i love u chan u gave me a new perspective on life

@mental
prod. @yashio20k + @rewind214

[mental]
you hate me and you love me 
but to me it's the same thing 
i only ever numb it 
i wish that i could change things 
i'm bleeding and i'm blushing 
cause everything is breaking 
i'm trying not to cut me 
i'm disgusting and nothing is okay

i wonder if i fucked it up or not 
i wonder if i can ignore these thoughts 
i wonder if there's any point getting up
i wonder if love really feels like it's love
you know me better than everyone
it's been three days since i've seen the sun
i'm running but what am i running from
i'm crumbling one kiss and i'll turn to dust

i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back
i'll never go back again
i'll never go back i'll never go back

okay - mental

produced mixed & mastered by: @antag01
lyrics & vocals: @antag01
s/o to all my friends who helped with this love you all <3
more to come soon (planning to take music a lot more srs)

lyrics://
no i cant get down not again
was it worth it losing it in the end
was it real or was it all pretend
whats the purpose if they is nothing left
no i cant get down not again
it was perfect then you just went and left
and thats the thing i cant get out me head
whats the purpose if its just gonna end?

eyes wide open and i, cant keep going will i
just keep hoping? that im more devoted than before.
i was just a kid 17 thats what it is
dealing with some shit thinking i wouldnt live
dealing with some doubt, they all tried to hold me down
just look at the way im living, look how i just came around.

no i cant get down not again
was it worth it losing it in the end
was it real or was it all pretend
whats the purpose if they is nothing left

was it worth it?

School starts in 4 days :(

Thank you for listening

Pretend (prod. drew)

prod. valentinesday

ooh
who howl at that moon
ooh
you know it takes two
i can’t kiss back no mouth
it all just tastes like you

I would drive til my baby thinks i’m,
Dead and that i could take no more 
That mistake, well ill try to better it
Your love putting me on the floor

She said, I don’t know who you are
She gave you her heart, was it too much?
I ever,
Spit in the face of that
You love me, i don’t lock my door 

Casting magic
You’re my favorite habit
Birds under my jacket
Money in the mattress and im hopeful
If cut you
Clean in half 
Inside brown box
I could pull back
One piece
you dont have to believe me

Can you come close  so i stop seeing red
man i really like you like you’re my best friend
i been making music cos it keeps me alright
but i wonder if u got plans tonight

i was riding uptown, you were on call
i was tryna show how i was on a roll
mm, and there aint no one
you the center of my soul cos youre the one

do you have a heart that can forgive me?
tell me do baby do you give up easily?
i will dot my i’s and cross my t’s
ima get it for you eventually...

Zig Zag Girl

@7akkiro @k4rson @cruseyyyy
prod @zeromandia30414

@7akkiro
i'll tell you what you're doing wrong 
no you don't seem to listen, i could never see a difference
no it'll never work, so tell me when you prove me wrong 
we do it all again, no, i don't know when it will end

but i cannot forget what you did to me
i'm covered in all of scars that you given me
you told me we were going far, i could barely see
you don't know me, no, not at all, i could not believe x2

@k4rson
give it to me, give it to i
give it to me, you did it first
oh, can't you see, it's way too much
you made me bleed, i'm missin' us
think i've been lookin' out for you for way too long
and i need you to tell me something, tell me that i'm wrong
tell me what you told me, baby, tell me with your heart
and i can be that, baby, tell me what you want
 
@cruseyyyy
tell me why do you look at me 
yea my heart's filled with grime, i think i should leave 
yea u been on my mind
its not up to me
all the obstacles we climb, you depend on me
i find a way to you, yuh, im far from hating you
i think im made for you, yuh, it gets uncomfortable

@7akkiro
but i cannot forget what you did to me
i'm covered in all of scars that you given me
you told me we were going far, i could barely see
you don't know me, no, not at all, i could not believe x2

akkiro, karson, crusey - scars (zeromandia)

prod @minteaness (love u brotha)
lyrics

look how we’re back again
tell me when does it end?
you’re talking shit about me
all right up to your friends

all right up to your friends
tell me when does it end?
tell me when does it end?

look how we’re back again
tell me when does it end?
you’re talking shit about me
all right up to your friends
look how we’re back again
tell me when does it end?
you’re talking shit about me
all right up to your friends

all right up to your friends
tell me when does it end?
tell me when does it end?
all right up to your friends
tell me when does it end?
tell me when does it end?

i’d die for you
if you want me to
just make your mind
there’s no more time
for us
i fucked up i’m losing your trust
i’m tryna do all that i can
but it seems its never enough

your words weigh heavy inside of my mind
you can’t just forget me and run all the time
am i just a fool or am i crossing a line?
i’ll wait by the seaside until you’re all mine

look how we’re back again
tell me when does it end?
you’re talking shit about me
all right up to your friends
look how we’re back again
tell me when does it end?
you’re talking shit about me
all right up to your friends

all right up to your friends
tell me when does it end?
tell me when does it end?
all right up to your friends
tell me when does it end?
tell me when does it end?

i’d die for you
if you want me to
just make your mind
there’s no more time
for us
i fucked up im losing your trust
i’m tryna do all that i can
but it seems that its never enough

all right up to your friends
tell me when does it end?
tell me when does it end?
all right up to your friends
tell me when does it end?
tell me when does it end?

when does it end prod minty

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

(yeah)
i cant seem to get up, get up out my bed
i cant seem to get it, so tell me what u said
saw u up in trending, took it as a threat
all these insecurities, they go to my head

lil bitch im fed up, pockets they got fatter
smoking in my room cuz this shit just do not matter
she said why im angry, i just got no manners
u type like a fucking bot can u solve the captcha

lil bitch im fed up, pockets they got fatter
smoking in my room cuz this shit just do not matter
she said why im angry, i just got no manners
u type like a fucking bot can u solve the captcha

they told me to get up, miss the shit that we had
spent my time in rehab, but i had to relapse
i been runnin 3 laps, in mind i see that
house in the hills where i mustve left my dreams at

(parker)
they told me to get up, miss the shit that we had
spent my time in rehab, but i had to relapse
i been runnin 3 laps, in mind i see that
house in the hills where i mustve left my dreams at
house in the hills where i mustve left my dreams at
house in the hills where i mustve left my dreams at
house in the hills where i mustve left my dreams at

(house in the hills where i mustve left my dreams at)
(house in the hills where i mustve left my dreams at)

i cant seem to get up, get up out my bed
i cant seem to get it, so tell me what u said
saw u up in trending, took it as a threat
all these insecurities, they go to my head
(yeah) tell me ur impressed
u look good in that dress
(yeah) tell me im a mess
tell me im obsessed

rehab [prod. cr1sis + sally]

produced by me and @cr1siss + @rxtrx
much love to them 
inspo from @trustt
https://open.spotify.com/track/4xPVcsNXNRyC6pN3xoCtty?si=cf5c44bf62fb4c88

trynna call my phone i wont pick up
all those words you said still get mixed up
im still lookin for my fix yuh
they were never real
like damn that shit sucks

i, dont wanna cry if you'll see it 
say, that you miss me you dont mean it
fall, is my favorite time of season
now, now i hate it and ur the reason

-

and the days been gettin colder
i said im tired and i told her
i need some help i need some closure
it'll never be the same since october
october october
since october
getting colder
i said im tired and i told her

-

i dont know what i want
but im missing something
what did i do wrong?
but cant i feel nothing
(x2)

when does it end prod minty

channie

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