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Takayan

TAKAYAN

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

lyrics:

losin lots of sleep could not compare to me when losin you
every time i write i feel a weight a shade of navy blue
it really hurts but don't forget it
i said i'm sorry and i meant it

woah, yeah, you been perfect since i met you
everything you do has got me wondering who sent you
and i'm thankful for the time spent
every time i leave i swear its hard for me to digest

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

and now i'm waitin at the bus stop, i wanna text you
you could make my heart stop, i wouldn't test you
everything you do, everything you say,
got me writin love songs every single day

yeah, i fake smile, whenever you're not with me
time flies by whenever we kissing
you could fall asleep on me forever
i could search but i'd never find better

you always talk with a gentle voice
you draw me in like an open door
you're the girl that's been in my dreams
you're the ghost i've been searchin for

when you leave i still think about you
and when you're close all my dreams come true
and when you leave i still think about you
and when you're near all my dreams come true

i think about you

about you w/ powfu (prod. lee)

prod yusei  & me

lyrics:

i had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry, don't die
give it two years it'll only take time
and you're never ever ugly with a smile that bright
no your parents don't listen but i swear they wanna try

know your stressed, and depressed, and your hair is a mess
but you're cute when you lose or you're mad at your friends
and i hate when you'd cry every time that i said
oh i love when you're here, i don't want this to end

can we not talk school for once, it makes me nauseous
everyone in class is either mean or real obnoxious
and i'm sorry that i said it, but i felt so fuckin lost
it's like my life is just a token either spent it or you lost it

here i'm sittin, eye inside the storm issuing
waiting being patient for the rain to ruin
everything i've ever loved or ever touched, 
or ever gave a fuck about, i'm sorry that i hurt you friend i'm sorry that i let you down

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

and i, don't care, i'll always be there
no i won't give up on you

 had a friend reach out and tell me
i've got allot up on my plate
i told her don't you ever worry
you got me when times are grey

she said nathan i feel ugly
no one understands my pain
and my parents never listen
i'd rather die than feel this way

don't cry

prod me <3

lyrics:
she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

this is not a tik tok hit, or a mainstream slap
its the hook verse hook on how my heart collapsed
this is not a dance real slow, if you love me don't go
i've been tryna find some peace down every road we go

why do we fight every evenin
i'm sorry i woke you from sleepin
i'm spillin my guts, so my head don't combust
you're the girl of my dreams you're the one i believe in

i went from holdin you close
to someone you used to know
i remember gettin fucked up
i remember lettin go

she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

homescreen

I don’t own this. I just want the music :c

演じてばかりだ (I’m Always Acting) by Takayan

prod @fantommuzik

don't follow me through the dark
i'm raging from bar to bar
can't get enough
can't get enough

i know you feel the pain
you follow you know the game
its obvious, it's obvious

you turned a really sad girl to a really bad friend
now she's spendin all her time tryna find herself again
you had a really good time, was it worth it in the end
if you had another chance, would you do it all again

i can't do this on my own, all i needed was your love
you could tell me when i'm wrong, even when we're not fucked up
and god i love it when we dance, i can't tell you how it feels
there's a magic in the air, something sweet, something real

you can heal with somebody than hurt with somebody for real, for real
you can heal with somebody deserve that somebody to heal, for real

i get lost along the way, i can't see in the dark
i feel a little less broken when you're wrapped in my arms
i get a serotonin rush when we're alone in the car
i have a lot of things to talk about but where do i start

i'm angry, i'm anxious, i'm awkwardly breaking
i brought you these flowers i hope that you save em
and nothing can stop me from loving that body
i hurt you at that party, i 'm sober and i'm sorry

you can heal with somebody than hurt with somebody for real, for real
you can heal with somebody deserve that somebody to heal, for real

sucker (prod. fantom)

薬物中毒の曲/(Bad Trip)/Takayan

Takayan - Selfishness

たかやん / Takayan - A War Always Rages At Home

This track belongs to Takayan and they should get credited for this music.

Song About Being Happy To Be Together, But Worrying About Sudden Breakup -Takayan

【lyrics】

 I don't want to boast of my boyfriend
 I hate to say casually
 For example, look at the boyfriend of another couple
 I haven't heard, "If it's my boyfriend!"
 What is a kiss with the opposite sex?  I have never dated him in the first place
 Are you impatient enough to die?  Inner Man, every day I just chase with my eyes!  Crying
 Are you alone all the time?  I'm scared of men in the shadow
 Too overly worried I want to rely on Doraemon
 Enter your favorite man's pants with your small light
 I want to explore various things!

 Only the losers gathered
 Saize in the middle of Saize
 Eventually give up
 Boyfriend overdesire syndrome
 Uchi and his boyfriend want too much syndrome
 Uchi and his boyfriend want too much syndrome
 Give me a break!  Someone come!

 If you are kind enough
 My face turns red immediately
 Maybe it’s not worth it
 I don't even live with each other!
 Super Kawa Twin Tebob Long
 If you like it, take a bath with it
 The body is beautiful and the face is demon bun
 I get angry at my own misfortune
 Hey God Why are you so unequal?
 Hey God I'm sorry, can you give me a partner?

 Only the losers gathered
 Saize in the middle of Saize
 Eventually give up
 Boyfriend overdesire syndrome
 Uchi and his boyfriend want too much syndrome
 Uchi and his boyfriend want too much syndrome
 Give me a break!  Someone come!

