THE END GOES SO HARD CAN WE GET AN EXTENTION? 🤍🤍🤍

how are you not famous bro omg 🤟🏼🖤💯🤯

prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/instigate
https://open.spotify.com/track/75TBDR2qvO0UOR8TNCa3ej?si=c0801757b7d74861/

picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

wrote a song about a weird world i created in my head lol.

lyrics

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And the soldiers they march with their guns 
In a place that is harsh and its void of the sun 
Now your scared that you cant go outside 
So you run 
But theres nowhere to go
Yeah theres nowhere to go 

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know 

And im scared to say
That ive run out of options and theres no one to save me 
So wont you stay 
I just hope that you dont become one of the ones that blame me 

Yeah cuz right now im just confused wether i should turn the lights out
Or if i should keep on going its not nice out 
I dont like what i see
Wish that i could have a better world but that shit aint free

Yeah and now i wonder
What this world has come to
And every summer i just wanna know who you run to 

Whered you go 
I dont know 
Hope that they dont get you soon 
Had so many fucking dreams
Coulda took us to the moon
And now i know that your gone 
Fucking hate the month of june 
Thats the time that i lost you

Just check in on your cell phone 
Youll be home by curfew 
We dont have that much time 
Should be getting dark soon 
You can raise a blind eye 
Tell em that its not you 
But they know 
Yeah they know 
Yeah they always know

dystopia (johnnyfriend)

Piano and Drums: @yvngwxvy
Guitar and Drums: @johnkwondll

lost in my days, i still feel a lil helpless
how about for old times sake, lemme hold you again
i should’ve been more careful, but i knew what i was 
i’m fighting all my reasons to go back to you
this the day that i knew-
this the summer i grew up
(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

open the door, open the door
I cant be someone else
Im fucking up everytime I left
I told myself this is for the best, but this is the hardest one yet

(i don’t even wanna be me, i don’t even wanna see me)
this the summer i grew up
(i know i- fucked you so many times baby you don’t even gotta tell me)
(i just wanna feel you, let me heal you)
i wish that you had knew that i had cared about us
i was thinking about you when i was laying with her
i wish my problems could fade away
i’m in love and you hate me, i think we’re on the same page

sometimes i feel like i cant
don’t wanna take the high road 
i’m running out of days
i’m running out of reasons, tryna think why you should be with me
i’m working on my patience, im still waiting
it’s surreal to me
how could you not get it?
how could you not get it?
i’m tired of running away
so i’m gonna do it cuz you told me
baby please believe me
miss the way you hold me
i know this cant be easy
i’m tryna make a case for me, but i don’t think she’s buying it
she said let me know when you find you, cuz i don’t know you found it yet

the summer i grew up

i'm still thinking about chicago.


thank u to joeboi for saving the project file. i love u.

sweet illinois

produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody

acoustics by the goat chrismarek

*lyrics*

(mochji)
never thought you’d go missing within these pages
my mind still running for miles, though it’s been ages
we haven’t talked in a while, lost in fixations

all i wanted was change
all you needed was space
these winter nights keep getting, colder now that you’re away
did i push you too far? was all of this a waste?
fine wine and cheap cigars, harder just to conversate

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

(tyler)
melted lungs from another fire
light another cigarette
cause we’re going down to the wire
if it’s conflict that you want
then it’s problems you’ll get
my house is burning down but i’ve never felt so content

i’m running out of options
toxic
she said that i lost it
take me off my life support
i don’t need fucking oxygen
i don’t wanna win
and in a minute i’ll be staring at my only friend
in the reflection of a mirror
warning signs been getting clearer
and the smoke seeps through the floor
i got 15 minute then u gotta go
cause this flowers still gonna bloom through the snow

(brody)
we sit and talk for a second
treat words just like a weapon
i won't meet you in heaven
fucked up, im feeling threatened

all the, past time, white lies
i'm getting in my head

new love, time flies 
won't be the last of it

flower w/ mochji, tyler serrani

thank u 2 @midwxst for hopping on the song , luv u
thank u 2 joeboi and cricket for helping me finish this song fr.

