untitled 2

fairytale w/ fiji rich (prod. 4lexf)

Lyrics:

I'm sick of all the fighting
The fire is igniting, so what's the point of trying to go another night
I'm sick of all the lying and thoughts about me dying
Like what's the point of crying, just wanna end my life

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

So I'll die a fucking burden, a piece of shit and worthless
Could never put the work in, my life is a disguise
I'm numb but also fragile, my love is more than astral
They tell me I'm an asshole but all I am is nice

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

I been giving it my all to get by
I really wish I didn't wanna die
I Keep trying to get better
I still don't understand why my chest hurts
I guess this what I signed up for
But really I could never be sure
I'm really feeling under the weather
It's raining in my head I feel I pressure

Cause I'm lost and nauseous, living is exhausting
Tried to end a couple times but never really offed it
Caution, shocking, sick of all the talking
Wish I wouldn't die alone but I don't have the option
I had a lot fun in this life but it's misery
Thought that it'd get better with time but I'm incomplete
Built you up you fed me with lies now I'm distancing
For right now I think I'm alright but I guess we'll see

Lost and Nauseous

lyric video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy6PLSWfNas

produced by onassis
mixed by onassis
cover art by ig @hxyzo

stand out (prod. onassis)

written by Lxst Boy & A Distant Voice
produced by mrmcchickino
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by Cavasoul

-lyrics-
(Chorus: Lxst Boy)
does she remember
the way she made me laugh?
i wanna text her
but i will get nothing back
it's harder than i anticipated
feel my chest collapse
i think i need a break
but i cant relax

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
save me
take control, don't
break me
turn the pencil upside down
erase me
what did i do wrong cause now
she hates me
oh she hates me

(Chorus)

(Verse 2: A Distant Voice)
every note that i would send
was a list of the dreams that i had in my head
but i missed all my chances, i’m feeling regret
now 
i’m 
thinking of how you would smile
you lit up my world
and it would took me a while
to stop feeling red
got my heart rate a hundred and ten
and you’re making it clear
i got nothing to fear
cuz now my end is here
all these letters i wrote to myself
were they meant for me or someone else
did i do something wrong to you 
making me seem like a demon from hell

(Chorus 2x)

S T R E A M

letters2myself w/ A Distant Voice (mrmcchickino)

Produced by @skinnyatlas 
Mix & mastered by ig @heccctor & @skinny atlas 
Cover art by @supachefm

jomie & skinny atlas - lost my voice

prod. me
(capsctrl on acoustic guitar)
<3

lyrics:
what was it like to fall in love with me?
asleep in the morning, awake in the night
i'll take it all, i'll face it all, im in deep.
no saving me now.

cry more
days spent stumbling onto who i am, what i want
lace up, run far
running into what i am, fuck who i was

take your time, take your time
save your breath
its all a lie, all a lie, its a test
waking up, waking up all over again
waste of lungs, wasted lungs i am.

if youd listened to me who knows what we could be
(stop it now its dark in here)
so tied up on things that we didnt even mean
(stop it now i've had enough)
said you know me the best but you dont know me at all
i was depressed and didnt bother to call out to you
so much changed so fast but im right here
please dont give up

what is it like to fall out of love with me?
i feel so annoyed and, i dont know why
i took it all, i faced it all, i was in deep
dont start from the beginning just end it

cry more
days spent stumbling onto who i am, what i want
lace up, run far
running into what i am, fuck who i was

who i was

spotify

Thoughts Just Repeat In My Head [Prod. siem spark]

worth it [+grayskies]

One Day At A Time [+ pekarot]

with the OG  soundcloud.com/eoin-disney

Greenwood:
just to fill the space, what we talk about
nothings really there when i'm laying down
cold breath in your old room but it's over now
just to fill the space when you're not around 

but i could start again in a little while
i know it's not the same as the first time
but i could take the waiting and the crossed lines
lights had lit the way back
 i never realised

cause no one ever tells you cause it's real life
breathing hard in the moment it's never clear why
all of this never mattered but i don't mind
falling quick but it's faster when the times right

just to let you know things are different now
voices at the door, all i think about
something in the words left to figure out
just to fill the space when you're not around

Eoin Disney:
say it to me while you're stalling with yourself now
put a dagger through me, least you let your thoughts out
i can never truly put the words in your mouth
i play it cooly cause i want to see it work out

there's a part of me that never gets the words out
follow voices but i want to make my own sound
i'm addicted to the things that make it worse now
hurt now, never hits the same as the first round

let me in, oh God i miss your skin
i miss your smile see my world right in your eyes
tell me things you never said to him
i miss waking up for the sake of it

Transit (w/ Eoin Disney)

my mind is not your home. i know you saw the eviction notice. w/ vict molina (vedh)

mistake maker

i want
no one but you
in the songs i sing, pour my heart out
i need weed cause i’m all out
i feel real only when it’s dark out

i don’t wanna break your heart again uh
no friends left
i been feeling dead yuh
new meds out
hoping i can get up
outta my bed for the first time this month
let’s get high as hell then let’s make love
covered up your body in that ink
need no makeup
started being myself
people say i changed up
that’s the way it go
when people only take from
you

i want
no one but you
in the songs i sing, pour my heart out
i need weed cause i’m all out
i feel real only when it’s dark out
i want
no one but you
in the songs i sing, pour my heart out
i need weed cause i’m all out
i feel real only when it’s dark out
i want no one but you
i want no one but you
i want no one but you
i want no one but you

no one but you ft. autrioly

@akumuh - I WISH WE HAD MORE TIME, BUT LIFE IS CRUEL THAT WAY (prod. RezzyDaCreator)

це просто в моїй голові 

ухилянт

KID E$S

feellike

my main ig has been hacked. new ig @imstillawakeidiot

my mind is not your home. i know you saw the eviction notice. w/ vict molina (vedh)

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