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Radiohead - Lotus Flower

all the things that made me wrong (rough)

I can’t feel my face

The Crimson Sun Feels Emotiom

my fault

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I’m not moving. I can feel it. Every day, the hours stretch on, but I remain here, in this same space. Not moving, not going anywhere. I try to tell myself that I’m waiting—that there’s something ahead, just out of reach—but it’s a lie. I am not waiting. I am stuck, tethered to something invisible, something heavy that keeps me anchored in place.

I try to move. My body aches with the effort, as if every part of me is screaming to break free. But no matter how much I pull, I stay. It’s as though the ground itself is holding me, pressing me into this one spot, and I am too tired to fight it.

I’ve started going for long walks, though. I heard that walking helps you think, that the act of moving forward, even physically, can trick the mind into believing it’s going somewhere. That maybe, just maybe, if I walk long enough, I’ll cross some invisible threshold, a boundary I can’t see, but one that might finally take me out of this place.

wander

For those of you travelling into Mexico or long boarding in Iceland. This was mastered in post following an open mic night. 
I hate tuning the G string.

Far Away (Cover)

Radiohead - Daydreaming

Blackwater Park

Opeth - The Drapery Falls

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