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Gypsy Love

And oh, life goes way too fast - I look to the past and all i see is you
and you were my shining star - better than the last - I better watch my breath
its fading fast - I know that you are here but you seem to disappear in all of my despair - I die again
I have to face the truth - that everything I am I am because of you
and you I know you feel it too cause everything that we've become we've never come undone
And oh this alcohol is killing me - sometimes i drink so much I cannot see - and you never bat an eye - stand by my side - no matter how rocky the ride 
and oh --- I know that your are here but you seem to disappear in all of my despair - I die again 
and I have to face the truth - that everything I am I am because of you - and you I know you feel it tooo- cause everything that we've become we've never come undone
remembering  when life was oh so simple back in the days
now I spend all my nights looking down at your grave 
its oh so dark and desolate this hell blowing in my face
I need you to have my back just one more time
and oh I know that you are not here but you seem to reappear in all of my despair I die again
and I have to face the truth that every thing I am I am because of you

Because of you (I die again)

66_Yeah!- released on 06 October 2024 only on Soundcloud

Yeah, the next experiment with only 5 Elements! One of my best music friends here commented on my experimental track "500": "You should often start an experiment like this!" Here is the 2nd track of my new series "Only 5 Elements!" I hope it works again! #minimal #electro #triphop #liverecording

(produced with BlocsWave & LaunchPad)

Yeah!

5_Tribute to Jarre (Arpeggiator) - 1st release on MMJ 31 May 2020 (re-released on SoundCloud 25 October 2024)

My very first long track in my "music career"!😉

In tribute to 3 absolute favorites of mine: J.M.Jarre anyway, his "Arpeggiator" & the technique itself. #chillout #trance #synth #electronic

(produced with Music Maker JAM)

Tribute to Jarre (Arpeggiator)

72_ Who was Alone at Christmas? (BrassDubBlues) - released on 27 December 2024

I felt a bit alone, even before Christmas... But what about those who really are alone? With this track I want to draw attention to them, give them some courage to change something about their situation and we, who are usually not alone, can change that too... yes, even after Christmas! #xmas #brass #dub #blues

(produced with Music Maker JAM)

Who was Alone at Christmas? (BrassDubBlues)

I Promise

Une chanson contre la violence conjugale...
A song against domestic violence...

Composer/Arrangements/Guitars/Slide : Philippe SEGUINARD
Songwriter : Guillaume DULER
🎸J I M🎙️: @user-759566380

Piano/Synth/Arrangement : Régis GAUBERT  musicoman@wanadoo.fr soundcloud.com/robspiritduo/tracks

Vocal/iIntro&Final text : DelhyA

J'entends les cris là-haut d'une autre qui se débat , d'une femme qui pour cette fois ci n'est pas moi. Rien ne doit transparaitre , je ne dois pas laisser mes larmes couler et se frayer un chemin jusqu'à mes lèvres scellées . Et même si les bleus sous ma peau se réveillent , je dois les ignorer et agir comme si tout était pareil...


La peur de lui parce qu'un verre de trop
surtout se fondre invisible sans mots
elle en vit par la force à coté de la vie
prisonnière isolée sans porte de sortie
cécité de son sang et de ses amitiés
ne pas parler se taire rien ne doit transpirer
se voiler d' un rideau de tissus de mensonge
triste jeu de cache cache qui consume et qui ronge

Et il dit qu'il l'adore...Toujours un peu plus fort... jusqu'à la mort

mentir au soleil quand la lune voit tout
les nuits sont cruelles écrasées de tabous
la honte qui maquille la vérité trop laide
qui étouffe les cris de ces appels à l'aide (help!)
accoudés au silence les sévices bien tranquilles
se prennent du bon temps ils jouent à domicile
au coupable les mains pleines de frappes de raisons
à la victime le doute de fuir sa déraison

