I'M A LOST YOUNG BOY THAT DONT KNOW THE WORLD SO I SIT INSIDE WHERE I KNOW IT WELL

shoelace belt ft. swaine (jabarionthebeat x jelly)

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied 

When I'm high don't kill my buzz 
I thought she believed in us
I don't even care no more I'd probably bleed out on this rug
You a fantasy I dreamt of you a fading thought for sure 
And within this darkest bedroom I remember who you were 

When I'm drunk don't piss me off
Please don't ask what's in my cup
Like what you heard from such and such
She's gonn' believe the thoughts I'm tellin' her
'Cause lightning strikes but once
I bite the gun
She says I'm not enough for her 

I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied
I don't know my worth
I never learn
Over the hedge not satisfied

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over the hedge w/ jomie (p. yunny goldz)

STREETLIGHTS (FT/ A DISTANT VOICE)

Lyrics¬

Ohh its alright
Ive heard these words a thousand times
And it doesnt get easier
No it doesnt get easier
But i dont mind
If you lie to me tonight
just lie with me, alright?
I know its kinda sad
Thinkin about the times when 
we were alright

So hold me tight
tell me bout the things you like
And lets do this together
Ill take care of you forever i dont mind
keep you warm in stormy weather its alright
Never know how to react, when, we fight
but we always work it out by the night

And i looooooove you
and i cant help my-jealousy
But ill take care of it
if you take care of me

And i know
That of
Everyone
You know the most
I get too attached and i hurt myself 
On loving those
That care for me the most
And i still dont know how
To control
My feelings all
Emotions overflow

i cant stay afloat
heartbreak overdose
Wondering what to do 
and where to go
Only god could know

Ohh its alright
Ive heard these words a thousand times
And it doesnt get easier
No it doesnt get easier
But i dont mind
If you lie to me tonight
just lie with me, alright?
I know its kinda sad
Thinkin about the times when 
we were alright

a thousand times (iof)

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ angelo
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lyrics:
yeah im really out searching for a circle i can trust
all my foes i zapped them and then they all just turn to dust
imma keep on flying like i got on pixie dust
yeah you people using old flows im about to let you rust
if i say imma do something its not a try its a must
all these people around me really be creating a fuss
yeah i lost track of how many people lost my trust
shoutout to lxst and misery(garden) we all keep in touch

blade on me so step back
dont tell me you need a recap
got a new suit its jet black
you must be having jet lag
you must know i aint coming back
one step at a time lets do this swiftly
too cold on this beat i know you see me
frostbite got black on my toes 
too cold you already know
see their faces through my window and my brain slowly explodes

powering up like ssj
they cannot see my face
i cannot feel my face

yeah im really out searching for a circle i can trust
all my foes i zapped them and then they all just turn to dust
imma keep on flying like i got on pixie dust
yeah you people using old flows im about to let you rust
if i say imma do something its not a try its a must
all these people around me really be creating a fuss
yeah i lost track of how many people lost my trust
shoutout to lxst and misery(garden) we all keep in touch

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - turn em to dust (prod. angelo)

Love Myself (feat. Lxst Boy) (prod. cxrter)

produced by trxxshed
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-
dead
i've been dead for a minute dont u know
as i bleed and i rot in this snow
oh wont u come home
lost 
lost for a second in ur mind
when u think back on all of the times
this is what u dont know

i aint talked in awhile hope u noticed
ever since that day i've been feeling at my lowest
climbing up a tree write a song its a vibe
i hope he knows u like kisses goodnight
and im sorry im sensitive
i loved u and im missing it
im taking back those late texts
we were staying up i was feeling it
im dumb i guess its fine 
im lighting up the sky

dead
i've been dead for a minute dont u know
as i bleed and i rot in this snow
oh wont u come home
lost 
lost for a second in ur mind
when u think back on all of the times
this is what u dont know

this an intermission on a mission i cant die
mind of a poet is a prison i might cry
sitting on my bed 2am im seeing lights
out there in the distance in the purple city sky
talking with my conscience seems hes a nice guy
body fills with toxins but its feeling kinda nice
deals with the siren sold my heart thats the price
she left in the morning like the stories of succubi

dead
i've been dead for a minute dont u know
as i bleed and i rot in this snow
oh wont u come home
lost 
lost for a second in ur mind
when u think back on all of the times
this is what u dont know

what u don’t know w/ Trxxshed

Rest if you need to

Rest If You Need To (feat. Jomie)

produced by boyfifty & fog lake

-lyrics- 

lxst boy:
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

we're 2 different people i get that
but why didnt you tell me to step back
i was staying up waiting for a text back
and instead i got sad and i relapsed
yeah i tried and i tried, i fall down then i cry
pick myself up trip and fall then i die
you said its fine but really its not
you act clueless and watch as i rot
i check the time, its 4 or 5
then check my phone, cant see the light
i check my pulse, im half-alive
you picked my rose and watched it die
these castle walls aint fortified
i hear the lies and theyre not mine
cant feel nothing, my nerves are fried
spending every waking moment feeling dry

cavasoul:
i feel faint
lacking iron or protein
or maybe dying
been abandoned by my guide
cause i never see the signs
its over gimme one more time
you move on i fall behind
i always fake it don’t admit the fact
that i’m never feeling fine
i’m a mess most of the time
give my best i’m never right
i struggle with anxiety that makes me wanna die
no one listens
no one cares
really need to wash my hair
but i hardly leave my bed i’m miserable and losing air
suppressing my light make it snow in the summer
i wasted my time even thought that i loved her
i feel like i’m fading i’m losing my colour
i was losing my mind she was under another
another one that i can add to the list
i try to forget all the things that you did
when i think about him it be making me sick
you were wanting a high that i just couldn’t give
the time that you took from me never returned
when you give up your trust and it breaks then it burns
i’m tired i wish that the tables would turn
one day i’ll see you get what you deserve
i thought i could i save you but i was mistaken
concerned with the path you taking
you lied to my face now you can’t even face it
you leaving me here while i’m broken and shaking

lxst boy:
i said that im fine but i promised that i lied yeah
tryna make it right but it gets harder in the night yeah
stuck here writing songs in my room its rainy weather
my shadows my only friend now we're miserable together x2

miserable together w/ Cavasoul (boyfifty x fog lake)

break down into dust (eric godlow)

Boy Slow Down (prod.  Tainiykick + Whysobored)

my main ig has been hacked. new ig @imstillawakeidiot

shoelace belt ft. swaine (jabarionthebeat x jelly)

cavasoul

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