a collection of thoughts and memories - songs imbued with emotions felt by their creator. 

an original project by CDMusic.
inspired by the work of C418.

cubic : volume 1

since i've been struggling to release bigger tracks, i thought i'd take some time to work on something smaller for a change.

self-confidence is something i struggle with a lot, and that definitely contributes as to why i take so long on bigger projects - i finished this today out of frustration for not being able to work on something else that's far more important, so in a way it's a song made from emotional strain, and a want for stress relief.

hope you guys like it regardless, much love :)

Name and screenshot supplied by John Snail

wonder

in a way, i feel calm in this little self-contained place where i know i can create something that i can be proud of, without thousands of eyes watching my every move during the process.
this feeling helped bring forth both "wonder" and "halcyon", which is once again inspired by minecraft's soundtrack, which is one of my all time favourites.

- Name chosen by the community
- Screenshot supplied by John Snail

halcyon

a strange world beyond the purple swirls, a world beyond comprehension in its vastness, yet so contained within some sort of inpenetrable rock above and below me.
this heat is overwhelming, and something more is it feels hostile and dangerous, but i cannot help but be entranced by the beauty before me - a little exploration couldn't hurt, right?

Named and screenshot supplied by John Snail.

a sort of oasis

sometimes my stress on other projects culminates into something else - this is a product of it, i guess.
expectations are my biggest bottleneck, since i feel i need to meet them otherwise i'll feel like i've let people down - makes me feel cold inside whenever i do, especially when i spend a lot of time on things that sometimes just lead to disappointment.

anyways, it's cold. come take a seat by the campfire, i can tell you my stories.

Name and screenshot supplied by John Snail

cooldown

beneath the waves is a world mostly undiscovered, it teeths with a huge bounty of life and colour - it's mesmerising. though, these shores are more shallow than i expected, but these deep gashes in the ocean floor seem to grant entry to caverns far deeper below.. i hope i can handle the pressure.

mental health wise i wish i could say i was fine, but i could feel so much better for someone who just finished a project that was in the works for 18 months.

Name and screenshot supplied by John Snail

sunken

one could say that this has been a rough week, i think.
dedicated to technoblade. may he rest in peace.

Screenshot supplied by John Snail.
Named by me.

memoriam

I originally started this track back in August, way before I went on vacation; was having a depressive episode, so this is basically my auditory representation of that emotion - what could be beautiful and calm melodies is taken up by oppressive, vast noise and dissonant chords.

Anyways, the void's unfathomable vastness awaits, join me on my journey into the lands deep into the great nothing.

Named by me.
Image from Sam H

beyond

in the mere 10 days this was worked on, this is possibly the most emotionally charged song in the album - the end of the album deserves a song made at the end of an era. 

how i see this is a song representative of new horizons, freedom, yet reminiscence on good past times. i don't know how to describe it other than that, and i hope this captured it well.

- Named chosen by my community
- Image from LordMetarex

twilight skyline

funny how the last track of the album i finished is the first one that plays, isn't it?

the journey begins where it ends, let us see where it takes us.
i made this in like, 2 hours btw lmao

- Named by me.
- Image from LordMetarex.

entry

British composer and music producer, mostly for Terraria mods.
https://discord.gg/wTFbS75 Link to my Discord server.