swag song :)

jk: https://soundcloud.com/jxstkidding
tracey: https://soundcloud.com/tracey_brakes

gunsdown(prod. jk & tracey brakes)

13 - Audio 0023 [2019 - 8 - 09 232246]

wrong:
it dont make sense
i dont know what u wanted
all these skeletons i got inside my closet
spent my whole life just running from it
i'd spend the day w u if thats what u wanted

am i doin smth wrong?
was it worth it just so i could write some songs?
never knew where i belonged
say what u need cuz i wont be here long
tell me im a fraud
thats what u really thought
no sympathy for u cuz its exactly what u wrought
feelin like i hate u but without u im just lost
u kick me like a dog 
u said "that's what u are"

alright:
everybody wanna talk to me
my tongue is tied
i've been thinkin smths wrong w me
pain in my sides
hole in the earth come to swallow me
i feel the size
u decided ur just tired of me
well that's alright
that's alright
look me in my eyes tell me that we're done tonight
im sry for what i said baby i dont wanna fight
sayin that u love me shoulda known that was a lie
send me down
so tired of u just playin 'round
if it wasnt real then whyd u fake it
whyd u ever make a sound?
u wont see my face again when i leave this fuckin town
give my credit where its due im gonna get my fuckin crown
no more holdin back
i put my cards on the table
im an angel wings n a halo
watch how u talkin bout me i could make it painful
holy blade on my hip turn ur story to a fable
all this money thats a staple
H.A. til im dead keep a 'chete like im kano
only in it for the payload
pretty bitch n u know i keep a draco 
its fatal
everybody wanna talk to me
my tongue is tied
i've been thinkin smths wrong w me
pain in my sides
hole in the earth come to swallow me
i feel the size
u decided ur just tired of me
well that's alright
that's alright

wrong/alright

Lyrics: (emotionals verse)

dont kno why they hate i just wanna be me
myself thats all i can be
talk down but follow my lead
quiet down u not in my league
yuh, if u wanna hate me thats ok,
imma get my money anyway
they'll push me out the frame, but i will not decay

Lyrics: (A Hype verse)

You spew advice, mad nice, how bout you follow it. Who flew heights through nights of doubt, no hollow shit. Me, now out not to got swallow spit, I say the way. But what y’all know I also do is lead, that’s a need. These cats indeed heed to sin, speed past the vast. They won’t last, I cast action, a word heard is just a fraction. I’m gaining traction, pain in this is dimming. Swimming in my money like Scrooge, funny how huge. This shit got, I’m hot, when I was not, I wanted to rot. Now I vaunted the plot to teach and reach the youth the truth. Anything is possible, many bring only the probable. On the table, c’mon ya able, to be truly unstoppable. Release the limit, cease the dim shit, let loose ya mind. Get Zeus sky high, find ya bind gone, kind strong. Shit I get on, let song speak, peak in my league. Point like guard of the joint that hard like Teague.

Lyrics: (emotionals verse)

dont kno why they hate i just wanna be me
myself thats all i can be
talk down but follow my lead
quiet down u not in my league
yuh, if u wanna hate me thats ok,
imma get my money anyway
they'll push me out the frame, but i will not decay

All I Can Be (Feat. emotionals) (Prod. blackwinterwells)

more lost material

"home" lyrics 

saw it seep out of the stars
from a window in your car
it was in somebody's yard
it lives on inside your heart
until that's strewn across the road
until the lake is overflown
when it senses that you're whole
it will walk into your home

"host switch" lyrics

blood washed out of your nails
you can't be touched,
cant be failed like that again
"pack up your shit and go to hell--anywhere but here"
[deserve] to slip into yourself and disappear
in saying less there's more to take
it's only sex (and sort of safe)
through distortion and decay
[all] touch of normal goes away
[it] falls back
what would you call that?

crawl out of the pit
the wreck surfaces again
writhe, write her a script
vultures circle overhead
[still, it's] everybody
wipe them with a flood, let it end
[you've tried enough to know that]
[you are] not allowed to forget
[a] new host
burn the glyph into your palm
[haven't] spoken but she sends recursive superego psalms
if she [floated through the veil] 
would you finally feel alone?
[it's an ancillary hell] 
will [you] ever let [it] go?

"host switch" ver.2 (bookended by "home" and untitled)

phoney

lyrics:

no more burying axes
leave me hanging for the last time
pushing ahead
i hope youre loving your life!
you got a problem, hope youre clearing your mind!
i bet its nice to forget, im stuck with me all the time!
have fun for me, go get fucked up for me
go get too drunk for me--go on a drive!
hope it ruins your life!
ill be staying in mine, like i do all the time

while youre out there being young
im saying curses sending evil at you through the sun
i hope you never fall in love
im saying a prayer and sending evil at you through the sun

Flake

HEX 43 ft ghostsinlove (prod. benji the machine x isthatmagik)

tracks that deserve a #second chance & some throwaways

wrong/alright

ch3rub