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meremo

produced by soju @qtgf


wake up every day
i feel horrible
i hate trying to do this
u make me feel useless
who do i want to be
and i tried
its not resolving for me
and the only thing i want to do is bleed
why cant u see

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on cuz i cant take that no more </3

"LET IT HAPPEN!!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one :c

wake up
i cant fucking stay up
and i promise u im on to u 
its not my fault they hate us
if ur knocking on my name
we keep glocks and they spray >;o
and i wont see u again
we go walk up in his spot we tell em "PAY UP!!!!"
DIEEEEE
dats sum shit i neva make up
u say "probably its hard for u" (me)
i had friends but they changed up
and nobody else checks up
its so dead in my area
it was never that fair to us
walk outside u wanted smoke we going2 bury him :p

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on causee i cant take that no more 

"LET IT HAPPEN!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one

i tried so hard
i tried so hard
up all night im losing rest
i dont care about it

instagram

move on

produced by soju!! @buginfestedfloorboards (go follow them rn)
my ig: https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
bird: https://twitter.com/kaido2k
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spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0UENogXhLeGTZjub4eejjX?si=1qMa0dAtQrSr3Yx8mqphnQ&dl_branch=1

ty for listening :)
[Lyrics]
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

why would i wanna see that
its cool id never be there
never gave me a reason
been like this every season
i wish i could help you
i don't fucking know how to
and everyone doubts you
fuck everyone that surrounds you
i've got a silly dream
its better when its you n me
feel better when you're feeling me
well can you fucking stayy
i don't wanna be away
i gotta hit it off
its reoccurring in my head
tell them to fuck it all
can we just end it all
can we just break it off
do i look better off
i don't wanna be alone

you sit in her beauty
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

recluse

produced by:
@threedimensionsapart
@buginfestedfloorboards
@janeremover
[lyrics]
sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if i call
but i called last night and it rang so long

and all the lights in the room went out
im looking round like what do i do now
i started singing but it never made a sound
it felt like no one ever wanted me around
until i met you
you picked me up and gave me someone to confess to
and looking back i wonder if you ever meant to
cause now you're texting me "i wish i never met you"
i still- 

sometimes i wonder if you ever think about it
then i remember that you said to move on
well last september i was fine with how that sounded
but last september i was always so gone
im overthinking like was i in the wrong?
i guess the writing's always been on the wall
you said you'd never decline if call
but i called last night and it rang so long

september (tda + soju + jane)

prod. @deadat18

lyrics:

you are my light in the dark 
can you hold me in your arms 
im having visions of us 
living a life on a farm 
everything turns to dust 
i dont mean you no harm 
i just wanna hold hands 
then we can look at the stars 

we can look at the stars 
we can drive in your car 
we can look at the stars 
we can kiss in each others arms 

you and me 
forever and ever 
you and me 
well be together 
you and me 
forever and ever 
you and me 
well both be together

we can look at the stars

Kiss me 1 more time <3

prod @cloudlobby
edm cover of https://soundcloud.com/weejk/he-was-emo-she-was-scene?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

he was emo she was scene thought that he could only dream for a girl like her to come into his life so fast and he wore black and skinny jeans she was just a myspace queen yeah he had like 0 friends she had 200 of them he could only wish for her watch her pass him in her skirt watch her kiss her damn boyfriend yeah his mind can’t comprehend 
yeah she is such a thot ima leave her in my thoughts
she won’t watch me slit my wrists
or even give me a kiss
and it hurts so fucking bad 
did u cherish what we had
and i’m wearing my wrist bands
wish that this could just end

he was emo she was scene (cloudlobby)

