Takayan

たかやん / Takayan

たかやん

昨日、近所で見たんだ 三輪車を漕いでる少女を
本当の笑顔で 汚ければ出せない 透き通る汗が垂れていた
昔と比べれば自由になったのか 黒さを知っただけなのか
知らない奴にペコペコしたり 不自由な社会の渦ん中に落ちる
相手できずに21年目 作り方を教えてよ先生
靴脱ぎゃ洗いっぱなしの皿と服 

まぁこれでも良いんじゃないか？生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている
大嫌いなアイツも時間の流れで 消えてった ある意味自由だった

いっそ生まれてこなけりゃ 味わうことは無かった
好きな人の嘘 友人への嫉妬 求める見返り 
もうマジ辛かったなァ あぁあぁあぁあぁあぁ
死んだら意識はどうなる？視界は見える？この世界、地獄？
この人生の一番の課題 誰も知らないから仕方が無い
分かんないから 好きに生きていいか？

あ～めんどくせえな！ 我儘に生きてやろう！

まぁこれでも良いんじゃないか？生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている
陽気だった私も時間の流れで 消えてった ある意味自由だった

マブダチが結婚しても 上手く応援できないよ
いつだって置いて行かれても 心はガキのまま いたいの！

良いんじゃないか！生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている！
大嫌いなアイツも時間の流れで 消えてった！ ある意味残酷だ。
良いんじゃないか！生きてる実感を身に染みて感じている！
陽気だった私も時間の流れで 消えてった！ ある意味自由だった。

だ け ど ね さ ま よ い つ づ け る

たかやん - 腐りきった人生だ。/   Takayan - It's a rotten life.

【Lyrics】

あいつを後悔させてやる 心、体も傷付けて
ゴミクズ。 吐きそうになる
「人間全員信用できない」自分だけを信じればいい
したいタイムスリップ 皆、自己中。

またダメだったよ 次はもっと良い相手と
行為が下手な奴より 金遣い荒い奴より
返信遅い奴より 急に塩対応になる奴より 
欲の為に上辺だけ。
片思いだった時に戻りたいよ
追える恋愛が一番 楽しかった
何時間経っても 隣に居ない
汚い部屋 全部終わりにしたい
過ぎた話 でも離れないな
トーク履歴 写真とか 消し辛いわ
ほら無理してさ 笑えないじゃん
夢でまた戦う また明日

あいつを後悔させてやる 心、体も傷付けて
ゴミクズ。 吐きそうになる
「人間全員信用できない」自分だけを信じればいい
したいタイムスリップ 皆、自己中。


【English Lyrics】


I'm going to make him regret, he hurt my heart and body
He's a piece of sh*t. He makes me wanna throw up
"I can't trust anyone" Just trust yourself
I want to go back in time, everyone is selfish.

Didn't go well again, next one will be a better partner
More than a guy who's bad at s*x, more than a guy who spends too much
More than a guy who responds late, more than a guy who suddenly becomes cold
Be superficial just for the desires.
I want to go back to when it was a one-sided crush
Chasing was the most fun
No matter how many hours pass by, you're not next to me
Dirty room, I want to end everything
Stories of the past, but it doesn't go away
The text messages, photos, is hard to erase
See, I'm forcing myself, I can't laugh
I fight in my dreams again, see you tomorrow

I'm going to make him regret, he hurt my heart and body
He's a piece of sh*t. He makes me wanna throw up
"I can't trust anyone" Just trust yourself
I want to go back in time, everyone is selfish.

たかやん - つらい失恋をした人の曲 /Takayan - Song of a person who has a hard heartbreak

Music/Lyrics/Track/Mix/Mastered : たかやん (Takayan)
Twitter : https://twitter.com/takayan_gorizal

Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/takayan_gor...


Illust : akariDON
Twitter : https://twitter.com/DON404DON


【Lyrics】
そりゃ生きてりゃさ 優しくて信じてりゃさ
一直線に愛してた人から裏切られる時とかもあるだろう
大好きな人から別れを告げられたり
一大事が多すぎ 大事が分からなくなってしまうよ

死ぬほど愛してたのに 死ぬほど痛い思いを心に
周りを考えすぎて「自分は誰だろう？」 中身ペラペラ

「知らない、所詮他人は他人」でも自分自身をまだ愛せない
スマホの中は矛盾の戦争 人の幸せで性格、逆行。
良いよ いいよ 悲劇のヒロイン
死にたいのに死にゃ無くなるの酷い
「好き」を伝えるのさえ一歩で諦めて て て て て

まぁ焦らないで 必死に生きて輝いてる
推しに貢ぐ金が無いが かあいい 泣いて高笑い
病み隠して頑張ってる 辛い叫び 伝わってる
いつか後悔させりゃいい 今はずっと病めばいい!