Et il dit qu'il l'adore...Toujours un peu plus fort... jusqu'à la mort

le sourire de façade sous des tonnes de semblants
donner le change à celles comblées par leurs amants
vider ses yeux de tout ce qui pourrait trahir
ces miroirs là qui font qu'elle ne pourrait mentir
les bleus des sentiments qui lui cognent à la peau
violence d'un élément qui laisse sur le carreau
un corps vandalisé mort pour la fratrie
tombé au champ d'horreur abattu par celui

Qui disait qu'il l'adore...Toujours un peu plus fort... jusqu'à la mort

des baisers dans la gueule
caresses à poings fermés
d'un amour qui dégueule
de passions débordées

La tendresse des coups (quelle tendresse?)

Je ne peux les laisser atteindre ce rivage muet… où les vagues d'une mer intérieure contenue se brisent en silence...
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I can hear the cries of another woman struggling, a woman who this time is not me. I mustn't let anything show, I mustn't let my tears flow and make their way to my sealed lips. And even if the bruises under my skin awaken, I must ignore them and act as if everything were the same...

Fear of him because one glass too many
above all melting away invisible without words
she lives by force beside life
prisoner isolated with no way out
blindness of her blood and her friendships
don't talk shut up nothing must transpire
veil itself with a curtain of cloth of lies
sad game of hide and seek that consumes and gnaws away

And he says he adores her...always a little harder... until death

lie to the sun when the moon sees all
nights are cruel crushed by taboos
shame that disguises the truth too ugly
that muffles the cries for help
crouched in silence quiet abuse
have a good time they play at home
to the guilty hands full of strikes of reasons
to the victim the doubt to flee his folly

And he says he loves her... always a little harder... until death

the facade of a smile under tons of pretence
giving the lie to those fulfilled by their lovers
emptying her eyes of anything that might betray
those mirrors that make it impossible for her to lie
the bruises of feelings pounding against her skin
violence of an element that leaves
a vandalized body dead for the siblings
fallen in the field of horror shot by the one

who said he adores her...always a little harder... until death

kisses in the face
caresses with closed fists
of a love that spews out
of overflowing passions

The tenderness of blows

I can't let them reach that mute shore again where the waves of a continuous inner sea break in silence...

La tendresse des coups (with 🎸JIM🎙️and Régis GAUBERT)

Lyrics:

I woke up to a shattered sky
The mirror cracked
No reason why
Footsteps echo
I can't trace
A stranger’s stare in my own face

Whispers crawl
They pull me near
I’m not sure what I should fear

Into the shadows
I slip
I fall
No light
No echoes
Just the night’s cold call
Who am I
Where did I go
Into the shadows
I’ll never know

My hands are dust
My words are smoke
The more I scream
The less I spoke
The stars above
They turn to stone
I’m a ghost in a house I don’t own

The ground is glass
It cuts my feet
I chase a song I can’t repeat

Into the shadows
I slip
I fall
No light
No echoes
Just the night’s cold call
Who am I
Where did I go
Into the shadows
I’ll never know
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Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
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Into the Shadows

Lyrics:

She took the house she took the car
Left me with a scar that won't heal
Empty bottles on the countertop
Her shadow's the only thing I feel

But she’s got a way
Oh
She’s got a way
Of twisting the knife
Of making me pay

It’s a hollow victory
Baby
Can't you see
You burned it all down
But you still chase me
You won the war
But lost the soul
A hollow victory with no control

The letters she sends
They drip with spite
Her words like daggers in the night
Tried to move on but she’s in my veins
Her love's a curse
Her hate's my chain

She’s got a fire
Yeah
She’s got a fire
But all it does is fuel the pyre

It’s a hollow victory
Baby
Can't you see
You burned it all down
But you still chase me
You won the war
But lost the soul
A hollow victory with no control
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Music & Vocals: NTENSEIFIED
Produced By: NTENSEIFIED

