It’ll be ok

Shinigami

IHateShinigami

Shawty 2

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

luna coming soon

lyrics:

i lie here awake at night

so stressed out cant shut my eyes

cry about how fast time flies

forever after

heartless im hollow inside

tears shine bright like the night sky

i cant stay im just passing by

forever after

theres nothing left
dont love that bitch i just wanted the neck
no money no hoes got no reason to flex
remember all that fuckin time that i spent
tryna get that bitch out of my head

i still hate myself yea not that much has changed
im wondering why nothing has been the same
since back in the days
when life wasnt grey

i cant do this anymore
might pass out on the floor
please dont knock on my door
when you dont hear from me anymore

days are passing by and things will be alright
the darkness is alive i cannot find the light
with blood shot eyes i stay inside
im hoping i can stay the night

holding on to nothing
hoping i can make it something
i waste my time by chasing ghosts
and its me i let down the most

all i am is skin and bone

rather stay in bed alone

restless legs i shiver cold

and lie awake forever after

we hope our sorrows end and that our hearts will blend
im hoping everything works out before the end
so here i lie under the night
maybe our paths are intertwined

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forever after 💜

luna has risen

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i know you wanna be 
far away from me
spirits in the breeze
weakened at my knees
staring at the moon
i know ill be there soon
luna forever

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
i know well be together

walking down the street
staring at my feet
wonder what lies
beyond the winter trees
im so sick and tired
of being sick and tired
i know im a letdown
i know im a liar

i hope i find her
this is a reminder 
that im the one to blame
always the spark that ignites the flame

its not whatever
stay sad for never
no matter the weather
luna forever

i dont care at all
thats my biggest fault
ignoring every text
ignoring every call
all i do is run
all i do is hide
frightened by the world
so i stay inside

at night forever
ill sleep for never
awake together
luna forever

i just wanna go
im far away from home
up at 3am
just staring at my phone
im a waste of space
standing in the rain
and feeling nothing

ill stand for something
always be nothing
ill just sit in silence
tears fall from my eyelids

[outro]

twinkle twinkle in the sky
i just wanna fucking die
slit my wrist and end this pain
put a bullet in my brain
twinkle twinkle little star
i hope i get hit by a car

luna

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luna 💤

luna has risen

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this may be our last chance
were all getting older
i over think everything 
over and over
stay up all night with my best friends
said fuck sleep
sleep is the cousin of death and my enemy

fuck this town
it doesnt do nothing for me
just waste my time wondering why you ignore me

keep my head down dont attract your attention
when i leave town keep my room like i left it

fuck all who you thought i was 
nobody ever showed me love
never even loved a bitch
i was too busy gloin up

now i know that ill be fine
write it down on these blue lines
take this breath into my chest
and just hope for the fuckin best

this may be our last chance
were all getting older
i over think everything 
over and over
stay up all night with my best friends
said fuck sleep
sleep is the cousin of death and my enemy

my mood goes along with the weather
when skies are blue they make me feel so much better

breath of fresh air skating down all the back streets
i know youll be fine listen to what i speak

most nights i wish that i could just have you
forever just like your first tattoo

think back to the times me and gaff used to skip school
but were getting older let me think this over

cant remember all the times
i laid in bed and fucking cried
now i know that ill be fine
write it down on these blue lines

i guess this is growing up
i guess i have to suck it up
smoke a blunt with my best friends
and act like i dont give a fuck

this may be our last chance
were all getting older
i over think everything 
over and over
stay up all night with my best friends
said fuck sleep
sleep is the cousin of death and my enemy

this may be our last chance ⭐️

luna has risen

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this girl hit my phone up but i dont care
your words mean nothing to me 
i just wanna go home
will i ever go home?

the walls in my bedroom theyve seen it all
stumbling through the door as i fall apart 
alone
why do i feel so alone?

