Name: the clock is flashing by Chad Nathan
Duration: 2 min 18 s
Description: “the clock is flashing” by Chad Nathan

“the clock is flashing” by Chad Nathan

the clock is flashing

I heard you say

No relation to the Taylor Swift song.

Movement 2 of a trio written around the time of a painful romantic experience that fell apart rather bitterly in Fall 2024.

Movement 2 was written after things (painfully) fell apart, and captures the sort of dour mood I was in at the time, feeling like I'd lost a potentially great love and a friendship.

"Love Story" Piano Quintet - Movement 2

3rd song from “ Rock yer socks off “ 

Another song made with the help of Silver Blue Music Productions 

Sitting at the table plate full of food 
Fork in my hand mood in the brood 
Gravy's cold bread's gone stale 
In walks Santa like a storm in a gale 

Guitar slung low twinkle in his eye 
He says come on lad let's touch the sky 

Join the band join the sound 
Feel the magic spinning round 
Santa’s calling take his hand 
We’ll shake the world with his magical band 

He stomps his boots makes the floorboards quake Bagpipes scream like the dawn won't wait
 I grab my coat I’m out the door 
The night explodes like never before 

Join the band join the sound Feel the magic spinning round 
Santa’s calling take his hand 
We’ll shake the world with his magical band 

Hooves on the rooftop beating time 
The sleigh's got rhythm snow’s sublime 
We’re flying high electric fire 
Scottish thunder lifting higher

Santa came a calling .mp3

Missing Without You

[Verse 1]
Met you on a slow blue morning
sunlight caught on your hair—
you laughed like you already knew me
and something in me shifted quiet

We walked past houses half-awake
your fingers brushing mine—
close enough to spark
but not enough to start us not yet

[Pre-Chorus]
Funny how the small things stay—
your voice the warmth
the way you said my name
like it meant something more

[Chorus]
Cause you’re the part of me
I didn’t know was missing—
the rhythm in the mess
the calm when all is spinning

Every time you go
I feel the space you leave—
it’s like the world leans sideways
tilted—missing without you

[Verse 2]
You showed up on my hardest days
hands in your pockets eyes soft—
you stayed until my breathing settled
until the walls I kept got tired

And I didn’t say it
but you knew—
the way my shoulders dropped
the way my voice found its way to you


[Pre-Chorus]
It’s wild how your silence speaks—
your presence filling
every space I thought was empty
holding what I couldn’t hold alone

[Chorus]
Cause you’re the part of me
I didn’t know was missing—
the rhythm in the mess
the calm when all is spinning

Every time you go
I feel the space you leave—
like the room forgets its center
I’m missing without you

[Bridge]
And if you ever wander
if you ever doubt—
I’ll keep a light on
I’ll say it out loud

You’re the piece that fits
the place I land—
come back home
and I’ll take your hand

[Final Chorus]
Cause you’re the part of me
I didn’t know was missing—
the pulse I follow through the dark
the truth I keep believing
Anywhere you walk
I’m already halfway there—
cause the world stays brighter
when you’re right here
I’m missing without you—
only whole when I’m with you

Missing Without You

"This Is Lill-Lördag" - Lowkey midweek party Sweden style. Ikea, confetti and questionable life choices.


This Is Lill-Lördag

guit:stephane sarlin
guit:michel jules
bass:abraham laboriel
percs:luis carlos de paula

Notenstock jazz à Vienne 1993.

Again And Soon

tonight goes shine

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Old Textures - A Night At The Cloud in 1935 (Can't Figure To Finish)

Wish I could listen to the song with you, with a nice glass of wine in hand, and a cheers to our adventures here.