Hollow Victory

« La musique, c'est du bruit qui pense. »
(Victor Hugo, Fragments)
Un grand Merci pour vos écoutes.
Vos commentaires sont d'une grande utilité pour me perfectionner dans l'exécution de mes chansons et musiques.
Oui oui oui
Le soleil se lève doucement
Dans un ciel peint par le vent
Les oiseaux chantent sans soucis
 
[Chorus]
Oui oui oui
La paix dans nos cœurs aujourd'hui
Unis comme un grand cri
Faisons de la musique
Mes amis(ies)
 
[Verse 2]
Les rivières dansent entre les collines
Un écho doux
Une mélodie fine
Le monde est vaste mais si petit
Quand l'amour guide chaque pas
Chaque vie
 
[Chorus]
Oui oui oui
La paix dans nos cœurs aujourd'hui
Unis comme un grand cri
Faisons de la musique
Mes amis(ies)
 
[Bridge]
Une guitare
Une voix
Un refrain
Des âmes liées par le même destin
Le rythme d'un battement
Le son de demain
 
[Chorus]
Oui oui oui
La paix dans nos cœurs aujourd'hui
Unis comme un grand cri
Faisons de la musique
Mes amis(ies

Evolution 2

“when i knew it was over” is a track by Chad Nathan produced by eeryskies

when i knew it was over

“fall for the lies” is a track by Chad Nathan (prod. peril)

fall for the lies

“fall for the lies (sped up)” is a track by Chad Nathan (prod. peril)

fall for the lies (sped up)

“silence” is a track by Chad Nathan produced by Dexter Yu

silence

“NOTHING TO SOMETHING” is a track by Chad Nathan (prod. bandeja)

NOTHING TO SOMETHING

Audio of the song “City Doesn’t Love Me” by Chad Nathan (prod. eeryskies)

City Doesn’t Love Me

Audio of the song “night Owl” by Chad Nathan (prod. 1080Pale)

night Owl

Audio of the song “Comeback Season” by Chad Nathan (prod. 1080Pale)

Comeback Season

Corta Venas

Buscate Otro

Ando Más Que Mal

¿Dime Porque?

$ad Boyz 4 Life

Un Hombre Normal - Eslabon Armado

Chad Nathan (born December 31, 2001) is an American independent musician, writer, and photographer from Walterboro, South Carolina, known for his deeply introspective blend of lo-fi soul, ambient soundscapes, and experimental hip-hop. His music weaves minimalist production, layered vocals, and poetic lyricism into intimate soundscapes that have been described as being dreamlike.

With thousands of original songs released across streaming platforms, Chad has become a quiet force in the world of DIY music. Chad crafts tracks that explore grace, solitude, and purpose. His sound combines the warmth of vintage analog textures with the vulnerability of bedroom production, resulting in music that feels timeless, meditative, and rawly human.

Chad Nathan’s work is typically honest, unfiltered, and grounded in lived experience. His work defies genre labels, moving fluidly between lo-fi R&B, indie folk, experimental hip-hop, and ambient.

Outside of music, Chad is also a photographer and writer, currently based between South Carolina and Savannah, Georgia, where he is working on a long-form documentary photo project capturing life in everyday spaces. His Substack essays and other written works also reflect the themes of stillness, light, humanity, and his Christian faith.

Through his various artistic endeavors Chad continues to build a growing global audience drawn to his authenticity, warmth, and contemplative storytelling. His catalog spans meditative instrumentals, raw demos, and full-length conceptual projects that invite listeners to slow down, reflect, and reconnect with what matters.

Artist Facts:

Full Name: Chad Avery Nathan

Date of Birth: December 31, 2001

Based in: Walterboro, South Carolina

Height: 5’8”

Nationality: American

Years Active: 2015-present

Genres: Lo-fi Soul, Ambient, Indie Hip-Hop, Experimental Folk, Instrumental / Cinematic Soundscapes

Instruments: Vocals, DAW, Samples

Labels: Independent/ Self-released

Notable Themes: Faith, stillness, creativity, honesty, southern identity