@not-a-fucking-hero

[hero]

make a friend
i know you can't
yeah you'd need to let your pride die
you don't understand
why these strangers give you side eye
you're a narc
like my dad
i'd explain if i could find time
if i could find time 
so i
spent a couple years floating silent
and i
spent a couple years feeling timeless
and i'll spend a couple more while you digest
and i will never get the time back.
i knew that she was a creature from the sirens
i knew that she couldn't trust, after prying 
it's such a shame that i love one sided
cuz i will never get the time back
so i
spent a couple years floating silent
and i
spent a couple years feeling timeless
and i'll spend a couple more while you digest
and i will never get the time back.

[shizukesa]

several days fucking fade
when i waste this
effort in the dials, wouldn't wanna change my placement
kill myself, couldn't cope into a good life
close attention lovey, been showing what shame should look like
simply step within my wood work
might walk out louis prada since this bitch like watching footwork
always "never give a fuck about sum networth"
then only ever hit a line when niggas tryna network
just get back to droppin em like deadweight
it's better left unsaid, i sever friendships and my faith
but given time, bet they only try to keep face
and hideaway inside a dying vision of my keepsakes
if u need a villain picture me in role & replay

[hero]

make a friend
i know you can't
yeah you'd need to let your pride die
you don't understand
why these strangers give you side eye
you're a narc
like my dad
i'd explain if i could find time
if i could find time 
so i
spent a couple years floating silent
and i
spent a couple years feeling timeless
and i'll spend a couple more while you digest
and i will never get the time back.

blue iris
can't disguise this
I knew that she was a demon from the pilot
kills my mind when
she's beside him
think its best if I just waste away in silence

hero + shizukesa. - timeless (dash)

Produced by Lxst Boy & Late Night Tones

-lyrics-

I stare at the walls and think about what they have seen
I missed all your calls, purposely, now leave me be
How are you so quick to apologize? (I'm sorry)
I felt so sick when it came to light
Now the memory falls, drifting down like autumn leaves

You've torn my heart
You've torn my heart

I stare at the clock, ticking down to melodies
The burned out wood, wounded from your kerosene
How are you so quick to burn me down?
You were my world till you locked me out
I picked up your call, now watch me bleed, you need to see

You've torn my heart
You've torn my heart
Say it's all my fault and take it back so you can breathe
You've torn my heart

Driftwood

don't want this to end

crash and burn

Listen to "when my phone lights up" by raihan
https://too.fm/wmplu

Lyrics:
i'm terrified
and you stayed here in my mind
with an eviction notice six months old

i realized
that i'm nothing without you
i know its stupid, i can't help myself

but i still flinch when my phone lights up
hoping its you
but knowing its not

said i still flinch when my phone lights up
when my phone lights up

i'm running through
every photo and text
and i wish that this song had a happy end

i wish i knew
if we would get our time
to meet again as friends in the next life

but if there's somebody else
just know i wish you well
but there's no wishing wells to help us fix this mess

and if this is meant to be
then why am i so weak
i guess that healing doesn't mean that i'd forget

coz i'd still flinch when my phone lights up

coz i'd still flinch when my phone lights up

oh when my phone lights up
when my phone lights up
when my phone lights up
when my phone lights up

said when my phone-
when my phone lights up

(we're sorry, your call cannot be completed as dialed)
(please check the number and dial again)

when my phone lights up master

Lyrics:
You're part of me
I gotta let you go
When I'm alone I'm reminded of you most
It's so embarrassing I'm crying on the road
Is there a song where you come back I never wrote

I still watch our shows all on my own
And I just moved my tv to my room
Cause I don't feel like living in my living room
Wide awake I'm cursed to think of you

Though I'd be happy, with a family, with a loving wife
But like I'm 24 I still don't see the feintest light
Ain't nothing fun to me like everything I feel so bored
I'm not the sharpest in the battle, not the sharpest sword
I'm way too gullible, like everything I'm falling for
Get too intoxicated like Lil Peep, Yung Goth I'm on the floor
You got me up when I was down
You're in my head without a doubt
Only so much that I can take
I'm running out
Don't push away
Still painting pictures by myself
You built me up, and broke me down
Ten thousand steps all in my room
My soles still ache from the abuse

No one for me ever since you let me go
My futures cold, I see faces in the snow
It's all a heresy of things I'll never know
I guess I'm better off, some things should never show
Guess since you cut me off some leaves should never grow
Not feeling lucky feeling exponentially low

Livingroom (Prod. sundwn)

shooting stars

hold me close w/ wraith (cxrter x threemvsk)

Lyrics:
You take your promise 
and you break
Your heartless 
 no complaints 
I’m honest with you 
Aim your targets
And I’ll paint 
The walls with guts and mane 
I’ll honor you the same 
I’ll take the risk and bite the bait

It’s what you wanted don’t you wait
Your sick as fuck to eat the flesh off severed and tethered heroic names

You get away
With all of it
Metaled bit but I’m calling it
Awful you piece of shit
But i followed it
Hollowed and swallowed up by  
Oppression in talking I’m stalling wobbling 
The Goblin king 
Never rest but he’s 
Often a sovereign
Coffin
 got honored metals
Forgotten 
Before embodied 
Was haunted
With flawless power of rotted
Just zombified in the nonsense 

Just stained from the neck up 
With blood and the waste
I would weigh all the ways 
I could possibly aim

Sustainable tamable  
Ways to behave 
I would be honored to bite on the bait

It’s what you wanted don’t you wait
Your sick as fuck to eat the flesh off severed and tethered heroic names

You get away
With all of it
Metaled bit but calling it
Awful you piece of shit
But i followed it
Hollowed and swallowed up by  
Oppression in talking I’m stalling wobbling 
The Goblin king 
Never rest but he’s 
Often a sovereign
Coffin
 got honored metals
Forgotten 
Before embodied 
Was haunted
With flawless power of rotted
Just zombified in the nonsense 

For god sakes 
Go ahead and throw up I know this is so vein
I’ve been on the waitlist for a heart surgery 
I find it kinda humorous you never get away
Cause something bout your trauma cases mine to feel great

You take your promise 
and you break
Your heartless 
 no complaints 
I’m honest with you 
Aim your targets
And I’ll paint 
The walls with guts and mane 
I’ll honor you the same 
I’ll take the risk and bite the bait

For god sakes 
Go ahead and throw up I know this is so vein
I’ve been on the waitlist for a heart surgery 
I find it kinda humorous you never get away
Cause something bout your trauma cases mine to feel great

I’m honest with you 
Aim your targets
And I’ll paint 
The walls with guts and mane 
I’ll honor you the same 
I’ll take the risk and bite the bait

It’s what you wanted don’t you wait
Your sick as fuck to eat the flesh off severed and tethered heroic names

You get away
With all of it
Metaled bit but calling it
Awful you piece of shit
But i followed it
Hollowed and swallowed up by  
Oppression in talking I’m stalling wobbling 
The Goblin king 
Never rest but he’s 
Often a sovereign
Coffin
 got honored metals
Forgotten 
Before embodied 
Was haunted
With flawless power of rotted
Just zombified in the nonsense

strangers again

Ouse

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