love u all thank u for loving and caring about me. 
instagram: @cybertrash

with u ft. midwxst (cybertrash billsburyjoeboi 31sentinel)

i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

prod. sudbath

i'm friends with a ghost
that doesn't mind my behavior
he's out of control
but i don't wanna be savior
are you ready to roll?
i ain't ready to face it
i can't do this alone
yeah i can't deal with the fake shit (x2)

so tell me why it's inside out
did the battle begin?
i'm stuck at home without a weapon
let my guard down again

baby this is god's fight now
and i'm over my head
there's a ghost on the bed
think i'm already dead

the way it all began
maybe i don't need you, baby.. who u think i am?
u don't treat me like an equal cus i don't think that u can
and we lost it all, don't even worry bout it
it's just a trust fall

i'm friends with a ghost
that doesn't mind my behavior
he's out of control
but i don't wanna be savior
are you ready to roll?
i ain't ready to face it
i can't do this alone
yeah i can't deal with the fake shit (x2)

where you want me, and where's my mind
i got a halo on me to bide my time
where you want me, where's my mind
i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

the way it all began
maybe i don't need you, baby.. who u think i am?
u don't treat me like an equal cus i don't think that u can
and we lost it all, don't even worry bout it
it's just a trust fall

wanna be a friend to u
but u lost yourself
u don't want no help, (so okay with hell)
i just hate to leave you out

in the thick of it all, must be sick of it all
if i crash, ima f-

where you want me, and where's my mind
i got a halo on me to bide my time
where you want me, where's my mind
i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

i'm friends with a ghost

ghost

prod. sherif xr
backing vocals by babebee, yazida, & riptony

spotify & apple music✪: fanlink.tv/circus-xr

you wanna cross by my mind...

XR 2023

CIRCUS

prod and cowritten by: @typhoondll

i cant keep it together, cant keep mourning this weather
i dont know if im supposed to be here
cuz im running away, but i wanted to stay

so it takes time
i dont wanna do this wrong, i wanna make it right
yeah im falling for u so lemme hold u tight-
when we sleep tonight
yeah it take two, dont forget
it was u, such a mess
now i cant do this any longer so tonight will be the last one
sipping on these drinks, yeah i swear this is my last one
praying that im on your mind-
but u keep playing these games
so i cant tell what right anymore
so lets just fuck it all up, let our love just burn out
lets get drunk and ____ __, we’ll forget and make out
we’ll do this over and over, again and again
so leave me alone
i dont wanna be your friend

confused as fuck, nobody i can (trust)
if you just wanna fuck, you shoulda told me what was up (hey)
stuck in this rut, im the only giving a fuck
dont worry about me if you worried about him-
tell that nigga i said “good luck”
tied of trying, i swear life is a bitch
i woke up and i was missing a rib
2AM and i cant feel shit-
fucked off of whatever this is
shit a motherfuckers creep into my life, always tryna fucking take me down
im the best thing that ever happened to you-
if you aint know before, i know you feel it now

and i know why-
i act like this
im a pessimistic motherfucker
you’re the problem i dont miss
and it’s killing me softly
i dont wanna give in

so keep texting you homegirls
“fuck ryen, he aint shit”
you stuck in your own world, them pictures you painted
i’ll be right here by myself, without you im painless
doing shit my own way-
got no time to forgive

so it takes time
i dont wanna do this wrong, i wanna make it right
yeah im falling for u so lemme hold u tight-
when we sleep tonight
yeah it take two, dont forget
it was u, such a mess

forgive

ty priv and tokimi for helping on prod ily guys
mastered by eli stamstad
cover art by @ jokaitu on ig

growth (prod. jay + priv + tokimi)

bye bye :)

prod. blank

lyrics: 
maybe this is the point
where all of it happens 
i look at the rest 
and leave my dreams in the past tense
i lost my affection for it 
and it don't want me back

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

taking everything i wanted
yeah
only one step away from 
stepping my ass away from 
every little thing 
that i've been laying on 
maybe it's too late for me
since i dropped epiphany oh 
its been a daze to me
an everlasting haze to me i 
thought i was right 
i'll get away for a while 
that's how im feeling right now
thought i was good as it gets 
so i just wasted my time 
now all those choices are locked in 
and i can't bear that i'm down
conscious thoughts of mine 
get in my way and 
i've been taught to lie
my brain caves in
i can't take it
so i just waste it 
pedal to the floor 
fuck the world
fuckin hate it

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

( goodbye )

home ( the end )

i wish u saw through my lens...✪
mgmt: @noob

contact@sherifxr.com

CIRCUS

Sherif XR

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