prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/instigate
https://open.spotify.com/track/75TBDR2qvO0UOR8TNCa3ej?si=c0801757b7d74861/

picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

prone2leave

prod. ilytwelve 
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
( i love you )

i dont know what to feel anymore 
stuck in anonymity don't know who i am no more
only took a couple months you walked right out that fucking door
yeah, like what the fuck was it all even for?
if this is how to live then i don't want to live at all
i just wind up all my feelings then i let em go
and it was never for the worst but that's just how it goes 
fuck around to fuck around probably just to feel something more
( i love you )

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

and i dont know if i miss you or i miss the thought of love 
im trapped in my consciousness need drugs to get out of touch 
you all diplomatic, im just a manic 
so whose advice do i take if i don't have an answer 
i just spend up all my time in my own mind 
the only friend i got is what i smoke to feel right 
i set the bar high 
a waste of my time 
caught on the deadline, in which im taught to be sure
i struggle finding what's sure 
don't need a hand and not yours 
take revelations it's straining to rip out the sword
i wasn't distant before 
but now i'm distant and more 
my personality inside of me 
it makes me contort 
( i love you ) 

yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around
yeah no one to hold me down
i need amenity my friends they all enemies now
i was never good enough to make anyone stick around 
but i think im better now they hate to see what comes around

fuck!
but i ain't going out sad
do it by myself 
i dont need nobody bad
i remember i was down 
ain't nobody had my back so
now when i go up
ill be up until my body bag yeah.

amenity

prod. sherif xr
backing vocals by babebee, yazida, & riptony

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you wanna cross by my mind...

XR 2023

CIRCUS

bye bye :)

prod. blank

lyrics: 
maybe this is the point
where all of it happens 
i look at the rest 
and leave my dreams in the past tense
i lost my affection for it 
and it don't want me back

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

taking everything i wanted
yeah
only one step away from 
stepping my ass away from 
every little thing 
that i've been laying on 
maybe it's too late for me
since i dropped epiphany oh 
its been a daze to me
an everlasting haze to me i 
thought i was right 
i'll get away for a while 
that's how im feeling right now
thought i was good as it gets 
so i just wasted my time 
now all those choices are locked in 
and i can't bear that i'm down
conscious thoughts of mine 
get in my way and 
i've been taught to lie
my brain caves in
i can't take it
so i just waste it 
pedal to the floor 
fuck the world
fuckin hate it

all because i want it and you don't
you just say that i ain't bout it 
you're dead wrong 
but im letting go
im letting you take what i call home

( goodbye )

home ( the end )

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/cope 

prod KBL
mastered by anem0s

lyrics:

Think you’re right (think you’re right)
People change, feelings fade given time
But I don’t mind
Change my name, take a break, give the wrong advice

Scrape my face on the pavement
Not playing it safe when
I feel so complacent
There just ain’t no way that
I got replaced and
My heart’s still vacant
What the fuck am I saying?

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I die
Least I tried

Guess if this was your plan then you fucked it up
Was it not enough for you to hold that shit over my head?
Ain’t no place that I’d rather be than reality
No new mentality (still wish I were dead)
Pulled you out like a cavity and I felt the gravity
That I’m just a coward that’s all that I (wish I had said)
There’s no place for neutrality, A new felt duality
When I got nobody to blame but myself

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried
Pay no mind (ain't no place that I’d rather be)
To the way that I cope (than reality, no new mentality)
When I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried

Heard you tried to say you’re sorry I
Tried to ignore you
Like something that’s not important
So maybe I’m holding onto a grudge
That I shouldn’t but I will
I couldn’t swallow your pill
There’s no assurance in hell
So if you tell me you’re down for the count let it all go
No missing out, running ‘round in a circle
Can’t hold me down, run your mouth, jump a hurdle
Get out of town, headed south, because it was
Always you

cope (kbl)

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

prod me :) ft. @alkylartist 
guitars by @notdiscxrdia

jig is up
jury's out
ill pass away before i figure out
who to trust
who to doubt
were in the dark
i tore the curtains down

baby u always on my mind so obsessively 
i know ur body and ur time sold separately 
u always hit me up when life is gettin me down
ill skip the freakout 
survive on my own volition

this shit always happen when i open up
we ran it back round 2 bc im close enough
n i dont wanna let u down i know ur hopes are up
this case is open, shut
a four leafed clover still aint got the luck i need baby

*alkyl*
Cause how do I bridge the gap between?
What I want and what you see in me, baby?

Just had to let off some steam
It gets crazier the more you have to talk to me
Why’d expectations arise past the ones that we set?
Cause god, always leave me shameful
Playing it careful

Yeah, I swear shit gets painful
When you talk you me
Tried to align my ideals to meet your strategy
You earned my trust just to fuse it with your fallacies
Why can’t you take a plea?
Guess I’ll just sow myself up
“Court adjourned”, baby

slated w/ alkyl

conflicted out on all plats


featuring
@jaykim1 
produced by
@n7te

www.instagram.com/zivve17/

Conflicted w/ Jay Kim

thank u all i love u

[Lyrics]
(Verse)
Honestly I'm tired
It's the same things
But I'd rather die than let you go & change things
I know
Time is wasting
And everything's been weighing on me lately
I know

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

(Verse)
Do it get lonely down in Auburn
You'll miss the sun if you don't get up in time for it
Heaven sent , Heaven paralyze me
Look into my eyes till the end of time
Said that I'll be fine by the summer time
Wait until that dust settle down
I was out in LA trying to make it off the couch
I done lost so many folks, that's getting hard to count
But I swear it never hurt, you could check the bank account
I'm in last and in first

(Bridge)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone
It's hell
(I should've known, that's the way it works)
I can't be alone
It's hell
I can't be alone

(Verse)
I hope
I see you when it's done
I've seen the way it ends
It ends
It always ends
The same
The same
What're you waiting for
What're you waiting for

(Hook)
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
Turn the blindest eye to everything we know
But it's the end of times, I oughta let you go
If you're sticking by, how could I let you down
If the choice was mine, I would've kept you around
It's a dotted line I wish I never signed
But it's the end of times, I let it pass me by

END OF TIMES

END OF TIMES (patrick o'neill kbl wishlane)

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mgmt: @noob

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CIRCUS

Sherif XR