Name: recreating a 14 minute song because i hate myself by chakky
Duration: 2 min 37 s
Description: i replaced the file btw so now theres slightly more. yay

uploaded at the request of joey
mochen rizz
svp - yokaill

christmas kids test

【UTAUカバー】Don't look at me in that way! ☆ Yokune Ruko ♂ Kire ☆

karin natsuki and fengyi

Sky looks cloudy today i dont wanna come and play
i wanna curl right up and sleep the whole day away, complain
when my whole life is staring back in my face

Dig my nails into dirt and pull the earth away
feels wrong to say
im far below the living world the dotted lines
and solid swirls

Ufos and unborn ghosts
bible verses and ads for hearses
Modern life seen thru wires
Surrounding you, commanding me too
Radio waves inside brains
Theyre playing songs that sound like pain
Below the living world
the dotted lines signed
then thrown away

Shed these signs
On ur life
Weighss ten tons
Weighs too much
Just ur luck
Just like love :D

Radio Wave

Original/SVP: WeevilDoing  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8OxpzIkudI

Tuning: mee
Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yuma 
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Yuma】Fainéant Girl【SynthV Cover】

[Lyrics]
all seeing eyes
in the middle of the night
in a moment of weakness
i had to feed it

trying to hide
oh i know this isn't right
but there's nothing i can do
drowned in mildew

dying on that hill
old habits are hard to kill
and when i say i'm dirty
you have to believe me

god it makes me sick
too cowardly to admit
WHAT HURTS ME TWISTS INTO PLEASURE
I ALMOST LIKE IT BETTER

lacking purpose
ambling through an every day
disarray
THE WORLD'S SPINNING WITHOUT ME

walking carcass
given life, has yet to feel alive
twist the knife
DON'T SAY IF IT'S BAD FOR ME

i don't wanna let them down
WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT
RUN THEIR HOPE INTO THE GROUND
OH, YOU MUST'VE ENJOYED IT

don't wanna be left behind
it's a hypothetical
BUT TO FEEL SO SAD ABOUT IT'S
KINDA HYPOCRITICAL

all this time i
spent my life waiting to die
now i
have to catch up on what it means to be alive

say it aint true
the only way out is through
so i'm
making due with
living with so much to lose

looking for a future
when the past is still too much to bare
trapped in a cycle
learning how much you really cared

forced into the present
like a home fallen to disrepair
it was so much easier
pretending that i didn't care

swallowing my pride
self-inflicted homicide
JUST RECLINE INTO YOUR OWN MIND
AND INDULGE IN THOSE PRETTY LIES

say we'll be ok
tell it to me everyday
even if it isn't true
i'd still believe in it anyway

resist the high
bite your tongue, shoulder the night
in the midst of these feelings
i see meaning

don't try to hide
oh you want to see the light?
then start peeling the mildew
we're starting anew

painful and prolonged
to do what's right feels so wrong
so when i start feeling guilty
i need you to disagree

pulling back the scope
and finding new ways to cope
my god, how you deserve better
some on, pull it together

drawn and quartered
i only exist to feel ashamed
you proclaim
"look for purpose in debris"

breathing martyr
given feeling only to feel numb
sick and stunned
THERE'S A MONSTER INSIDE ME

i don't want to be this way
feeling so unstable
don't want you to coddle me
don't want to be enabled

is this really who i am
NOT TO GET SO TECHNICAL
BUT ONLY A COWARD
WOULD BE SCARED OF HYPOTHETICALS

newly reborn
i was never taught to mourn
but now
i know quitting is not any option anymore

paying my dues
it's because i love you
that it's
so hard to live a life
where i could lose you

looking for a future
when the past is still too much to bare
trapped in a cycle
learning how much you really cared

forced into the present
like a home fallen to disrepair
it was so much easier
pretending that i didn't care

swallowing my pride
self-inflicted homicide
JUST RECLINE INTO YOUR OWN MIND
AND INDULGE IN THOSE PRETTY LIES

say we'll be ok
tell it to me everyday
even if it isn't true
i'd still believe in it anyway

All Seeing Eyes // Rose SV

song - STOMACH BOOK
harms - Nyaonix ENG ARPA

all you can hope for now are the scars to show for it!!! ft. 榎本トミ_ARPA (short)

have you ever taken an edible in iowa after a 5 hour flight that departed at 4am followed by a 4 hour drive with no sleep and a stomach full exclusively of old nerds gummy clusters you found in your friend's car? did you then proceed to have a panic attack where you believed you were stuck in a seconds-long time loop and u kept forgetting and rediscovering the fact u were stuck in that time loop every time it looped? did you then to proceed to sleep for 6 hours in the living room where your friends got to hear you sleep talk in arabic? well THIS ALBUM IS FOR YOU!!!

Flight012

the full course for candy addicts caseoh cover by @thehabitat on tiktok

【CASEOH-LOID】Caseoh Territory / Teto Territory【UTAUカバー】

i replaced the file btw so now theres slightly more. yay

recreating a 14 minute song because i hate myself

i replaced og melody with Katyusha's one bc i can and i'm Russian

Flower Moon

I may not be very good at doing things the right way, but I'm the best at doing them the shitty, overly-complex way.

recreating a 14 minute song because i hate myself

chakky

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