only time i feel like me is when im by myself

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SATURN (pilotkid)

naturale

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it's my birthdday!!!

sink into the couch (cuddlewme)

a little gift i guess. i love yall. all of these songs r either unreleased or just unfinished ideas i will probably never finish.

OKAY!

location :)

Third song off the album.
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Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artist: @seejayxo
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x seejayxo
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

[Verse: @seejayxo]
yea you stay disapearing
fuck my life i hope she steal it
i got bottles filled with feelings
i got drugs like i be dealing

money it comes and goes
just like a lot of these hoes
im makin plays like a quarterback
LA next week and then Florida stat
i cannot fuck with the fakes bitch
i got a lot i could say shit
but i keep my head down
just like your bitch in my bed now

im with the gang on the east side
we just been smoking that tree high
i keep a hand on my gat
fuck u thought bitch all strapped
why is they talking about me
like boy u is following me
you look like a clown to me
you look like a clown to me

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
i been feelin dead, no lie
smoke hella bud to escape my mind
loud in the air, but i still hear her voice
escape to woods, with her ghost ill rejoice

follow her past the trees where we first met
out of the valley i can see clear again
i tried to grab her hand right before she left
but she disappeared to the woods again

Where We First Met (ft. seejayxo)

The Great Escape

engineered by - floret
mastered by - floret
produced by - idealism

lyrics: 
i've been on breathing right on out 
tell me that you love me right now
whatcha you wanna say go right bounce 
cause i don't feel you now 
i been all alone right now 
when you tell me love me now

i've been so broken 
silhouettes spoken
know that i care but
i've been foldin foldin  

i've been drinking to much but you know me 
everyone told that im so lonely 
smoking spliffys i don't feel but im cozy 
when im broken heart i felt faulty
at the christmas party when you all left me 
i guess i feel kinda lazy 
i don't know how to feel but you know me 
broken heart but i felt so nosey
when my brain gives out just know me 
i don't feel a thing baby what you know me 
think i found this new lil shortie 
she kinda cool but you’ll never know me 
it's been a year since you left me but i know me 
i don't feel broke but you think you know me 
when you left at your mamas party 
i been drinking to much but im fucking up my brain 
but i'm drinking that bacardi

christmas

v v v 

tell me how life changed and u dk why
smoking every night to get the words out of ur head
woah
please talk 2 me 
woah
but if u got like nothing to say then say nothing
ill know what u mean, ive been frontin too
woah
dont say a word
woah
ill sit in ur garage as the light just hums 
steadily more steady than my beating heart could
but please be proud of me because ive gained a few pounds since i got here
and i think i learned everything i felt was irrational 
i had a case of a thick ass skull
and everything i learned in school was useless
got alot of shit to say so hold my drink rq
stacking building blocks like a god damn child
does a come first or b come last
i still stay up but idk why
gtf to bed u gotta be alive tomorrow
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess
im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down
(im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down)
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess

non profit

mess

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mess (chronyc)

originally performed by bon iver
produced by ryini
completely non profit
unmixed
lyrics

cmon skinny love
just last the year
pour a little salt
we were never here
my my my
my my my 
my my
staring at the sink 
of blood and crushed vaneer

tell my love to wreck it all
cut off all the ropes and let me fall
my my my
my my my 
my my
right in this moment
this orders tall

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u be kind
and in the morning
ill be with u
but it will be a different kind
i'll be holding all the tickets
and u'll be owning all the fines

c'mon skinny love
what happened here?
suckle on my hope
in light brassieres 
my my my
my my my
my my
sullen load is full
so low on the spit

and i told u to be patient
and i told u to be fine
and i told u to be balanced
and i told u to be kind
and now all ur love was wasted
and now who the hell am i
and im breaking at the breaches
and at the end of all ur lines

who will love u?
who will fight?
who will fall
far behind?

skinny_ love (ryini)

prod. sherif xr
backing vocals by babebee, yazida, & riptony

spotify & apple music✪: fanlink.tv/circus-xr

you wanna cross by my mind...

XR 2023

CIRCUS

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

bye bye :)

prod. blank

lyrics: 
maybe this is the point
where all of it happens 
i look at the rest 
and leave my dreams in the past tense
i lost my affection for it 
and it don't want me back

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

taking everything i wanted
yeah
only one step away from 
stepping my ass away from 
every little thing 
that i've been laying on 
maybe it's too late for me
since i dropped epiphany oh 
its been a daze to me
an everlasting haze to me i 
thought i was right 
i'll get away for a while 
that's how im feeling right now
thought i was good as it gets 
so i just wasted my time 
now all those choices are locked in 
and i can't bear that i'm down
conscious thoughts of mine 
get in my way and 
i've been taught to lie
my brain caves in
i can't take it
so i just waste it 
pedal to the floor 
fuck the world
fuckin hate it

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

( goodbye )

SATURN (pilotkid)

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