i wonder what you felt when you said you loved me
hiding in my sheets cos im good for nothing
no
this is all that i know

the clouds paint the skyline like ghosts at twilight
these stars up above make me feel so finite
can you see my heart glow?

i feel the growing pains
in me every day
trying so fucking hard to escape my fate

the way i hide is not your concern
if i fuck this up then i might change
get myself in better shape

so i hold my breath and i hope for the best
its fucking hard to breathe with demons on my chest
the thought of you brings gloom in my room
and i cant fucking stand this place
i just need to get away

all that i know 🌌

luna has risen

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lying in the snow
so cold 
please dont leave me tomorrow
pressure on my shoulders
feels like boulders
i might crumble

be my sanctuary
you might save me
let the waves take me
on on on i wander
all alone
beneath the surface

watch me drift among
the stars and moon and sun
my journeys just begun
but all ive done is run
take away the pain
the silence of the rain
skin and bones remain
fragments of fragile remains


its time we stopped this pointless nonsense
pick yourself up its not worth it
they just wanna see you down
but miss you when youre not around

youre wasting all your time on this
thats all you do is overthink
i know you wish for this to end
i know you wish for this to end

i cant fucking stay this way
burn my body to a blaze
ash and skin and bone remain
lay me to rest in the rain x4

sanctuary pt. 2 🌠

luna has risen

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this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

staring at my ceiling
hiding from my feelings
tired of the same shit
tell my mom im leaving

playing playstation
ill call you back later
im so sick of waiting
can you do me a favor

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you (x2)

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

i just need to move on
ive been waiting too long
to feel like myself again
to feel like i never left

hiding from the gallows
hang my head downlow
walking in the shadows
feeling fucking shallow

just leave me alone when i ask you to
silence by myself is all i ask of you
you tell me that you care but i dont think you do
i need to get away i just cant deal with you

this is such a nightmare
this just doesnt feel right
you think that i dont care
you know im not alright
stuck inside the same page
hoping that ill be fine
sleeping with a night light
shining like a lite brite

lite brite ✨

@deadtreesnolongerbreathe
@yungcold
@guccihighwaters
@notmorgn

it was for the best

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it was for the best w/ guccihighwaters (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

credits:

@4evergone
@charlieshuffler
@kellbender
@pxlm
@supachefm
@guccihighwaters

i will never be a memory

i dont need ur luv (prod 4evr)

a place where i belong [feat. supachefm!] (prod. 4evr)

this is halloween

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video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7hWQzHhOY8

lyrics: can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time
i wake up and youve been missing from me
you were by my side
now were worlds away from eachother
i cant sleep i cant eat i feel like im dying
run the cold steel on my skin
ill never feel your kiss again
can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time (x2)
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music video

as long as we remember each other, we'll never be apart

First single off of "          " I hope you all enjoy it <3
@tothegood


Lyrics-

I can’t keep thinking you’re all that
Living my life just to get past
Trapped in this moment, till I grasp
Hold of reality at last
I’m feeding my ego it’s last meal
Scratching my eyes till I can’t feel
Trapped in this moment till I grasp
I can’t keep thinking you’re all that

Verse- 
Tab out
Log in
Everyone wants to be like him
Tab in
Log out
Open your eyes till they fall out
Let the wind knock at my window
No one can hear when they’re shut closed
Curtains are down and the lights low
I can smell bleach in the air though

Chorus-

I can’t keep thinking you’re all that
Living my life just to get past
Trapped in this moment, till I grasp
Hold of reality at last
I’m feeding my ego it’s last meal
Scratching my eyes till I can’t feel
Trapped in this moment till I grasp
I can’t keep thinking you’re all that

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I Can't Keep Thinking You're All That (Prod. Tothegood)

1/5 from my upcoming EP "As I Walk Into the Night"
I hope you enjoy <3

Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Production: @user-182805726

Lyrics-

(I'm waiting here for you to pick me up)