泣きたいなら泣いてね 笑えないなら笑うな
無気力で自分を切った病原菌をぶっ飛ばせるまで
高速で行きたい場所へ逃げよう 手首の線の分 悩み聞くよ
誰が否定しても君の選択は全部正しいから。
お金も政治もクソったれ 人生も死後もクソったれ
でも全て認めれる人になりたいなぁ～。
ってか人生、長いようで短い 
こんなのは所詮ゲームだから
冴えない自分も暖かい自分も愛してね

【English Lyrics】
Yeah, while you’re alive, if you’re kind and believing
There must’ve been a time you were betrayed by a loved one
Like when the person you really liked suddenly asked for a break up
There are so many tragic events that we don’t know what’s important

I loved you to death, with deadly painful memories to my heart
Thinking of my surrounding too much, “Who am I?” No content

“I don’t know, after all strangers are strangers” But I can’t love myself yet
My smartphone is a war of contradictions, my personality becomes opposite because of other’s happiness.
It’s okay, it’s okay, drama queen
Want to die but once dead it’s cruel that it means nothing
Just conveying “love” I’ve given up at the first step te te te te

Well don’t rush it, live desperately and shine
Don’t have money to use for your #1 favorite but, cute, cry and laugh high pitched
Hiding your depression and working hard, screams of pain, I hear it
One day make them regret, right now just stay depressed!

If you want to cry, cry. If you can’t laugh, don’t laugh
Until you can knock down the bacteria made from empty self cuts
Let’s run away to a place you want on the high way, I’ll listen to your problems, the same amount as the lines on your wrist
No matter what others oppose to, all your decisions are correct.
Money and politics is sh*t, life and afterlife is sh*t
But I want to be someone who can accept all that~.
I mean, life seems long but short
After all, this is a game so
Love yourself, dull or warm

たかやん - 今は病んでも良いんだよ

I don’t own this. I just want the music :c

演じてばかりだ (I’m Always Acting) by Takayan

I don’t actually know what the English name is so. Tada

彼氏欲しすぎ症候群 By Takayan

薬物中毒の曲/(Bad Trip)/Takayan

たかやん / Takayan - A War Always Rages At Home

Takayan - True Feelings

This track belongs to Takayan and they should get credited for this music.

Song About Being Happy To Be Together, But Worrying About Sudden Breakup -Takayan

audio is not mine, i just edited it

shut up - たかやん / Takayan

shut up grr

All credit goes to the one and only Takayan Σ>―(〃°ω°〃)♡→

Please support the artist!!

Art credit : aidakegasukui

Takayan - 不幸な女の子の曲 In the brain stained with blood

【English Lyrics】
※ “Menhera” means people who are clingy or mentally ill in Japanese.
※ Usually refer to girls.

(*Sigh*)
(I wail again today...)
(Apply cosmetic surgeries to make myself happy...)
(Is it good to be alive?)

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

A bit of profane and poor personality, it fine.
Why are you so cute, OMFG!?
Looks like an entertainer, in fact just an ordinary girl.
Take cigarettes and Strong Zero, secretly.
Chain of happiness from the cracked phone.
Went to my idol’s live show today!  High five and stand up!!
Want to be a mass-produced-girl who looks good and match you. 
After I’ve grown up, one way trip to endless cosmetic surgeries!
Gain attention of interested person, through Retweet & Like.
Taking life seriously.  The ultimate cuteness, "MCM".
Already want to die but still want to live.
Want to know about the world after death...
Hey, hold on!  Wait!  No!  Please don’t!  Too early for you to die!
Aim to be cute while worrying.  You are wonderful!
Are you contributing? On the contrary, I want to contribute my love for you.
The emoji you use, so cute that I could die!
How you write “depression” online, “D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N-”.
Spelled it like a 3-year-old kid.
Take a Polaroid with the one you like.
Feel too good and caused difficulty in breathing.
Bunch of pink and cute stuffs.
Uses barrettes with My Melody and Kuromi.
Menhera’s sense of fashion, perfect.
I meant to say, Menhera itself is a fashion trend.
Red-light district, the Holy Land of Menhera.
La-la-la.  Let’s go there with my Gucci hat.
Let’s starts the fun party again tonight.
Let's be friends, and cut our wrist together!!

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

Wounds and tears, our daily routine.
Was energetic when I was a kid, but she died.
Desperately wants to see myself shining.
As I’m still laughing, “Let it go..” towards everything.
Clock’s ticking since I woke up.
Have no idea if I’m on the right track.
Their opinions are all dumb and stupid.
Okay, no complain as long as I’m still alive.
Keep it up.  Keep it up.
Push our body to the limit.
Our youth have limit and will end soon.
At least in my opinion, you shines like a diamond.
Keep it up.  Keep it up.
The tragic heroine who listen to sick songs.
Anyways, you’re still cute.  A piece of art.
Face the world of unreasonable and contradiction, head-to-head!

Hey girl!  Being sick!!  So what?!
Can never get rid of gloom and menstrual cramps.
Cut wrist covered with Oronine Ointment.
“Ahh, I cut again.. How embarrassing…”
Don’t worry, Menhera are cute.
Sick girls are delicate and very adorable.
Love the only one in earnest, so cool!
No need to be sick about being sick.

Takayan's Youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/MegaIgaguri

The music video: https://youtu.be/lw1_fZGGVAw

遠距離恋愛の曲。- Takayan/たかやん

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