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~lyrics~

and i just want to disappear
but i could never walk away from you 
and if we switched places 
well then forever i would wait for you
yeah i know that you dont feel the same 
but i cant get you out my fuckin brain 
you went against all your fuckin claims
clearly you dont care how im feeling babe 

so dont be faking glossy eyes 
youre breaking me, your not the one to cry 
i guess you have no fuckin spine 
and all those promises were fuckin lies

and yeah ive always done my best for you 
but i guess i was just never enough 
and yeah ive never been this stressed for you
i aint know that things would get this tough 
i just hope you arent as hurt as me
but i dont think you ever deserved me 
you said its heaven, here on earth with me 
now i feel dead so drop the dirt on me
i understand that im not perfect 
but i dont think that i deserve this 
id give my sould to preserve it 
now youre gone, tell me was i ever worth it 
was i ever worth it?
or were you bein honest when you said im worthless?
i dont think that i deserve this 
youre breaking me, so dont you fucking dare act hurt bitch

i understand that i'm not perfect. (p. michael harrison)

yeat - rollin (irby post punk flip)

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LYR1Cz

Ive been waiting for a long while now
But i still see sadness in faces when i walk around
Money dont always buy happiness, but it sure makes it easier
Yeah

Get up, start over
In need of luck
Grab a four leaf clover
That shit don't exist
Im mad til im throwing fists
And i'm outrageously pissed
Took a shot, and my shot missed
Get back up, dont give up
Keep on moving i know ur tough
Got a couple dollars, couple dollars enough

Keep that purple in my cup
Sippin lean it keeps me up
Smoke a lil bit got me wavy
Poutine on this track ima pour a lil gravy
What u really saying, i aint got a clue
Im just talking my shit really whatchu finna do
Oh nothing, ive been fine
Ima say what i say, my whole life

money = happiness? [prod. saint mike]

beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGe0mTW8QD0

i think i had a bit too much
stumblin bad on my jeans loose cuff
if im getting me time then she lose trust
and baby when i resign tell me whos up
dont give a damn abt the paper
wait for a second
stay strapped with a laser
or get cut with a razor
hella shots back aint 1 with a chaser
new fit got it tapered
i dont shake hands, only one you meets the maker
off white belt stay safe no conveyor
space us out we gon turn you to a crater
no kidding no cap
yeah you left thout a warnin ima go and blow backs
said that we can stay friends sit back and both laugh
flick a steel like a bic i been smoking mo packs
on that chain shit smoking like a chomp bitch
standin in my range bitch, you only got 2 options
swervin ima lane switch im offa all them toxins
workin towards the a-list i know that they watching
too far gone i shoulda stayed at home
too good to be true watch that shit unfold
wasting away but i wont go unknown
this the life that i chose
dont give a damn abt the paper
wait for a second
stay strapped with a laser
or get cut with a razor
hella shots back aint 1 with a chaser
new fit got it tapered
i dont shake hands, only one you meets the maker
off white belt stay safe no conveyor
space us out we gon turn you to a crater

idontshakehands (prod. flesh)

@dylaanlotus

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way 

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way x2  

cut my wrist and burn me down 
you're all i think about
you're all i think about 
like you're an angel from the clouds 
but no, i don't wanna fall
all the time that i lost tryna find my love 
did you miss me?
cuz u left me with these scars like i was 16 
fucking crying in the car and sipping whiskey
i remember all the times that you would kiss me
that you would kiss me
oh, i don't wanna fall
all the time that i lost tryna find my love

i gave u all the fucking world
i guess you'll never feel the same 
im done with all these fucking girls
i never wanna feel this way























































































































































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feel the same (dylan lotus) [+prod. tiedforsilver]

i love my boys fr @auburnleavesfall @notkrvys

harming w/ auburnleavesfall + krvys [prod. tores x warheart]

prod. siemspark x itschrismarek
https://open.spotify.com/album/1pKg5nauxnRaFTxpVQI3Od?si=jlxaWQLzQRCXnAIqBxk7yg

goin crazy

guitar by rjpasin
prod by me

open up your mind a little
see my bones r brittle
so im unfixable 
others tried
they just let go

how do i love 
when im broken
tell the same thing
im fading
that me you know
is gone now
how do i explain it 
told u everything i knew
you dont understand at all
i give you everything i had
everything i had

how do i explain this feeling
i dont know how to feel no more

open up your mind a little
see my bones r brittle
so im unfixable 
others tried
they just let go

open up your mind a little
see my bones r brittle
so im unfixable 
others tried
they just let go


they say you reap what you sow
i did so much for you and you know
im in too deep
buried in the snow
drowning in my sorrows
a pit of self loath
im shaking 
i cant stop myself
im breaking
i need your help
soul taken
im in hell
my own personal hell

personal hell

99th Floor ft. kennedyxoxo (sailor x jolst)

2nd single from dusk dreams 2 <3

Lyrics

All, these words spill out of me
I don't want the world to see 
What I could do 
And who I can be

I been fading like the leaves
I know I say it every week
But Please just listen to me
I don't wanna lose my peace 

I know that this ain't the time and place
But im losing energy in these waves
I can't stay afloat much longer
I kinda enjoy this rip I face

Maybe I need to try alone
It's best If I turn skin and bone
I really dont like that tone
Maybe I should turn to stone

Hold me tight till I hav no motor
One last night in this world I told her
One more day and ur world might crush
Below all of these waves I showed her

I knew I shunt’ve took that chance
The hope I had in a romance
Disrgretion wasnt shown 
Thrown overboard without a cast

Slow down I am going nowhere
So much more time in despair
Old friend I wish u were here
In this life I relinquish my care

The reasons are lost out in sea
They perished along wit the dreams
I dont know what else that could mean 
But I try to stay calm on these creeks

The wind is blowing us east 
I try to hold off a weep but the lack sleep of has left me so weak 
Guess I'll keep it locked until another one of these weeks
I'm hurting myself while I'm letting you bleed

Maybe this world will find out another way
But right now gotta figure out how to live today
I know it's not the topic that would make you wanna stay
But I've thought of this in a lot of ways

I've been a lot of places
I've seen a lot of faces
Still I corrupt the hatred
Enter my world and you'll want to paint
Just make sure to look in the corner and remember the name

thunderbreak

Thunder-break (Sleepy fish)

yup this is one of those songs you sit back and play right before you

idontshakehands (prod. flesh)

CC BUFFINGTON the VERY 1ST

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