Intro:

Ninety years of sound—echoes of jazz horns, the crackle of vinyl, the pulse of analog synths, and the shimmer of digital waves.
A flicker of a Marx Brothers’ gag, the whisper of a film noir monologue, the ghost of a protest chant, the hum of a city at midnight.
A journey—where melodies from forgotten radios and shows dance with the ghosts of futures yet to come.
Press play, close your eyes, and let the textures carry you through time.

music:  'Old Textures' by Jacques Lemaire 
https://soundcloud.com/user-384227852/old-textures

vocal arrangement, mix: fictionalive

explore the works of Jacques Lemaire here @user-384227852

artwork photography, image editing: fictionalive

To my Mama and the year her dream was born – in 1935 and still very much alive.

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Old Textures - A Night At The Cloud in 1935 (Can't Figure To Finish)

See Through You

Glass-Eyed Strong Man

Music composed as part of an unpublished work for string orchestra in the early 20-teens.  Arranged as the 3rd movement of my first Piano Sonata, and also here covered with Lyrics as a single.

Lyrics: Mark Bloss, 12/2025
Music: Mark Bloss: See also III - Lamentoso Grande (Sonata 1)

Lost Heart

[Intro]
They know exactly what I need to hear,
Hold nothing back, Nothing to fear,
Pull me in and surround me, and within,
I, with myself, am face to face.

[Verse 1]
The quiet gathers early in the day,
A drifting light that will not stay.
The rooms grow larger and my footsteps fade,
Holding every memory time has made.
I move through shadows, still and slow.
A body grown older only wills to live.
And Time has taken so much away.

[Chorus]
Time has a way
That makes those looking, look away,
And time works deep into my soul,
Stealing love, and denying hope,
Hollowing out a place, 
Where loneliness can stay.

[Bridge]
There are seasons no one warns about,
Where hope forgets its supple shape.
But a single note, and how way leads to way,
My eyes remember to look your way.

[Verse 2]
Yet somewhere soft within the settling dust,
A warmer breath awakens from the hush.
Not a fire — but a quiet glow,
A place where something begins to grow.
Your voice arrives -- the way dawn touches stone,
So faint, yet deeper than I have known.
There is a path for me, which you have shown.

[Outro]
But in the last of evening’s glow,
I feel your hand in mine, and I won't let go.
Every shadow, Time has tried to claim 
will forevermore breathe your name. 

Lost Heart

Chad Nathan (born December 31, 2001) is an American independent musician, writer, and photographer from Walterboro, South Carolina, known for his deeply introspective blend of lo-fi soul, ambient soundscapes, and experimental hip-hop. His music weaves minimalist production, layered vocals, and poetic lyricism into intimate soundscapes that have been described as being dreamlike.

With thousands of original songs released across streaming platforms, Chad has become a quiet force in the world of DIY music. Chad crafts tracks that explore grace, solitude, and purpose. His sound combines the warmth of vintage analog textures with the vulnerability of bedroom production, resulting in music that feels timeless, meditative, and rawly human.

Chad Nathan’s work is typically honest, unfiltered, and grounded in lived experience. His work defies genre labels, moving fluidly between lo-fi R&B, indie folk, experimental hip-hop, and ambient.

Outside of music, Chad is also a photographer and writer, currently based between South Carolina and Savannah, Georgia, where he is working on a long-form documentary photo project capturing life in everyday spaces. His Substack essays and other written works also reflect the themes of stillness, light, humanity, and his Christian faith.

Through his various artistic endeavors Chad continues to build a growing global audience drawn to his authenticity, warmth, and contemplative storytelling. His catalog spans meditative instrumentals, raw demos, and full-length conceptual projects that invite listeners to slow down, reflect, and reconnect with what matters.

Artist Facts:

Full Name: Chad Avery Nathan

Date of Birth: December 31, 2001

Based in: Walterboro, South Carolina

Height: 5’8”

Nationality: American

Years Active: 2015-present

Genres: Lo-fi Soul, Ambient, Indie Hip-Hop, Experimental Folk, Instrumental / Cinematic Soundscapes

Instruments: Vocals, DAW, Samples

Labels: Independent/ Self-released

Notable Themes: Faith, stillness, creativity, honesty, southern identity

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