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lyrics:

run run hit em up
think i lost another life :(
can't turn my back
see you standin wit a knife
knew i never should've came here tonight
i'll meet you on the other side

uh oh why you gotta do it to me?
you take me back to school, we got history
run the whole length just to break my feet  
put me out of my misery

but you don't give a fuck about me do you?
every time i'm in a bad mood you just give me the attitude
clockwork, same old shit, and i'm over it

but when i'm stuck alone with my own thoughts
i can never find home you're all i've got
can't find the words to say
break me to pieces, take all of me

i wanna run away (x3)
gonna run run run run

run run hit em up
think i lost another life :(
can't turn my back
see you standin wit a knife
knew i never should've came here tonight
i'll meet you on the otherside

uh oh why you gotta do it to me?
you take me back to school, we got history
run the whole length just to break my feet  
put me out of my misery

i'll meet you on the other side
i'll meet you on the other side

otherside (plxce)

I can't see no evil
don't know why i should keep it on
i can't see my people
the evil lurks inside them all
everyone tests me they watch like a hawk
really wanna best me i do not give a fuck
im not gon be yo bestie im ready to count up
everyones resting you'll see me when im up 
i read the lies that you been sent to my inbox
im so impatient sick of watching the damn clock

Im ten feet under water drown me out
dont count me out
my mind tends to wander im losing now
im in over my head
reconcile with past i cant get out
just let me out
when will you see me for me and not the things i did

art by moosekleenex on deviantart

don't drown me out (p. blvnkface x yeezo)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

prod: me and remghost
cover art taken by bleulmao

forget w/ rouri404 & torr

we all have problems. prod https://soundcloud.com/simonpopdiva
https://open.spotify.com/album/3ZXPBAw3sxstB5kgEGrj3c?si=HVQ5GdfET4e8EN7-snsNdA
<3

Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
Three, two, one, go

Problems, what you running from
Snapchat when I hit my plug
Too bad, I just hit a dub
Bullshit, what you always on

Louie bag, where I keep my drugs
Yeah, loud pack when I'm rolling up
Yeah, you talk shit, you never pulling up
Full clip shoot 'em down like ducks

They be like "Gabby, you talk too much"
Can't get no rest
I'm in the back taking hits off this dab till I'm throwing up
Can't get no love
Lately I been out of time
Lately I been out of fucks
I've been out shits
I know that karma's a bitch
Said fuck it, and burn me a bridge

Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
And if I'm being honest, i don't even really wana start shit
Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
And if I'm being honest, i don't even really wana start shit

Problems, what I'm running from
Lately I been out of love
I feel so out of touch
I know that I'm not enough
Problems, what I'm running from
Lately I been out of love
I feel so out of touch
I know that I'm not enough

Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
Problems I know, but we can try to solve them

Problems, what you running from
Snapchat when I hit my plug
Too bad, I just hit a dub
Bullshit, what you always on

Louie bag, where I keep my drugs
Yeah, loud pack when I'm rolling up
Yeah, you talk shit, you never pulling up
Full clip shoot 'em down like ducks

Problems I know, but we can try to solve them
And if I'm being honest, i don't even really wana start shit

Problems, what you running from
Snapchat when I hit my plug
Too bad, I just hit a dub
Bullshit, what you always on

Louie bag, where I keep my drugs
Yeah, loud pack when I'm rolling up
Yeah, you talk shit, you never pulling up
Full clip shoot 'em down like ducks

problems (simon)

https://dbl.fanlink.to/coda
prod. by me and @simonpopdiva

- this song is a hard one to put out. when writing this a couple months ago, i wrote it as if it were a suicide note. i intended for it to be my final song, hence the name coda, which means the ending of something. i have since gotten better and realized life is meant to be cherished, so i hope you guys enjoy this song <333

~ would it kill anyone if i disappeared?
would it hurt anyone if i wasn't here 
would they look through my computer 
see that i was gonna lose it 
through my music, yeah that's my biggest fear
would my family even miss me if i'm gone 
would my mom and dad wonder where they went wrong?
would they try to open the curtains
but all that i know is certain 
is someday i'll make my final song 

my dad told me to open the blinds 
cause everyone needs a little bit of son in their life 
in my dreams i keep on running 
i keep holding onto something 
but don't know why i try
my ex left me, cause i was such a mess 
she needed space, and didn't think i could be pulled from the wreck 
i got tired of pretending 
that i didn't want the ending 
but now im ready to fly away 

i'd rather run into traffic then have to deal with this 
pains weighing down on my chest but i'm fucking used to it 
thought i'd be happy, i used to live in the foolishness 
now the songs is over, im through with it, through with it ~

coda

I cant fucking breathe 
You love unwillingly 
It’s killing me 
This box that I’ve been force to stay in 
Only causes agony 

