ch2rms - mistakes w/ uglyy (4am)

Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

lyrics and translations below

@sh1nuchi
@ilyT4Z
@v4nity

[sh1nuchi]

kinakabahan
laging kinakabahan
(nervous, I always get nervous)
sa isang sulyap ng 'yong ganda
(within one glance of your beauty)
love story ba ito?
o baka nababaliw
(Is this a love story, or am I going crazy)
cuz this shit is so unreal
she's like an angel
I swear that shawty an angel

you're everywhere I look
I see silhouettes of you
my heart you already took
we could be Romeo and Juliet
ride or die, I'll take a bullet hit
ang panalangin ko'y di magbabago
(my prayers would never change)

sana laging sapat ako
para ka mapangiti of course
(I hope I could always be enough to make you smile)
we could both fly out to Singapore
tayong dalawa
(just the two of us)
sana matangap ang aking nadarama
pag umamin at sinabi mahal kita
(I hope you could accept my feelings for u,
when I tell you that I love you)
laging stuck sayo'ng aking mata
(my eyes r always stuck on u)
starstruck ako, nakanganga, parang tanga
(starstruck, jaw dropped, like an idiot)

she turned me religious the way she can fit on em jeans
she get me high, high like ketamine uh
you ain't gotta act so mean
show you how much u mean to me
I'm sick and shawty u my vaccine

[T4Z]
I swear to god shes an angel,
She look good from any angle,
To you baby I never could say no,
Just let me know that you notice me,
You help me be who I wanna be,
Im tryna sweep you off yo feet,
You're the only one that I need,
We aint gotta rush just take our time,
Give me your heart and ill give you mine,
Bae let me know if im getting outta line,
I just really wanna make you mine,
Girl ill fight for your love on the front line,
Pick you up in that whip doors be suicide,
Come with me girl lets go head and fly away,
When im with you i swear life is so great,

[v4nity]

know that i need you right now
please just dont let me down
be my angel right now
tell me what i need to do
to change your mind
to make you mine
until the until the end of time
all mine and you know
i wont let you go
just stay by my side
ill make things alright
keep being my light
i dont see a way out without you

angel 2 ft T4Z x v4nity [cryko]

prod @zzjay
cover art by @camdenn + @zzoos

@catgif + @qlein + @gr0lth + @dishonors

@m4xyne
feeling pressure in my chest
all i want is to forget
i think that we're obsessed
i laid there and i bled
i wish that i was there but i fucked it up again
can you tell me why
tell me why it dont make sense
to me at all
waiting for a week for u to call
i dont wanna feel so weak
i try not to fall
i couldnt see
the writings on the wall
i wanna go back to the way it was before
now i stay wide awake with my eyes on the door
i just need a key
to help me find something more
you act like we dont have lore
see my reflection at your core
so sick of guessing whats in store

@qlein
tell me is there something wrong with me i cant tell what i did
heart eater heart eater is there writings on the wall
will you catch me when i fall
will it matter if i call
tell me anything at all tell me anything at all
but i know you wont talk,
keep it all in check keep it all in check
keep my eyes on the door need my mind offa this
wanna tell me all wanna tell me all 
let the light fall let the light fall

@gr0lth
sick of being in a body
i'm trembling uncontrollably
every vessel say they love me but I fall into atrophy 
how can you feed the thought?
that what’s enough is trusted?
i can’t read your mind
so try to explain it
the world is too breathless
holding onto time but I
can’t catch a meaning yet
the angels have seen where I head next
groves of marsh growing, lying in my lead bed

@dishonors
baby come on lets do it
ur pain is my love
accrue it now 
and speaking of love js hear my sound
i see thru your lies behind in your cornea 
burning my wings everytime i get closer
and closer and closer and closer

hearteater prod zjay

prod me:D

lyrics later

i enjoyed making something for once

trust

(?) ill do it again
and i miss ur love but wont do it again
and i can try but no help from reaching out
and ill still move on but its blood on the ground
u dont wanna fight rn
cuz u dont wanna work shit out

i wish id known
i wish u woulda said
u would leave me in the dirt while u grow
all the time id spent on
blew in the wind the second u go
spent the last month in the cold
i been learning to deal on my own
working on pain that u taught me to hold
i tried to save it now ill leave it alone

ill work on something better
something that dont feel wrong
cuz i dont wanna be left out
wont go back to that again
i dont know where im going
i just wanna scratch the surface
and i feel wrong still
im just burnt out
i just dont wanna hurt now
gotta let my feelings air out

(?) ill do it again
and i miss ur love but wont do it again
and i can try but no help from reaching out
and ill still move on but its blood on the ground
u dont wanna fight rn
cuz u dont wanna work shit out

i wish id known
i wish u woulda said
u would leave me in the dirt while u grow
all the time id spent on
blew in the wind the second u go
spent the last month in the cold
i been learning to deal on my own
working on pain that u taught me to hold
i tried to save it now ill leave it alone

wish id known (asperr)

trubuket - serious (prod me)

they dk me like Uu (rippnova & nami)

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str8 fire (pd.twenty1)

make it right ft knaze (traykoolin)

locked in like peanut butter n jelly - makoreaktor

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email - fentstarved@gmail.com

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