prod @lilpunstr fellow new zealander :)

lyrics

im ok, peace of mind
its ok, im on th grind
sleep during the day
nrg at night
fighting this pain
been doin my life
so its jus th same
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

im so sick of playing it safe baby
now im out the mud, they think that im crazy
no-one really cares, u been the same lately
at least with all the hate, i get to wake daily 

woah 
she said u gon glow
bae thats just the ice shards, u know me im better cold
this is how i break uh
this is how i fold
pain is my whole blood stream
not a thing that i could out grow
9tails down to bones

pain
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

belong (punny)

follow @l1lbiscuit

lyrics:

i dont wanna try to
get u off my mind 
every single night
but thats just what i do
then i wonder why
always feel empty inside
and u havent got a damn clue
but its better off than
sorting through memories that pull me down
falling right after im off the ground
tryna figure out what ill do now

thought iwas doing better?
so what i do with that?
left it in the past
guess im through with that
think im done with bad habits i reduced that
i was off the spirits all the time really i knew better
tryna talk big talk online boy do better
its a new day that means some change that means some new weather
talking like u mean it but u never really meant a thing
wasted all my time last couple years im tryna get it back
i dont even fly but i wake up and i feel jet lagged
that im sure (shaw) just like im left back
im not a stranger to a set back
when i go outside yh whole fit jet black

get u off my mind (prod lil biscuit)

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

official single to kingdom to my heart 2, let me know if i should drop the album or release as singles

Get me out the hood I’m begging y’all

ALWAYS GOT ME (noahmadethiss)

prod. @irby314
making it by
love u all always n forever
hope u enjoy

lyrics:
have a hard time picturing
making it another year
its the fault of few
but nothing’s truer 
than the lack of people here

and i’m fucking miserable
in the moments i hold dear
but i set example
i dismantle
from a brutal fucking year

if i could fly
i’d torch the sky
you’d see it over head
tonight
if i could right my
wrongs, i’d try
im losing sleep
over you tonight 

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

i lose it when you’re gone

i’ve seen my friends go through it
the shit they don’t deserve
the ones i love are hurt more
than they possibly deserve
i look across the sky sometimes
and see a star so fucking bright
i wonder if from miles away
you’d share that single light

i can’t take back whats written
the stone will never turn
i’d drive that many minutes
just to prove my fucking worth
i know its for the better
i know i’ll carry on
but in the moments few and far
i lose it when you’re gone

have a hard time picturing making it another year its the fault of few but nothing’s truer  than the lack of people here  and i’m fucking miserable in the moments i hold dear but i set example i dismantle from a brutal fucking year  if i could fly i’d tor

spotify n apple

fourty more [irby]

@splashgvng @jolst

lyrics:

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver
are we suppose to feel this way
you burned a hole inside my face
i’m a hungry soul
locked inside this hole yeah i want more
you said to let it go
i thought this time was gold now it’s all cold

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

if anything gold could stay this year
i’d rip my heart right out my chest
if i wasn’t told to feel this fear
then maybe i wouldn’t be distressed about it all
i’m tired 
i’m sorry that i’m a liar
i’m trying to be better
but i guess it’s all for nothing

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left

(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

maybe i’m just sick of everything you said
i keep it all inside my head
you really make it bend
all the blood you bled is a river
nothing inside my heart could deliver

you’re picking at my head i could feel that
(calm yourself we’re only here for the moment)
i’m stuck in a trance i can’t get back
(drown yourself in your tears yeah its fine)
here’s to how i’m left
(even without all the air from the outting)
oh dear you stole the rest
(nothing inside could erase what you started)

calm yourself we’re only here for the moment 

drown yourself in your tears yeah it’s fine

all 4 nothing (prod. splashgvng x jolst)

old one i got around to finishing
rly love this one hope u do too
yr support forever means the world
new drops been goin up on the main go check those if u want
goodnight decks nation

lyrics:
say
grace
underneath ur breath
i still wonder if muttering that would be worth
the
taste
of whats holding u back
while im tethered to weights at the bottom of all these 
waves
they come crashing down
i just hope to god im making u proud
i guess that i just win some & lose some
never meant to abuse what we got but i

feel my life pass me by
something’s off, you’re not by my side
guess the roses i got were consolation
saw the hand i held in constellation
knew u best as earth precipitated
all my problems now are predating
the present, i wanna feel
like its never for the best, what i want is real
i’ve saved what is left, all behind my shield
i’ve made that left, now im right to deal alone

say grace [metlast x 5head]

i guess its okay... [+heydium]

https://soundcloud.com/irby314

https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by @93FEETOFSMOKE
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
I've seen my future and it's not looking great
I fear fate's something that can't be escaped
Two options staring me dead in the face
I can no longer afford to look away

If not now
Then it'll be too late
By the time I get around to getting straight
But if I stick to my guns
Put myself first for once
Then maybe I can shed this dead weight

It's deadly
It's weighing heavily on me
But it doesn't have to be this way
In my effort to get better
I've learned a lot about insanity

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2020

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