So don’t you fuckin leave 
We been through way too much 
To cut the seem 
I don’t think that these harsh opinions 
Should apply to you and me 

I’ve been holding so much back 
I’ve cut the ropes 
I’m breaking free 
I need a fuckin Percocet 
So I can keep my sanity 

All of the lies 
Made us burn up in the flames
I was asking for god 
But couldn’t call out his name 
And all the shit that we did 
Now it don’t feel the same
and i could wish a thousand stars

but your not coming back now i know its over
yeah i needed just some answers 
just some closure
but now that i know
so glad that you chose to go

2 years ago i never thought that we'd be over
i woulda changed if i thought the end was closer
so fuckin angry i might just take this from my holster
and just unload it 
and as they watch the bodies pile up
i bet that you dont notice

I cant fucking breathe 
You love unwillingly 
It’s killing me 
This box that I’ve been force to stay in 
Only causes agony 

So don’t you fuckin leave 
We been through way too much 
To cut the seem 
I don’t think that these harsh opinions 
Should apply to you and me 

I’ve been holding so much back 
I’ve cut the ropes 
I’m breaking free 
I need a fuckin Percocet 
So I can keep my sanity 

All of the lies 
Made us burn up in the flames
I was asking for god 
But couldn’t call out his name 
And all the shit that we did 
Now it don’t feel the same
and i could wish a thousand stars

agony (02ashes x weikoo)

lyrics
I said I'm sorry bout' the noise
I wish I could forget your voice
It's like a Warsaw inside of my head
And you don't go away
I keep on having bad dreams
I keep on thinking bad things
And your eyes
Gave me PTSD
I can't get past what you did
And I'm so terrified I can't even see you
Cause' to you I'm see through
I just wanna run from my problems
But I'm to tired to even run at all
 I'm sick and tired you can't win that's why I'm taking a stand
Used to admire her I wish that I could do it again
But baby I can't 
Fuck me up in the head
I talk to demons they talk back to me they think I'm they friend
And your in the mix
I know what it is
I put my hands on the rim
It's what it is
I know it's hard to stay alive
I take my drugs to stay alive
You used to help me stay alive

ptsd

turn your heart into stone.

Lyrics:
every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

girl i know i shouldnt lose my temper trying real hard
girl i miss when you would sit and show your favorite scars
im tryna let you go i feel like ive been losin control
im tryna let you go intrusive thoughts are taking their toll

ahh i fuckin hate the fact im livin each day
i smoke my weed and never sleep i only wish you would stay
ahh im fuckin scared to close my eyes before bed
cause i dont wanna see you there youre stuck up inside my head

every time that I try too much it dont work
and how come im the only one getting hurt
i need someone that can help
i need someone to come save me
dont know how ive been feelin lately

everytime i try ask for change
shes always got a problem girl im tryna give u the same
oh im feelin lost in my mind 
lost in the games that you play
how come im the only one thats in pain? 

i need someone else that feels this way
i just know that you cannot relate 

every time that i try to hard it dont work
you know that im the only one getting hurt
she put a spell on my mind 
shes always stuck up inside
shes never gettin her sleep 
nor the day light

night time night life
drugs im takin feel right
wishin you were still mine 
were caught up under night lights

im hopin you wont forget me now
my love for you was more than you could ever give back

i turn my heart into stone
i watched that bitch move along
dont tend to pick up my phone

you know i dont 
unless its you thatll call
layin down on the floor 
im puttin pills on my tongue

were gettin dizzy feelin harder to run
conflicted feelins that im gettin 
i wish that we could restart
i'll over dose x5
for you girl

SPOTIFY

stone heart (michael harrison)

produced by nextime

lyrics

u dont let me talk abt it
u steal off my colour palette
im still havin dreams abt it
re routed my brain so i dont see ur palette

huh
im over u
ive got nothing left tht i owe to u

its over me its over u
dont bend our truth 2 favour u

saw u in colour i aint seen b4
3 tabs in this is too much more
dont ignore my open door
my muscles seize my eyes r sore

plug load me up b4 im out the door
im remaining calm cant last 4 long
all i see is white when i sleep
ya dmts ruined me
who wants 2 dream when their psyched up
talk big
dont let em know the real u
everyone use who they know
only friends w you when they know ur worth
hey man thats not even bad ive meetin worse

ptsd

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