mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
produced by kassgocrazy & thislandis
vocals performed by sewerperson

She Hates Me (feat. sewerperson)

lyrics:

U should never have swung my face in that door
Now I just like u more
U should never have taught me how to feel pain
Cause now I just wait for more
Me or myself or my own sick mind who do I talk to more
Shell always lay in the pit of my heart
Though she is not mine no more

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it that We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now Cause I might throw up

so bleed me bleed me bleed me bleed me
I just put life on top of the line for some people that never tried or would do the same but im still here
That was one hell of a night I couldve died like 20 times i think my pride would’ve took my life and yet im still here
10 hours a day is unaccounted for I think of what were up to when separated this long I wonder
Hands all on my face pick at my head trying get under this drink start in my cup and end in my thoughts leaving them sundered

Bring that down on my neck u carver
I have been farmed like a lamb to the slaughter
I had drawn pleasure from what they called torture
Tears for the man in the mask oh the horror
Dystopia is not so far away from this place
And I would put my life on it
We were born in wrap up
I cant even look at u right now
Cause I might throw up

to the slaughter (saint tomorrow x taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

lyrics:

Rest for the weak while the strong hold ground
I pray u forget what ur worrying about
Everything I had been taught so far in this world just brought me scars
People dont know what u go thru till u in the ground or recovery wards

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

Mama I feel like I made
But mama I think im dying
My tear burn hard in my eyes cause liquor fall out of them when im crying
Maybe inside im angry maybe inside Im trying 
Suffering just like reading its way more easy to do it in silence
Misery needs some company and I heard she’s hiring
I believe that the being I wanna be dont fit my environment
But I would die a martyr for my cause instead of folding
I heard the devil wears Prada but really I dress in thrifted clothing
I called upon my faith but I think my prayer was left on holding
Still I hold hope in this light and this warmth even my soul is frozen now
I put my heart into to people and they leave it broken now
Im off the Henny and coke and im getting emotional
I get the shakes and im sweating im waking up soaking now
I feel like people u know gonna trade you for less than a quarter now I swear
I take a shower to ground me and bleed out the dye in my orange hair
But everyone that’s someone had some shit to go thru
Then once u felt the strength inside there’s nothing u cant do

Oh we all felt the pain
I keep taking these shots
But im just getting grazed
This bottle full of blanks
How much more can I take
I cant really say
Sometimes blue skies take too long to come around and I am not that patient

risks and regrets (jabarionthebeat x shahmajorofficial x fastlifebeats)

may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

lyrics:

Tears will saturate the clay laid
The loose dirt paints me and warms me
Why is it a sad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
The judgement scares me and I know this
In that flesh suit a vacancy notice appears
Why is it a bad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
But I am still here im just in ur walls
Feel my blood flow when u check ur pulse
U cannot touch me but we can still talk
If u miss me just play out  this song
If I cant breath I will breath thru you
Can u feel me can u hear me too
I hate when u cry cause It makes me cry
But I will guard you from the afterlife

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

Baby I need you and you need me
But last thing I would want is you here with me in this realm
The clock is busted and lights are out
Surprisingly its so cold in hell
Talk is so cheap
But its comforting to me
So I dont want to wait anymore
I pray that god speaks
To my soul to my being
Stuck in purgatory
I had sinned I was wrong
And now its flipped back onto me
When I had died
With nobody by my side to hold me
Im Mortified
Reaching out towards the light in front of me
If I return
You will feel the pain you placed upon me
In Twenty fold
I promise to make u cry ill make u bleed
Lay me down and let me sleep
I give you my soul to keep
Purple hands and dirty feet
Spirits take control of me
God cant save u from ur fate
I promise u ull be erased
Feed me blood I love the taste
Holy Spirit give me strength

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

words_frm the dying (branwen)

feat sewerperson
prod curtains
art by p dexty

lyrics:
(Futhills)
I'm not like that
From the time I been runnin'
Time to fight back
Baby you love me?
Sorry I don't know if I'mma come back
I'mma run through
I'm not for you
I'm a broke fool
Sorry I'm your go to
I'm not sorry
You don't feel me
And I know it's been a problem with the real me
But you're so mean
When you broke me
One more time
Baby you know I hate the old me

One more time (all this time)
I know
You wanna go back 
To the good times (I'm alright)
When you knew
I was yours

Never forget
I know we said
Stuck in my head
I don't regret it yeah
No more incentive
We shoulda said it
Now it's a headache yeah
One more time
And we gon' fight
And we gon' call it off
One more time
And I'm gon' die
I swear its not your fault