@emorave
@rebzyyx

sy

idgaf u rlly fucked up
razorblade luv
swear to god tht 
you get cut up
you took all my luv
now im gettin drunk 
emo shawty wanna fucc
slit our wrists nd have sum fun

emorave 

u told me that youd never do that shit again
u said im stealing all ur friends whats gon happen then?
all u care abt is following a trend
i wished that i was dead, u locked me in my head
im feelin better now, yea we goin out
spazz '22 and we sellin out
and idc at allll yea we at the mall
ur prolly in ur room just staring at the wall
stay until i fall
yea idc at all
yea we at the mall

fun ://

Buy on iTunes

fun :// + emorave (rebzyyx)

prod. me
mixed by @prodkbl and i
out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/horizon-2

lyrics:
make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

cuz i can’t handle just to go to sleep
can’t even grow to speak my mind
can’t keep track of all time i spent
yeah yeah
got a couple signs i went
off the deep end
on the weekends
i tend to sleep in
way too late
i stay up like every day
and more and more of the things i hate
are the things i make
why can’t i appreciate
myself and all the work i pay
but i still feel like i dont deserve to take
all the credit i do
im always thinking bout you
how would it feel if i made one song or two
and never made another new

make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

horizon

OTHER PLATS BE WITH ME: https://gate.fm/QWkJNlkFI

song by conren [@ilycon] endie [@1endie] stevyn [@1stevyn]
produced by yung lukas [@yunglukas]
click SHOW MORE for lyrics


//// LYRICS ////

be with me ft. endie + stevyn [p. yung lukas]

So can you feel it, feel it
Tell me how the fuck I'm supposed to deal with it, deal with it
On my mind didn't think that I would need it
Cause I couldn't find a reason 
Finally, see what I needed baby
To the left, right, left, right
Push me down and kick me out and throw me to the sidelines
Push me down and kick me out but I landed in the spotlight
Real life, my time 
Tell me if you feel like
Why don't you notice me 
Is it cause I'm not pretty
Why don't you notice me 
Can you just please be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
I take my time, you mess with the illusion when you
Break what's mine, I see myself alone it's just a waste of life
But what you said was never okay
It was never okay, never okay
Why don't you notice me 
Is it cause I'm not pretty
Why don't you notice me 
Can you just please be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Be with me, be with me, be with me, be with me
Baby, you drive me crazy
No one can save me beside you baby (Baby)
Because baby you drive me crazy (Crazy)
No one can save me (Save me) 
Besides you baby (Baby)

be with me ft. endie + stevyn [p. yung lukas]

Teen Week

homeswitcher

homeswitcher ft kmoe

ft @bandiicam
prod @rebzyyx
mastered by @neioxo


hoshie:
baby i’m back
i know that you miss me
red lipstick 
on my cheek when u kiss me
heart still black 
but only i can fix me
consciousness is shifting
but there’s still something missing

life gets bad but you can’t give in
in too deep i need oxygen 
life’s so perfect but it’s filled with sin 
baby i’m back and i’m here to win

sat under the tree of life
had to see the fuckin light
i was gone but now i’m fine
snake crawlin in my spine
you want change well it takes time
you want change so here’s a dime 
open all of your eyes
liberate your fuckin mind

bandiicam:
imma break ur spine imma break ur spine
imma take whats mine imma take whats mine
pretty little corpse rummaging thru the night
and i do it all just to feel alright
look me in my eyes tell me im alright
i dont wanna go i dont wanna die
so i sit and lie just to feel alive
but ill always know it wont be right
i just wanna i just wannatake it all away
i just wanna i just wanna numb the fucking pain
i just wanna i just really wanna see ur face
but im lost and we are never in the same place

I'm back ft. bandiicam (prod. rebzyyx)

like a kiss (demo)

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

thought this was a throwaway on a 2nd acc, but rlly like it

basic

made me believe

@twikipedia

THIS SONG IS ABOUT DICK GUMSHOE FROM ACE ATTORNEY

IT'S ALSO OBVIOUSLY INSPIRED BY JANE'S NTS SET

THIS WAS MADE IN 33 MINUTES

ME ON THE COVER ART

MINE ো

hi

guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

ゆれうごく

production & vocals by me

made in one day for the shell corpus hq "sample this sunday" beat battle, prompt was to use the amen break

lyrics:
Yeah, so.. i don't know
I was just, like, walking outside and someone just came up to me and said that shit
I don't know, it was just so weird
Like, i don't know, i think my music’s okay
Like, what the fuck was that about? like..

