ch2rms - #1, hope I never lose w/ veezuh (soma)

ch2rms - mistakes w/ uglyy (4am)

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[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

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they jus yap abt me idgaf (-.-;)y-~
bitch I’m way 2 high i’ve been rlly stuck 
rest in peace to screw ima pour up 
i’ve been hurt so badly ion fw luv 

with luv… 
smoking in my garden i’ve been watching all the bugs （╹◡╹）
I wish i had some remover cuz I’m building up sum rust
I want someone by my side cuz that shit is always lust 
i got no1 I can trust!! (・・?)

miss back when I jailbroke my iPhone 
pls show me respect if u fuckin clone
I saw u in a glass house casting stones (T_T)
I feel sm pressure on me rather be alone 

rlly poured up the act 
I’ve been burning up extracts 
I jus rlly want the luv 
I hope that I get it back ^_^

I don’t know what day it is 
I’ve been rlly losing track 
bitch I’m off the nitrous (#^.^#)
I’ve been off the hippie crack

I can’t fall asleep but I’m still smoking phat 
bitch I am nocturnal I feel like a bat
rlly hope I make it ima abt to crash
bitch I’m smoking with pleb in a vacant flat ╰(*´︶`*)╯

starting to hate on my brain 
they murmur talkin abt my name
I just feel like slayer 
I’ve been pouring bloody rain

tryna go against the grain
walking thru some new terrain 
I’ve been drinking on the bottle
I think that I might faint （ ;  ; ）

they jus yap abt me idgaf (-.-;)y-~
bitch I’m way 2 high i’ve been rlly stuck 
rest in peace to screw ima pour up 
i’ve been hurt so badly ion fw luv 

with luv… 
smoking in my garden i’ve been watching all the bugs （╹◡╹）
I wish i had some remover cuz I’m building up sum rust
I want someone by my side cuz that shit is always lust 
i got no1 I can trust!! (・・?)

idgaf (frustration)

nenjixgëmz- legacy (onelite)

ik im a nitemare all up in her head
says she feels my presence even when i left
i done gave my all, i dont got nothing left
i done gave my, i done gave my all 3x
went behind my bak,
say it aint so :/
cuts all on my bak,
its been stabd b4
wipe away the tears n put em in a song
tried 2 do it rite then i do it wrong
this cant be how my story ends
i been off an addy, lite a blunt for lunch instead
i kno im undead
they took my heart, left me dead
fuk u givin head, let me bite that neck instead
i luv drinkin red, im a vampire
n im headed on my way
i got teammates on my back
i culd nevr evr lak
cuz im up now

ch2rms - mistakes w/ uglyy (4am)

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