(Sewerperson)
I just dropped this bitch 
Then booted me up 
And I blew a bag
Now I'm movin' around this bitch 
With fear of god 
Tags on me
I can't feel that bitch 
I tell her it's useless getting mad
All of my cookie strong
 I smelt this qp thru the bag
All my bottles gold
I'm deep in this booth 
I'm sipping cris
After I leave I pour up 
Now I see purple inside my piss
Just to put the jewelry on 
It’s bound to break a wrist
Bitch u gonna broke forever if u don’t take the risk
Ok I get it if u hate me 
You not special 
Get a grip
Molly inside my body 
Got me tryna eat my lip
Look at my necklace 
Baby I put it on and I take a dip
I'm inside of this foreign 
I floor the gas and u see a blip

(Sewerperson and Futhills)
All this time
All this time
I've been beaten up
But I'm alright
I've been quite alright 
Thank you very much

(Futhills)
I'm not like that
From the time I been runnin'
Time to fight back
Baby you love me?
Sorry I don't know if I'mma come back
I'mma run through
I'm not for you
I'm a broke fool
Sorry I'm your go to
I'm not sorry
You don't feel me
And I know it's been a problem with the real me
But you're so mean
When you broke me
One more time
Baby you know I hate the old me

One More Time! ft. Sewerperson (curtains)

lyrics:

These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

 Brush ur eyes
U could see it right
I see fallen angels
In this bleeding sky
At our time to go
I dont wanna die
But I dont decide
Damn I hate goodbyes
These cold kawaartha lakes can rip ur soul apart
A breach of contract in her heart of hearts
May have pushed my head into the deepest part
And This time I dont think I get a breathing part

Cracks in my armor invite in her poisons
It was never 50/50 I was just appointed
Im Sorry I can do it all I bet ur disappointed
But what’s the point in love if u can not enjoy it

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet

Isn’t it funny how u aint gon message unless I am messaging first ok
She try to burn me a hole in my pocket but somehow I still kept em heavy weight ok
She pull up on me at night time
Then pull away like its rip tide
She say she cant stay a long time
But sumn bout that doesn’t sit right with me
Honestly I know u know that it wouldn’t be the first lie u told
She said im sorry I hope u can trust me I say damn I dont know
Ask me in the morning
Cause Tonight is way too cold
And u just turned it colder

Now her crocodile tears soak in her guitar
This mahogany is flooded past its salvage point
Carried back into her residence inside the trees
How do I taste ill bet on it its like a bitter sweet
Something woke me last night
And in its words
Taught me I just need myself to get by
I dont wanna pretend it didn’t hurt
But In her words
The sting should fade in due time

The treehouse (splashgvng x 5head)

produced by kassgocrazy
mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
vocals performed by sewerperson

COVERART BY @UNNANOUNCED ON INSTAGRAM

i want you to suffer (feat. sewerperson)

Mthrlnd V1 (jabarionthebeat).mp3

lyrics:

cold snow
but its all mine
they love me but i dont know why
humans love pullin out life from the depths
but a pretty little thing dont hide
pretty little things dont hide
i tried to warn em but its too late
blood toothpaste
loud cries
i reach into his skull and make a snack of brown eyes
i didnt wanna so i couldnt say why
i know 100 ways to make a grown man cry
i flay the human body and i push it till it dies
i always learn a lot for me its quite a good time
minor avalanche will work to muffle blank cries
winter never felt so right

i am the yeti
i am the beast
when nobody knows you it gets easy to breathe
but when nobody likes you it gets easy to see
that misunderstandings solidify hateful beliefs
but child dont worry cause youre a wolf to the sheep
cause when nobody thinks its cause for easy defeat
you encroach on the camp when half the humans asleep
in 30 minutes alone ur picking bones from ur teeth

hows it feel to be animal
for me its incredible
i hope in given time youll say the feeling is mutual
i aint pick u specifically u were picked by the oracle
most these humans are nasty i hope u prove me impossible
most would take what they need and still come shit on ur funeral
they type out negativity from a 4 by 4 cubicle
u aint good with em anyway
lemme take out ur cuticals
u aint think u would die today but surprises are beautiful

One More Time! ft. Sewerperson (curtains)

futhills

Recent comments

brodeebeats

keaton and Rian's Infinite Playlist

sethkage

keaton and Rian's Infinite Playlist

Related tracks