"pardon me, but i need to be going" is a conversation between me and myself at different ages or stages in life.

pardon me, but i need to get going

Keywords and Inspiration: emo rap, emo, alternative, alternative rock, indie, rap, pop rap, lil peep, cold hart, coldhart, juice wrld, guccihighwaters, 93feetofsmoke, gothboiclique, guardin, convolk, xxxtentacion, rawska, horse head, yeek, dominic fike, trippie redd, lil tracy, mackned, gab3, ilovemakonnen, sad, iann dior, machine gun kelly, sewerperson, 9tails

Bad4me (splashgvng)

IDKIDONTKNOW (sir marijus)

LMTFALONE (rushill)

FLYAWAY (sir marijus)

Without U w Buffoon (sir marijus)

BYEBYE TIME (sir marijus)

TRU (rushill)

3ALLROOM (rushill)

DARK PARK (sir marijus)

CITYWATCH//DENT (sir marijus)

i cried
while walking home
you drive by
and say hello
but youll never know
how its possible
that i dont ever wanna let go

dont apologize for all the times you called me out
talk about the negativity you always spout
about how
i never really cared
as if you knew how i felt

i dont know
if i can forgive you
cuz i dont think
that ill ever need you

i dont need you
and i mean it
when the sun comes
ill be dreamin 
of a day i can be at peace in my heart
but ill wait til tomorrow to start

i cried
while walking home
you drive by
and say hello
but youll never know
how its possible
that i dont ever wanna let go

put up with the streetlights watching me
you say my name
and i swear it gets hard to breath
i run towards the nothing calling me
remnants of you when i fall asleep

shes gone
get over yourself man
i still feel your hand
across my face
i hope soon
i meet my fate

i cried
while walking home
you drive by
and say hello
but youll never know
how its possible
that i dont ever wanna let go

(i cried
while walking home
you drive by
and say hello
but youll never know
how its possible
that i dont ever wanna let go)

PROD: 
@splashgvng
@saint.tomorrow

Walk Home Ft Buffoon (splashgvng x saint tomorrow)

(I can try
To give you my life
But even I
Don't want it)

Walk around my room
Headaches
Who the hell are you
Blood on my face new place 
I don't know you
I just need a break
Long wait
Man it's so new
Movin' through states
With no place
What a fuckin' view

And I can try
To give you my life
But even I
Don't want it

And I still tried
Through all the hard times
Hurt me too
When I saw you cry
I didn't mean it when I screamed goodbye
And I'll still try my heart out
Tell you I'm fine
But we both know it's a lie
Since I saw you the last time

(Since the last time
Since the last time
Since the last time
Since the last time)

I just know you're doin' fine
How's school?
How's life?
I'm not talkin' bout mine I
Never looked back anyways
Ten days
Never thought about you anyways

Five years long
I was never wrong
Told me I'm gone
Tell you all about how I'm lost
Tell you all about what I did
Now you're gone

And I'll still try
To give you my life
'Cause even I
Don't want it

Walk around my room
Headaches
Still the old you
Tryna find space
I don't know how I told you
Welcome to the end
Man, I'm glad I could know you
Blood on my face
In the mirror
What a fuckin' view

And I still tried
Through all the hard times
Hurt me too
When I saw you cry
I didn't mean it when I screamed goodbye
And I'll still try my heart out
Tell you I'm fine
But we both know it's a lie
Since I saw you the last time

I can try
To give you my life
But even I
Don't want it

don't want it (jolst)

feat sewerperson
prod curtains
art by p dexty

lyrics:
(Futhills)
I'm not like that
From the time I been runnin'
Time to fight back
Baby you love me?
Sorry I don't know if I'mma come back
I'mma run through
I'm not for you
I'm a broke fool
Sorry I'm your go to
I'm not sorry
You don't feel me
And I know it's been a problem with the real me
But you're so mean
When you broke me
One more time
Baby you know I hate the old me

One more time (all this time)
I know
You wanna go back 
To the good times (I'm alright)
When you knew
I was yours

Never forget
I know we said
Stuck in my head
I don't regret it yeah
No more incentive
We shoulda said it
Now it's a headache yeah
One more time
And we gon' fight
And we gon' call it off
One more time
And I'm gon' die
I swear its not your fault

(Sewerperson)
I just dropped this bitch 
Then booted me up 
And I blew a bag
Now I'm movin' around this bitch 
With fear of god 
Tags on me
I can't feel that bitch 
I tell her it's useless getting mad
All of my cookie strong
 I smelt this qp thru the bag
All my bottles gold
I'm deep in this booth 
I'm sipping cris
After I leave I pour up 
Now I see purple inside my piss
Just to put the jewelry on 
It’s bound to break a wrist
Bitch u gonna broke forever if u don’t take the risk
Ok I get it if u hate me 
You not special 
Get a grip
Molly inside my body 
Got me tryna eat my lip
Look at my necklace 
Baby I put it on and I take a dip
I'm inside of this foreign 
I floor the gas and u see a blip

