i want to know, am i the bad seed
do i grow only in perfect homes
so i can break them
so i can make them my own

and if so, i'll make it easy
and i promise to give up the fight
but you seem worth the risk
can i just get it right this time

i wanna be your guy
i wanna make you smile
though i might make you cry
sometimes

i want to find a better reason
to love other than for my ends
but i might break you when we
otherwise could've been good friends

i wanna be your guy
i wanna make you smile
though i might make you cry
sometimes

i wanna be your guy

Something About You

oh, there is a lost year
somewhere between you and i
you smell like a garden
i want to be twisted in your vines

i just want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

you gave me a flower
bright red and pink, but i got you stepped on
enter infestation
the doubt that I think i’m not what you want

but i want to feel you
running around my pavement
ooh, tell me i’m your favorite
minor inconvenience
and i’ll return the feeling

just grow
and i would crack to marry your devotion
interwoven
we could be the garden and the pavement

cracks and petals cut were bound to come
when we were never meant to love
but that doesn’t mean we can’t break rules
this is filthy love but it’s golden and
the whole world needs to know it
but i dont like convincing you

the garden & the pavement DEMO

fuzzybrain (dayglow cover)

Pre-save track on available streaming platforms: https://bfan.link/not-so-fond
'Not So Fond' available on all streaming platforms on February 28, 2023.

Written and Arranged by Rusty Machines
Produced by Ean Aguila
Co-produced by Kathy Gener
Mixed and Mastered by RJ Mabilin at Tiny Blue Space
Recorded at This is Where I Make Music (Engineered by Hannah Jabla)
Distributed by Wide Eyed Records Manila

lyrics:
i'm not so fond of mondays
it's just the same thing, over and over again

what’s this ray of sun and its fleeting warmth?
i can hardly bend my knees, “who cares? stop keeping score”
i’ve been pining for days on end
memories don’t happen twice in this lull we’re all in

and i can't let go of the year i lost
i know i'm not alone who experienced loss in its different forms

why am i always on the losing end?
am i always bound for failure?
how can i choose to see what's good in all of this?
when nothing's gone my way 

and i can't let go of the year i lost
i know i'm not alone who experienced loss in its different forms

you know i won't let go of the year we've lost 
i've never felt so alone, and there's just too much loss 

i'm so tired

Not So Fond

soundcloud eats first. out of pain comes prosperity.

written by me (mia timson)
produced/mixed by theo hoffstrom
drums by jackson cathcart
mastered by jackson cathcart and theo hoffstrom

off psychosomatic, out april 14th. <3

https://ffm.to/miatimslucky

lucky

been a while, uploading it here also
(with wrong lyrics)

warsh tippy and zelda (cover)

Guitar and voice demo.  A reworking of an earlier idea:

She wants to slip away
Into the far, faraway
Her journey a passion play
And she says, "I'm gone for the day"

She's waiting for something to break
The sun or her heartache
So much sorrow to shake
And she is gone for a day

Oh, oh my dear
I will wait right here
I, I will stay while you
Are gone for the day

She hides her thoughts, she holds them close
Moves through you like a ghost
No one knows where she goes
When she is gone for the day

I am missing her, I am standing by
When she returns I will try
To listen, to understand why
She is gone for a day

Oh, oh my dear
I am always waiting here
I, I will stay while you
Oh yes, yes my dear
I am still right here
And I, I will stay while you
Are gone for the day

Image by Jeanette Ranney

Gone For A Day (demo)

Released 15 January 2015
Produced by The Gory Orgies

Astronaut

Waiting for your words
Just like watching time fly by
Can't take all the hurt
Wishing things were right

Should I fall from here?
Watching time fly by so clear
Things are not they seem
When goodbyes are all I hear

Shaken from the hurt
Shattered by the lies again
We may never learn
We may never learn

fuzzybrain (dayglow cover)

chamomile

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