I'm waiting here for you to pick me up
Everyone is gone, now I'm the only one
I cried all night, but would you even know?
you never show
The things unsaid, tend to hurt the most
I wonder why you never show
The darkest sides of his heart, unknown
When is last time I opened up?
I had to close off my only love
Because the last time I opened up,
you never came and I had to bluff
Now every night he leaves open
I guess he's hoping, someone, will come and hold him
He leaves it vulnerable inside his drawer
Falling asleep he can only dream for more

As I Walk Into the Night

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse

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i'm sad and the weathers making it worse (Prod. SaintTomorrow)

over and over ill try again 
i hate being sober
the drugs are my friends
i guess im a poser
its all pretend
i hate when its over
but everything ends

i know im a loser baby oh
i cry when our songs on the radio
if u hate me can u just say so
youre my everything girl i cant say no
i feel like shit because i wanted to
and all i miss is the way u soothed
my emotions tell me its not true
till my face turns blue 
and my heart cant move

i wish that i was a nobody
what tastes like dirt once was oh so sweet
get lost in crowds take a walk with me
im so fucked up let my insides bleed
i lie awake thinking bout my dreams
i just cant take when u look at me
my soul it breaks because ur all i need
but u cant fix what is wrong with me

poser

drake - in my feelings *cover* (lee)

"All alone but I just can’t face it 
I have no power and you know I’m right" 2/5...

Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @Skress
Artwork: @scottysplash

LYRIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgXQqlelBDQ

"As I Walk Into the Night”

Chorus-

I never go outside
Unless my friends come and offer me a ride
I’d rather sit and 
hide Reliving all the terrible flashbacks about my life
And As I watch and wait
You’ve come to tell me how to bear the weight
Sing me that lullaby 
The blackbird watches as I walk into the night

Verse-

I don’t know what you want 
Please leave me out of your dreams 
Every night when I’m walking 
You’re all I ever see

Holding back from the urge to fulfill me 
If I can’t, then it’s alright with me 
Holding back from person I am like 
Hiding away is what will set me free 
Side note 
Don’t look in my eyes 
I’m sad to say, I’m afraid what you’ll find 
I’ve locked away all the monster inside 
But at times they’ll come out and there’s no where to hide

Contemplating, if I’ll get wasted 
I don’t think that I’ll even try 
All alone but I just can’t face it 
I have no power and you know I’m right

In the night time
They come out, all night x4

Chorus-

I never go outside
Unless my friends come and offer me a ride
I’d rather sit in hide 
Reliving all the terrible flashbacks about my life
And As I watch and wait
You’ve come to tell me how to bear the weight
Sing me that lullaby 
The blackbird watches as I walk into the night

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As I Walk Into the Night (Prod. Skress)

"I only make music because I'm confused and I don't have the money for therapy yet" 3/5...

Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @caustyk
Artwork: @digitalyams (on twitter)

MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QT_vcYlqgko

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"I Gravitate Your Soul”

Lyrics-

I hope, I don’t break
Barricade all the ways
For you to get in
Who am I kidding? 
The only life that I’ve lived I’ve failed in
Nobody wants to be me
Everyone wants me to be alone
I don’t really wanna be 
I only feel like a peep clone
I’m in deep need of some rest
I bet you didn’t know that I didn’t enjoy sex
I only make music because I’m confused and I don’t have the money for therapy yet
I’m cold, you're alone
I gravitate your soul
I’m prone, to pain
You said you're on your way 
On your way
“I’m outside of your driveway” 
at my house but you're miles away
You don’t even have to say a thing cause I’m
Incapable of feeling that way
Love comes with happiness, But I’m in pain 
Trying to care but you won’t say a thing
If you leave my heart I will erase your name
I wanna know, what I am screaming for
Leave your broken alibis at the door 
You ask me if I want to be your friend 
But I can’t because I wanna be much more, to you
I’m cold, you're alone
I gravitate your soul
I’m prone, to pain
You said you're on your way

u r not alone

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