From the other perspective 


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
thinking is sickening
so you think with your lungs

do you even want peace for yourself
look around you theres nobody else
they're all up above
think for yourself
till it all falls apart

till it all falls apart


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im

think with your lungs

probably the longest ive held off on dropping a song but now it's here :p
produced by wixxy

original cover gone .forever

4/7/23

lyirosd :
the other day was the first time i laid my eyes on u
and that's when i knew

i fucked my life up
falling into this cycle
again and again and again
and i can't help it
what will i ever do ?

don't tell me what i can and cannot do
i cannot feel
the only thing i wanna feel is ur touch
but ur barely out of my reach
and just like that i see u with somebody new
wish i knew sooner

maybe i just have to let u go
how will i change if i never grow ?
the last thing i knew

i'm falling into this old habit of mine
think im okay ?, im the opposite of fine
i just need somebody there , there

don't tell me what i can and cannot do
i cannot feel
the only thing i wanna feel is ur touch
but ur barely out of my reach
and just like that i see u with somebody new
wish i knew sooner

*m

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lyrics soon
@k4rson @lifegiverr @dinosaurslover

karson & life - honesty (dinosaur)

prod me n advxrse

lyrics:
i-i thought that i knew u
dont know who u are
posted up with @angelonmyshoulder, we in the push to start
yea ill close my eyes cuz i think im seein stars
with my dogs, they gon bite 
i dont think ur going far

i dont do no average, hit it out the park
my bros gettin rich yea we not gonna starve
yea im not no sidekick cuz i think thats who u are
u just lie and deny it, i think ill start a war

@bound2return
talking back don't lose your head
you went out bad its fucking sad
I know if I lose I win it back
idk is it all in your head
go lay down go to bed
say the words you'll be cut off like a thread

I just want my bro to eat
I think your head is on E
even if I were to tell u I don think you'd believe me
bitch don't talk to me mean 
no I cannot do your feat
only doing this shit cause they stay believing in me
@1crusafix
going to my stomach I should put down the cup 
I count it by the hundred I’m loving all these bucks 
smoking on a russian I think I need some bud 
love him like my cousin but he not my blood
money that’s the topic, if not we not talking
I keep coughing, xannies got me nauseous 
I keep nodding but I’m tryna lock in
my heart rotted put in your pocket

i cant stop it, im the trending topic
u dont like me? tell me whats ur logic?
with my bros in the cut we smoking chronic
they all wanna be me cuz i am iconic
im tryna pour up, boutta roll up
i think imma throw up
when they gonna show love?
do the most yea im just tryna go up
with my bros i cant stop until they know us

withmydogs ft. advxrse, crusafix

prod me



you said that u cared but ur leaving
had to close my eyes its so deceiving
you dont seem to low, dont reveal it
we were intertwined, can you feel it
havent moved at all since the weekend
i dont think i need it, but i think i need it
switched up on ur act, we all see it
i cant look away its not easy

theres some things i cant deny
if you really love me then can u tell me why?
tell me have i lost my mind
is it really over are my arms still wide

you dont wanna talk so do i
you were the only one to see me cry
do you really think we're soul tied
guess its better if we say goodbye 

i can not go back
you lost ur mind and i think its really sad
feelings fade away, i hope that u let it pass
cover up my face, u should enjoy it while it lasts
id remove my brain if i could fix the way i act
feels like every fucking day is just a loop inside the past
i guess its the way it stays, sometimes it feels like im trapped
is it my turn to be the one who ends up dead

you said that u cared but ur leaving
had to close my eyes its so deceiving
you dont seem to low, dont reveal it
we were intertwined, can you feel it
havent moved at all since the weekend
i dont think i need it, but i think i need it
switched up on ur act, we all see it
i cant look away its not easy

yea u did me wrong committed treason
had to live inside the moment, its so scenic
would u really love me if im bleeding?
it gets hard to tell what im needing
is there time to change dont repeat it
im the one to blame, its so appealing
i regret the things i kept secret
sometimes i still think about it but im healing

deceiving

dun tell meh to mix - summrgrlxo (prod 556Lefty)

prod me n @o_sh9a

lyrics:
dont wanna talk about it if we're honest
im not over it, lets change the topic
i was on my ass, i had to go, no other options
cant focus on it until i cross it
fucked up one too many times i think i lost it
i cant hear another empty promise
dont know if i can feel im so exhausted
tell me were the good times worth what they costed
ill keep going, i dont got nothing left
im still hoping, one day we can be friends
feels so hopeless, treat me like a human being
do you notice, baby would u keep my secrets?

i dont like to get too revealing
hard to show it, but i still got some feelings
i keep coping, do you care bout my wellbeing?
think im at my lowest, i guess that we're even

and i drink too much, my eyes turn black
and i close my eyes and turn my back
never cared about me, treat me like trash
i cant fucking fix the way i act
did me so bad, but i guess its in the past
life moves too fast, wont apologize and u just laugh
guess we lost track, baby tell me what ur looking at?
i cant fall back, yea im not up for this task

i feel nothing,
i feel in my gut u up to something
we dont got too much more time,
ill keep rushing
i can feel it in my spine,
but im above this

i dont wanna talk if u cant calm down
yea i rlly hate when ur not around
i cant get out my brain that theres someone else
so i feel so stupid when i open my mouth

it gets hard to tell
they throw me on a shelf
guess i wish u well 
if only u knew how i fell
when u can, call me on my cell
yea u put me thru hell
fix my face and watch me swell
my face starts to get pale
x2

if we're honest...

prod @2rel @cld @bound2return
ft @mental @1crusafix

(me)
new racks coming up
im 2sick im throwing up
i got rich i made a couple ms 
i blow it in a month
hunnid ppl always doubted me 
they mad that i went up
headphones on like what u say?
i make 4x what u make yea

take another puff and i feel alright
checks they coming in now i feel alright
wake up from a dream but im still living in 2 lives
bitch im geeked out my body, but im cool right, cool right x2

(@mental)
baby im 2sick idk when its gon be over yea
they stab my back, i shrugged [?] yea
when im countin bands up in my crib yea pls dont bother me
if i got my twin w me, then i got like all i need
and they wanna be like m yea they could not be like me yea
i got checks on checks on checks on checks i feel like nike yea
and i count these bands
and i keep on going up
and i keep on going up
yea keep on going up

yea i keep it going [?]
when i spend a couple bands it dont take the pain away
i js need to cop a bens i js need something to spin
yea the glocky on my shi yea ts would really spray
we the  [?] then they know im the shit
when they talk on my bro then they know they get hit
when they talk on my bro then they know im the shit
all these haters in my comments suckin on dih yea

(@1crusaifx)
baby yea do you love me
yea im posting the pics on the gram lil shawty say she wanna fuck me
she wanna put her lil hands in my pants lil shawty say she wanna touch me
yeah im getting the green im counting the cash they say im so lucky
yeah you know i be thumbing this pape
ysl-ysl all on my waist
i got my flow you copy n paste
i fuck that bitch then i pass to the gang
im in the o then i fly to the h
upping the fye and its blasting his face
bitch im not working but i still get paid
blocking that pussy he talk to the jakes

i got this money im thumbing through
covered my tracks i got bloody shoes
we wet em up now he on the news
fuck one dose yeah im popping 2
baby im popping the percs
been on that grind ima put in that work
sliding wit matt we sliding w glurks
talk on the team you wont slide on the turf
baby i hate when we fight
baby i hate when you lie
you say you could list all of the reasons but you never, why?
bitches saying never mind
keep it hush i keep it tight
i got bands we not alike
pop that pussy on the skype

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celeste*