lyrics:

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade

cause i get paranoid as fuck
from seeing my role models shot
and taking drugs from trusted people and then drop
so they can drop all of their music and then turn disgusting profit
so i’m dropping any plan to give em money from my hand
because no matter how i feel they gonna want me sad again
and i just worked too fucking hard to be taken advantage of
and i’ve seen visions of my early death ahead

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade

and i don’t wanna die in vain 
every day i worry bout this shit it make me feel like i’m insane
and i don’t trust nobody other people gonna be the ones to put me in a grave
so i'll play it safe
never go outside never leave my fucking cave
if i can't get high then i drink
and all i really need is for you to fucking

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
"systema solaris" ep

darker side of the moon w/ eric godlow

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