(Sewerperson and Futhills)
All this time
All this time
I've been beaten up
But I'm alright
I've been quite alright 
Thank you very much

(Futhills)
I'm not like that
From the time I been runnin'
Time to fight back
Baby you love me?
Sorry I don't know if I'mma come back
I'mma run through
I'm not for you
I'm a broke fool
Sorry I'm your go to
I'm not sorry
You don't feel me
And I know it's been a problem with the real me
But you're so mean
When you broke me
One more time
Baby you know I hate the old me

One More Time! ft. Sewerperson (curtains)

Tell me when your
Mom's not home
Pullin' in the driveway
Too bad
I wouldn't be there anyway
The phone rings 
I'm never gonna call back
The clock ticks by
Isn't it all kinda wack

[Nine to 5]
It's kinda crazy
How my mind been feeling lately
I’ve been tryna turn it off
But it keeps on escalating
I can’t seem to find the words
To explain why I've been fading
From this false reality
All these voices been persuading

They’ve been slowing me down I'm hanging by a thread
I’ve been tryna control these thoughts up in my head

I sit and I wonder when the day comes
Back and forth first the sun and now the rain floods

I’ve been thinking about the life I'm living
I’ve been falling through the ceiling
Made of glass my wounds are healing
Yeah, yeah

I just don’t know what to do yeah
Voices over consume yeah
What does it take to get through to you
Out of time, you threw me out

Wait
Let me just say
I’ve been caught up I know that I changed
I can’t say I'll be the same
It's nine to 5 remember the name

Tell me when your
Mom's not home
Pullin' in the driveway
Too bad
I wouldn't be there anyway
The phone rings 
I'm never gonna call back
The clock ticks by
Isn't it all kinda wack

Tell me when your
Mom's not home
Pullin' in the driveway
Too bad
I wouldn't be there anyway
The phone rings 
I'm never gonna call back
The clock ticks by
Isn't it all kinda wack

Tell me when your
Mom's not home
Pullin' in the driveway
Too bad
I wouldn't be there anyway
The phone rings 
I'm never gonna call back
The clock ticks by
Isn't it all kinda wack

Tell me when your
Mom's not home
Pullin' in the driveway
Too bad
I wouldn't be there anyway
The phone rings 
I'm never gonna call back
The clock ticks by
Isn't it all kinda wack

Tell me when your
Mom's not home
Pullin' in the driveway
Too bad
I wouldn't be there anyway
The phone rings 
I'm never gonna call back
The clock ticks by
Isn't it all kinda wack

Tell me when your
Mom's not home
Pullin' in the driveway
Too bad
I wouldn't be there anyway

Wouldn't Be There Anyway ft nine to 5 (sir marijus x dreamr)

Ocelots And Wolves (guda x happytears)

all night w/ shizukesa. (eric godlow)

outsiders w/ nine to 5 & buffoon (branwen x splashgvng)

Lyrics

Try to understand
My mind
As the streetlights
Burn my eyes
While I contemplate
The Fire set to my
Life
In the streetlights
I meet your eyes 
But it’s so hard
To tell you all you deserve 
But I cant let you know
I’m not who you’ve always known
Under constellations that I’ve called home
Your tears show me that you know
You’ve always been alone

She said can we be more human
Said I couldn’t if I tried 
I’m alone on this planet
I’ve decided to reside
I could’ve 
Tried harder id admit
to fit in
I miss home not you baby
But I’d hate to give in

She said can we be more human 
Said I couldn’t if i tried
I’m alone don’t you get it
I’m not trying to decide
On my
Hands and knees 
Begging you to forgive
But I never really earned the life
I made in this pit

alien (guda x michael harrison)

acceptance, and it's bittersweet w/ epitomeoffailure (wisssery x sharp)

Lyrics:

Silence
On a side quest
Feeling like Poseidon
Treading water mindset
Pressure on my sinus
How the fuck you sick
Like u sit up in ur bed all day
U don’t even exist

Sink full a dishes
Filth swishes
Brother I owe u a wish
Hella nights I follow up
On my own killa
This is it
Many dreams 
Full a teams
Broken means
I don’t really wanna leave
What u mean
U don’t really wanna be

Wide eyes
Shut em up
Blind wise
Eat em up
Let’s be human
Thru the muck
811
Dig em up
Bury all the follows
Drink another bottle
Perrier no suit no model
Growin up to meet my father

Stay by my side
Grab another glass o wine
Imma stay up thru the night
Long Face
Long hair
Imma stand up on this chair 
You don’t even have to care
I just want u to be there

I know we got problems
Don’t you thing we ought to
Don’t you think we ought to
Don’t you think we ought to

I know we got problems 
Do you think I want to
Do you think I want to

I just want you to be someone

"pardon me, but i need to be going" is a conversation between me and myself at different ages or stages in life.

please, could i say something (hero)

"pardon me, but i need to be going" is a conversation between me and myself at different ages or stages in life.

