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Motivation for the song: This song has some personal meaning to me about how I feel towards a girl I deeply care about. I don't want to break something so valuable we have, but my feelings just overrun my thoughts so I did something stupid and this song was kind of a way to clear things out for her to understand how I feel. 

TO HER: I'm sorry and I'm grateful for what we have already <3

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Mixed and Mastered by Eddie (syfer!a)
Lyrics Written by Eddie (syfer!a)
Produced by SOGIMURA
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LYRICS:

SANE

Youre on my mind
i just can't fight
I will be alright
My state in mind
will be alright
I can't lie
Im not fine

Ive been
running
running
down my own way
Youre inside my mind
And I cannot escape
there are things inside
That I don't wanna say
But maybe thats alright
Cus all I feel is

PAIN
PAIN
PAIN

NOT SO
SANE
SANE
SANE

I CANT BLAME
BLAME
BLAME
YOU

Youre inside of mind
There's is nothing left to hide now
Baby please just be there tonight
I just want to hug you real tight now

I AM ALL ALONE
PLEASE DONT LET ME GO
IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME KNOW
PLEASE LET ME KNOW

Youre on my mind
i just can't fight
I will be alright
My state in mind
will be alright
I can't lie
Im not fine

Ive been
running
running
down my own way
Youre inside my mind
And I cannot escape
there are things inside
That I don't wanna say
But maybe thats alright
Cus all I feel is

PAIN
PAIN
PAIN

NOT SO SANE
SANE
SANE

I CANT BLAME
BLAME
BLAME
YOU

SANE

lyrics:

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

i’m in a cycle i feel fine but then the feeling returns
and i don’t know where i fit in within this planet called earth
i been here for 21 years still don’t know where to start
i dropped out of university to follow my heart
it’s just a part of the process
sitting back plotting
mama been crying
praying to god and
hoping that soon it’ll all pay off
cause i spent so many hours
sweet with the sour
forgetting to eat always feel like a downer
hoping that soon it’ll all just stop

send me to hell i come back
with a fucking postcard and hat
we hope you enjoyed your stay
but i’m never gonna come back
i been so fucked up from the past
don’t understand the concept of friends
i had some people in my life but where the fuck are they at

where the fuck are they at
you said that you had my back
don’t think that i am okay
but i’m not sad bitch i’m mad
i’m not surprised i see it all looking back
this selfishness is a plague
it runs so thick through our veins
why do you put people down just so you can feel okay
i won’t let you disgrace
our names to hell in the flames
it feels we waited here patiently for something to change
but it’s not coming
no it’s not coming today



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
“systema solaris” ep

send me to hell, see what happens w/ eric godlow

to fucked up in my FUCKING HEAD WTF ASAALDAFLJK:NHSDLJ:HLJ:HSDLJK:HHSDLJK:HHLJK:HSDGLJK:HFHF

my spotify

Fucked Up In The Head w/ Aiden Hilton(prod. inbloom)

Final Destination (prod. by GREY)

Sickening jasmine sweet
Parked too late and got a ticket just to stay a little longer 
Behind the wheel I'm falling asleep
I crashed into you at like seventy miles an hour

I'm pathetic yeah 
I do everything I can to make you happy
I been hearing what they sayin' but I dead it
I'd give everything I have just to have you yeah
How pathetic 
Slapping myself to keep my eyes open 
One more moment while I'm driving yeah 
You're the devil
I was fine with going to hell before I met you 
Before I met you 

I’m fucking pathetic
I loved and regretted and now all that shit don’t mean shit to me
When I drive alone my mind won’t shut up I scream and nobody is listening
I got through the day with the thought of you every time that I knew you were visiting
I’ll leave you to sleep in my bed cause I don’t wanna wake you when I write in misery
Saw you that night and you stuck in my mind and I never thought that I could find you
Now that I found you I wanna die a little less cause I just wanna be around you oh
I been here before but I never been on these roads and I need you to hold me close
Where do we go if I keep I driving tonight I’m meeting the holy ghost

How pathetic 
I'd give everything I have to make this perfect
I was sleeping in my backseat down in Texas
I just couldn't make it to another exit yeah
I'm pathetic

spotify

falling asleep while i'm driving w/ cavasoul (p. afterlife)

Cracked

Cracked (I'm Him 2) [prod. Kele & Iankon]

"Used to drown in DPH" ft. Jaywakeup

Paddington Freestyle

lilbearshawty - elegant just like a dove *p. misery* REUPLOAD

from the 'above' album. available everywhere now.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3usGlqWFOcTTaH3rmHiDbV

Apple: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/above/1400921969

brakence: https://soundcloud.com/brakence
slow sun: https://soundcloud.com/slow_sun

mixed by: https://soundcloud.com/hidemoon
mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/richard-alfaro

Always Make It Work

devon rea - always make it work (feat. brakence & slow sun)

all my enemies
what's inside of me is trying to bring me down
only gonna see what they wanna see
no they won't hear me out
careful who i bring closer
soon as shit changed, seem like everyone vultures now
started smoking green when i was 16
momma gon kill me now

ion give a fuck
man i swear yall doin too much
sending shots from the tour bus
i'm right here
shout my brother from houston
know i'm gon be alright in the morningtime
but oh i'm so faded
made it through high school seein my name in lights
so if i don't make it

all my enemies
what's inside of me is trying to bring me down
only gonna see what they wanna see
no they won't hear me out
careful who i bring closer
soon as shit changed, seem like everyone vultures now

only time they lookin down on me
way up in the nosebleeds, yea
old fake friends turned phonies
stay in your lane yall dont know me
swear im so shallow
said she like when i sing soprano
shout out miss kim, thank u for the follow
sorry bout 12th grade, brain went hollow
they say the money gon kill ya
recognize real and u dont look familiar

all my enemies
what's inside of me is trying to bring me down
only gonna see what they wanna see
no they won't hear me out
careful who i bring closer
soon as shit changed, seem like everyone vultures now
started smoking green when i was 16
momma gon kill me now

enemies

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stream caved in on platforms here:
https://outset.fanlink.to/caved-in

lyrics

verse 1:
hold on wait a minute
thought you said you was gonna stay away?
why you running back like you want me?
though, it's something that i would do

but i don't want to be by your side
leave this behind
still, you know that i would always 
come back to you

chorus: 
waiting on the past now
only wanna feel it for a moment
but the feelings won't stop if it's caved in
can't erase it
might as well embrace it
never changing for you

verse 2:
you've been sorry for your whole life
love is a cage, leave me tongue-tied
took me 4 years just to realize
that i'm still scared of giving up

get in trouble
i'll be on the top when you see me now 
i relax back then 
lost all my past friends
i cannot imagine
i can't have them back because-

too many times that i messed up
and i don't wanna lie
baby, let her
yeah i can't even tell if you love me back
but, fuck it i'll be fine

chorus: 
waiting on the past now
only wanna feel it for a moment
but the feelings won't stop if it's caved in
can't erase it
might as well embrace it
never changing for you

bridge: 
said she want more
i'm not enough
getting low when i think i'm giving up 
baby come home
i want us
said i want us 

chorus 2:
feeling like the jackpot
running through the asphalt
if you fuck with me or the gang
get attacked, dog
i don't wanna die anytime
take the mask off
still can't remember when, who you are