LIKE ME

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OFFICAL TRACK NAME OF

FORGONE DEMO / FORGONE PRELUDE, SHORTEND AS OTHER SONG IS CALLED NOT ENOUGH*

MELISA

I only have five strings on my guitar but she still kicking, I’ll be back soon with a cover ;)

Five strings and she still plays

lucille - nosebleed (leak)

lucille, bunii - i feel everything (leak)

i'm not really happy i'm, alive
often times i wish that i would, die
if i perish would that make everyone, smile
if that's true, then it's, time

in my, casket
give me, flowers
it's so, saccharine
leave me, sour

so bittersweet...

lucille - bittersweet

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

sore (adore)

charades

voices in my ear
to cut em out, i need to rest
to just clip your tongue (just clip your tongue)

don't wanna hold my breath
'till there's nothing left,
the way you knock my head,
through the walls it's evil
but i just stand
and i try to lose you but, i just can't

so
i'm feeling stuck
fight when it's stormy
was i enough?

think i gave this all i could!

lucille - enough (snippet)

more music otw
produced by tiresss

lyrics:

we don't gotta talk at all 
we can stay as quiet as you need 
can you show me that it mean sum? 
show me that it mean sum 
love you so bad I wanna be ya 
can you show me that I mean sum? 
show me that I mean sum to ya 
to ya to ya to ya‬
‪
I've been busy tryna show you everything I got everything l'm made of, everything I'm not‬
‪and if it's too much for you 
I'll turn it down a notch‬
‪or get up and shut it off‬
‪I might just throw it all away for you

if I did it, everything I’ve done don’t matter 
why would I throw something served on a silver platter?
they brought it straight to me
you wish you had it
and I’m too afraid of cameras
lights flash and I’m a phantom
don’t treat me like a star I’m just a fan of em
there’s a million just like me to be a fan of

don’t take it like I’m bragging
bitch I made it happen 
six figs on the tax, trap money off a passion
pockets got me saggin
full of trauma, baggage
vocal sound addict
two name manic

and I’ll see you when I see you
I hope it pan out
and I hope you never fan out 
I did everything I said I’d do
Can’t no one say I depend on you

and you know I know
your every word breaks my bones
can you talk to me until my skin runs cold
just to see ya, sleep with one eye closed 

we don't gotta talk at all 
we can stay as quiet as you need 
can you show me that it mean sum? 
show me that it mean sum 
love you so bad I wanna be ya 
can you show me that I mean sum? 
show me that I mean sum to ya 
to ya to ya to ya‬
‪

we don't gotta

Might be back!
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I fw this one girl! She pretty cool

Five strings and she still plays

Celest Ecdysis