Lyrics:

I’m sorry I left home the last time
Falling off lose my number 'cause nobody know me well
In a past life
We were alright
I’m sorry I left you home last night
Falling off when I go you’ll be the only one I tell
In a past life 
We were alright

When I’m gone
Just hold on
Walk alone 
On the road you know
Hear you calling out my name 
Am I finally insane
Heard you say you wanted me back 

I’m sorry I left home the last time
Falling off lose my number 'cause nobody know me well
In a past life
We were alright
I’m sorry I left you home last night
Falling off when I go you’ll be the only one I tell
In a past life 
We were alright

New year same Futty
I tried my best to tell you
No one to talk to
Two years still can’t mix for shit
Two years God it’s 'bout time I quit
Tell me did I treat u better in a past life
Tell me is it ever gonna be alright
Tell me did I find myself
I despise myself
I just wanna know if I'll be alright

I’m sorry I left home the last time
Falling off lose my number 'cause nobody know me well
In a past life
We were alright
I’m sorry I left you home last night
Falling off when I go you’ll be the only one I tell
In a past life 
We were alright

alright, i'll try again later (rushill)

"pardon me, but i need to be going" is a conversation between me and myself at different ages or stages in life.

Lyrics:

And I’ve been through the times
It’s better off as dead
I’m dragging all this through the nights
Awake inside my bed
But it’s been so long
Since I’ve been filled with dread
It’s been so long
Since you said you want me dead

And I’ve tried my heart out
Just to say you want me dead
Just to say you want me dead
And you’d try your heart out
Just to get me out your head
Just to get me out your head

Two sides same coin
I was fallin' back to weekends
I was feeling like a toy
Can’t find myself 
I’m beside myself
I don’t need your help
I don’t need your help
My brain is in shambles
I’ve lost all hope
I can’t find my way home

And I’ve been through the times
It’s better off as dead
I’m dragging all this through the nights
Awake inside my bed
But it’s been so long
Since I’ve been filled with dread
It’s been so long
Since you said you want me dead

And I’ve been through the times
It’s better off as dead
I’m dragging all this through the nights
Awake inside my bed
But it’s been so long
Since I’ve been filled with dread
It’s been so long
Since you said you want me dead

we're not that different, you and i (caves)

"pardon me, but i need to be going" is a conversation between me and myself at different ages or stages in life.

Lyrics:
Blood in the shower
But it’s been hours 
Just give me flowers
On my death bed
They all getting louder
Couldn’t make you prouder
God give me the power
To give my head rest

What’s the time a day
Kept aside from the fact
I seen another day
Still alive
Feels like a holiday
Can’t decide 
I’ll find another way

Take a look at this pit
Take a look at this shit
Take a look at this ditch 
Take a look at my fit 
Other side
My life
Two time
My pride 
Every time
I hypnotize 
My mind
I
Promise 
My energy
I’m here
Mentally
I hear
Melodies
And arm my finds
And all the times I kept my cool 
I
Never found a purpose
Music ends up feeling worthless
Late nights don’t know
If it’s worth it
On my Armageddon 
Arms out beggin'
On my knees
I barely get it
Through the trees
The lights will beckon
Enough of these 
Like don’t u get it

Back in my body I gotta rip off my toe tag
Girl you helped me the most and I won’t forget that
Now it’s my time
Under street lights
And at high tide
I’ll be alright 
New moon shines 
Thru the north lights
Closin' my eyes
For the last time

could you open the window? it's raining again (sorrow bringer)

used to this (pekarot x homesick)

complete me w/ headass u (hero)

4AM (pekarot x sor)

kill me w/ nine to 5 (guda x fckyeahako)

i hope you know w/ headass u & sewerperson (felix hering)

green couch w/ headass u

same drugs cover but i did it in one take on voice memos

Instagram: @futhills
Twitter: @futhills
Email: futhills@gmail.com

Keywords and Inspiration: emo rap, emo, alternative, alternative rock, indie, rap, pop rap, lil peep, cold hart, coldhart, juice wrld, guccihighwaters, 93feetofsmoke, gothboiclique, guardin, convolk, xxxtentacion, rawska, horse head, yeek, dominic fike, trippie redd, lil tracy, mackned, gab3, ilovemakonnen, sad, iann dior, machine gun kelly, punk, punk rock, punk rap

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