when I hold back
Good times are throwbacks
Said things can’t take back
I'm not that over it
I'm not that confident
Wish I started hating you
But I'm not mad at you
U did whats best for you
I'm too attached to you
you went and left me 
you said you’re bad for me...

Not over it (prod. Born Hero)

Not Over It (prod. Born Hero)

Spotify

Day (prod. shinjin)

im happy now its ok

i love bedhead sm big shoutout 2 him for tha verse + mix !!

art by nightmare designs

blamegame w/ bedhead (+tothegood)

Out on Spotify!
https://open.spotify.com/track/3SWnqpDlAmHO5Pr2Zjkior?si=fT9tU42pTVWJRj9iDsoerA

Insta: https://www.instagram.com/jonnywildshire/

Digital Hurt (prod. pureanxiety)

i'll go and take this chance but 
im not sure what it means

i'm scarred too much already
i can't bear to watch you leave 

i'll go and take this chance but
it will not make you stay 

i cannot bear the thought
of waiting here another day

(x2) 

i thought when i am older it would all go away
but i'm not getting over have to find another way

i know that I can do this
i just cant help but try
but every day gets harder
it seems to blur the lines

i dont know what is real and
what i've made in my mind
i dont think I can change but
i can give it a try



i thought when i am older it would all go away
but i'm not getting over have to find another way
(x2)


"I dont think I can do this"
i scream it as I cry

i write a thousand words
but nothing ever comes alive

im wasting in my bedroom
just waiting for a sign

i dont think I can change but
i can give it a try


i miss you, cant lie

go through this every night

fell back I and dont know why

call back I get pushed to the side


i can't just spend my days here 
waiting for your reply

i've fought all of these demons
atleast a thousand times

disappear (prod. caughtmedead)

high school

high school (prod. Tim4e)

ENOUGH

produced by @uglyboyhp

Thanks so much for listening

ENOUGH prod uglyboy

Left4Dead w/ Nokia2k (Prod. Odece)

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