I was walking out today, someone came right up to me
They said “how’s it going jane? yeah, your music sounds like shit” (the fuck?)
I said “what i need to do?”, they said i need to add this break
So i walked all the way home and went straight to my pc

I wanna make some music that sounds like me
I can’t think of what i need to add to it
I wanna make it groovier and sound pretty
I can’t think of what i need to add to-

So i walked all the way home and i talked to my best friend
She said this:
“You should put that one break on the mix”
(I need to use that sound!)

I was feeling all alone and i had this master plan
She said this:
“You should put an amen on the mix”
(I need to use that sound!)

God, i don’t know what to do, what to do anymore
If everything i make, it sounds like such a bore
What if i try my best, but i can’t up the score?
Feel like i’m 'bout to break, i feel it in my core

I feel it in my core
I feel it in my core

I don’t know what you’re tryna say
I can’t hear you over this amen break
Can't tell if you’re feeling okay
Can i reach out or is that a mistake?
Am i eating enough protein?
The doctor says i spend too long awake
Should i stay here or go away?
I can do whatever you want me to

I don’t know what you’re tryna say
I can’t hear you over this amen break
Can't tell if you’re feeling okay
Can i reach out or is that a mistake?
Am i eating enough protein?
The doctor says i spend too long awake
Should i stay here or go away?
I can do whatever you want me to

I can do whatever you want me to
I can do whatever you want me to
I don't know what you're tryna say
I don't know what you're tryna (amen break)
I can do whatever you want me to
I can do whatever you want me to

nobody knows i sampled the amen break

production & vocals by me

sample: never meant by american football

lyrics:
“what if the first words of the thing were never meant-“

and i don’t know what to say
i see you in my mirror every day
i can’t seem to find myself in your face
you’re smiling all the time, your eyes are glazed

you touch me on my arm, im stuck in place
im watching myself, locked out of place
am i all better now? it’s hard to say
i’m past the point of all that i can take

and i’m tired of feeling like this
close my eyes to wonder why i feel like it’s a crisis
walking weird i hurt my knee while jumping in the moshpit
you didn’t need to point it out, i always think about it

and it feels so weird to type this
without feeling corny like i’m looking at a rhyme list
tryna tell a story but i’m taking all your time, let’s
talk about the weather and then maybe it’d be fine then

and i don’t know what to say
i see you in my mirror every day
i can’t seem to find myself in your face
you’re smiling all the time, your eyes are glazed

you touch me on my-
im stuck in place
im watching myself, locked out of place
am i all better now? it’s hard to say
i’m past the point of all that i can take

never meant, never meant
never meant to hurt you
never meant, never meant to cause you any issues (x4)

nevermeant

hold it against me (flash og)

inspired by remixes_vol2.zip & @vrif250
GET IT WHILE IT'S HOT... IT'S YOUR LAST CHANCE! ♡︎

#thatPOWER_123 ≧ SO SIMPLE!!

produced by me
supporting guitar by @buginfestedfloorboards
mastered and additional production by @notlieu

lyrics

walk in and walk out
and get in and get out
youre what i want to be around
push in and push out
and get big and be loud
youre what i want to cry about

youll never be like me
cause youre crying in my arms
and everythings so hard
i said its right on
everythings my fault
cause im falling i cant stop
youre everything i wanted

ive been so bad at pushing for no push back
youre slipping through my fingers
and i know everything goes so fast
it makes me shiver
can you reconsider (it)

no youll never be like me
cause youre crying in my arms
and everythings so hard
i said its right on
everythings my fault
cause im falling i cant stop
youre everything i wanted