merged 2 unfinished tracks from a while ago

https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/ripperdoc/s-0mzvgThsW4H
https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/despondent/s-AlK21syb7CO

yeah
slit right through my fingers
ill end this bitch why linger
feel weaker, always thinner
i said someone said

i cant feel this earth
cant make it all on myself
youll tap out when im in
i cannot feel this shit
so much on my head
bitch im feeling dead

feel so tense bitch im tongue tied
i cannot talk to anyone about you

suicide, heresy
bitch i dont feel good anyday
misery wont cease till i lay
wish i had u 2 talk to n my head

talk once imma spaz
slide once imma spaz
intuitive to my head
intuitive to my head

netrunner - despondent | amygdala

Tracklist:
1. Fortuna 私たちは溺れました (prod. manitee)
2. Небосвод 大空 (prod. citalo)
3. Запасной план プランB (prod. auroral)
4. Lim 私の限界 (prod. auroral)
5. Бесконечный холод 終わりのない寒さ (prod. manitee)
6. Defectum 私たちは永遠にここに留まります (prod. auroral)

Okeanós (Full Album)

Curiousity Kills You

@searingthrume @histarkey

everything inside my room i wanna break it
getting tight around my skin just like a face lift
blood wrapped around my wrist like a bracelet
cut up 2 lines imma face it


every single day just feel the same
why am i this way i can feel ur pain
im crying in the rain i feel it in my veins

ive been stuck inside my head for way too long now
been a while since i wrote a fucking song down
kick the bucket hope somebody give a fuck now
i’ve been waiting for the day they put me in the ground

paresthesia // lesions x histarkey

mel by me
cover by me
VOCALS NOT BY ME !!!!!!!!!

NERVE FIBER

@sshiva888
~ ~
https://www.instagram.com/8k2sshiva
| |
https://www.instagram.com/dio7kayy
｡

mi bebe w/ sshiva (me)

For Chris Travis (If he wants it) @jeffjupiter

☁︎ 水少年タイプビート ☁︎ (Feat. jeffjupiter)

hobo (prod. cwta, kita)

// Frogsplash // Prod. Komori

kingdom

Avexa Cortexa [ Wisdom Research Evolution ] 1:1

netrunner @dancinginrainfall

i cant even feel
need your body i cant fucking lie
too much i cant heal
in that bitch im walking hella nice
netrun in that bitch 
i cant feel a damn thing anymore
got no reason to be living on this earth i dont adore
my blood gone pour
hold on to me that boy getting switched
always fully clipped
cant name one emotion i felt since a kid
goddamn
goddamn
i cant follow bitch i cant
sedate me, till i cant breath
no one even cares
bitch i cannot stand
bitch im fucking worthless
everyday is torment
feel like im stuck in orbit
556 in my mouth take my organs
got no purpose
gahdamn

all your messages bitch im ignoring
trapped in my head, i just feel so dormant

bitch i cannot feel
yeah yeah
no no
fully carbon on me
bitch walk in like own that bitch, yeah
korshunova on that runway bitch i walk in
put that stick up make that boy body hiccup
told that bitch suck that dick up
tell me you need more i cant get enough
i cant even feel shit but
all of these drugs n i still feel so bland 

i cant cope with this pain that i bare
i swear, feel like my brain is fucking broken
i cannot see no end
feel like dying in the end
isolation, solitude, im entangled up with sin
it never ends, it never ends
bitch i need more drugs getting fucked up in the head
bitch i pop too much till i cannot feel a thing
my body filled with MXPCP
lying on the floor i cannot feel a thing

lesions @searingthrume

stress buildin up, i can't feel nun
rust covered temple, 'roded water run
issa flood up in ya sector, yu can't return2 sender
yo bitch want me2 bend her, i'm good off rendered failure
ion play that bullshit, i'll really get yu severed up
grind yu down fo kicks 2dust
netrunnin innis jawn, type yo shit in, clickn run
makin money off the proxy, avx gon have yu done

so much pressure, inhibition, this my agony
cut a bitch off if she lie bout she been feelin me
pure anguish up in the plaza, das the fuckn team
fuck yu mean? talkin down on us, we stickin yu wit beams
chemmies in my upper seams, only this high in yo dreams
stupid lil kiddies innat bubble, they wan be like prism, be like me
fuck a scene, woadie not no menace, rob his fuckin green
skin his body blank luh ho, gon make him bleed

netrunner lesions - pure anguish | inhibition [ miseryprism ]

Black mana emitting from my cellphone screen, Think I've been cursed with misfortune.