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clinging to memories that hurt

the glow of a computer screen
feeling okay forever 
a hollow static feeling in the mirror 
it’s raining again
自我憎悪

自我憎悪

you gonna think about me when im gone

waystoruineverythinginthisstupidmeaninglessharshfullworld

непереносимость жизни

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i wanted to post something, i havent posted in a while.., but im still making stuff.
hardly anything worth listening to unfortunately.. mostly short basic beats, melodies or shitposts. my last ep i made after feeling really suicidal and it almost feels like it drained my "creative energy," whatever that means. i wanted to make something before i decided to leave, but im still here. things are comparatively brighter now, but lonely.. as always..

its hard to make music, but that's not music's fault, doing anything is difficult for me.. its been difficult finding a reason to get out of bed for years now, and it's only been getting harder. only times i can get out of bed or do anything without wanting to quit 20 minutes in is when i take adderall LOL!

im unsure why i feel compelled to write this.. truly self pitiful behavior

clinging to memories that hurt

crys

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