The lyrics for "Want a boyfriend" or "The syndrome of wanting a boyfriend" by Takayan.

I realised an amazing song like this wasn't already on soundcloud so I uploaded it myself.

Link to the song:https://youtu.be/Z_tUSY0YHPc

Link to Takayan's Youtube Channel:https://www.youtube.com/user/MegaIgaguri

Thank you for listening, and please enjoy!

Credit to the artist on the cover:
https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/83069359 

The syndrome of wanting a boyfriend by Takayan

Lyrics(Romaji)
Atsuku akarui ishiki motomete magao de ikiru
Ai mo naku tsukura reta yasui okashi o ochite mo taberu
Nani no tame no My life omoi subete satoru maikai
Shita o mite miage miru sora ni wa itsumo nijinda shizuku jama shita
OK-moto kara nai ibasho shin'ai ga basei to bōryoku
"O e kaki ga tomodachi"

Tara-ra do ~urururararararara

Demo shinpaiiranai kara mimamotterukara ne.
Demo ī kai? Hitotsudakeda yo motto aishiteyo.

Daremoinaina itami ni wa nareta!
Tsukuru hikizuru moguru kuzusu mukumu akai mizo afureru!
Nōmiso no shiwa egure dasu mama Cry kurai Good Night

Tonde ike ganbatte katta boku no hikōki
Oshiri nagura rete itchokusen ni boku no hoppe
Yamete honto urusai yo menimienai basho itaiyo
Boku o wasurete sabishī tasukete
Nan-jikan mo kono sensō wa owaranai
Omoikiri me o tsumuru omajinai
Katei no omoide barabara ao to hada no karada
Nigete mo sameru nda yumenouchi
Kanaunara kai teta e no naka
Umareru mae de Stay dekireba yokattanoni na

Demo shinpaiiranai kara mimamotterukara ne.
Demo ī kai? Hitotsudakeda yo boku o koroshite yo.

Daremoinaina itami ni wa nareta!
Tsukuru hikizuru moguru kuzusu mukumu akai mizo afureru!
Nōmiso no shiwa egure dasu mama Cry kurai Good Night

Aruhi dakishimete kureta boku wa mō inakatta

I really like this song hehe. Unfortunately I couldn't get the english lyrics. If I can, I will update this.

If you want any more songs from takayan, please don't hesitate to suggest them.

The link to the music video: https://youtu.be/fRrZ2Nr-KKQ

The link to Takayan's YouTube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/MegaIgaguri

Thank you for listening, and please enjoy! 

A War Always Rages At Home by Takayan

All credit goes to the one and only Takayan Σ>―(〃°ω°〃)♡→

Please support the artist!!

Art credit : aidakegasukui

Takayan - 不幸な女の子の曲 In the brain stained with blood

【English Lyrics】
※ “Menhera” means people who are clingy or mentally ill in Japanese.
※ Usually refer to girls.

(*Sigh*)
(I wail again today...)
(Apply cosmetic surgeries to make myself happy...)
(Is it good to be alive?)

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

A bit of profane and poor personality, it fine.
Why are you so cute, OMFG!?
Looks like an entertainer, in fact just an ordinary girl.
Take cigarettes and Strong Zero, secretly.
Chain of happiness from the cracked phone.
Went to my idol’s live show today!  High five and stand up!!
Want to be a mass-produced-girl who looks good and match you. 
After I’ve grown up, one way trip to endless cosmetic surgeries!
Gain attention of interested person, through Retweet & Like.
Taking life seriously.  The ultimate cuteness, "MCM".
Already want to die but still want to live.
Want to know about the world after death...
Hey, hold on!  Wait!  No!  Please don’t!  Too early for you to die!
Aim to be cute while worrying.  You are wonderful!
Are you contributing? On the contrary, I want to contribute my love for you.
The emoji you use, so cute that I could die!
How you write “depression” online, “D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N-”.
Spelled it like a 3-year-old kid.
Take a Polaroid with the one you like.
Feel too good and caused difficulty in breathing.
Bunch of pink and cute stuffs.
Uses barrettes with My Melody and Kuromi.
Menhera’s sense of fashion, perfect.
I meant to say, Menhera itself is a fashion trend.
Red-light district, the Holy Land of Menhera.
La-la-la.  Let’s go there with my Gucci hat.
Let’s starts the fun party again tonight.
Let's be friends, and cut our wrist together!!

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

Wounds and tears, our daily routine.
Was energetic when I was a kid, but she died.
Desperately wants to see myself shining.
As I’m still laughing, “Let it go..” towards everything.
Clock’s ticking since I woke up.
Have no idea if I’m on the right track.
Their opinions are all dumb and stupid.
Okay, no complain as long as I’m still alive.
Keep it up.  Keep it up.
Push our body to the limit.
Our youth have limit and will end soon.
At least in my opinion, you shines like a diamond.
Keep it up.  Keep it up.
The tragic heroine who listen to sick songs.
Anyways, you’re still cute.  A piece of art.
Face the world of unreasonable and contradiction, head-to-head!

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

Takayan's Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/MegaIgaguri

The music video: https://youtu.be/lw1_fZGGVAw

Everything is Boring - Takayan/たかやん

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