prod. @ayyitsryo

lyrics:
running
with eyes closed shut
my hands are numb
and draped in blood
and now's the only time i'll

reach out
third time in a day
my hands in my face
we're going to waste
and now's the only time i'll

live for a moment
my heart is exploding
i scratched thru the surface
i'm dying to breathe

i sip on this potion
rid me of emotion
i'm sick of this burden
i'm dying to leave

on god
why would u leave me alone to rot
we can go back n cut all of our losses
we can take back what's lost

the only time (ryo)

prod. me
ft. @t1gerstar

out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/empty-nesters-feat-tigerstar

thank u to tigerstar for hopping on this! u are the best :D

lyrics:
(me)
could you tell me
what it is that im missing
i been waiting by
so long for a mission
what's my problem
are you checkin my condition
tell me whats wrong with a little ambition

i been feeling washed up
whats the rush
i been fighting demons
and i never keep in touch
i been talking to my thoughts tryna think the right stuff
but its never not enough
life's always gettin tough

thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

so im watching where i step
and ill keep on pushin
and the secrets that i kept
now i know i really shouldnt
so ill take another breath
i was too focused on my footing
it took all that i had not to fall right into it

picture this im never sitting til i stop
kept my eyes on the clock
countin seconds til i caught
a glimpse of what im seeking i could never miss the top
if i never make it i can't bear to take the drop

(tigerstar)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
i took a little bit too much of what i really can take
getting too attached to the buzz i feel when im awake
its only when i sleep enough i can get up to make (something of myself)

you gotta be trying to turn around
you can't be so ready to be turned down
why are you wanting to rush things to happen now?
i don't really mind if they're making me wait

it's really not as serious as they make it out to be
closer to home than a different agency
know i can sound just a little too passionate

i wonder if i'll live up to all you expect from me
letting them down amplifies the pressure
but i won't let you down however you measure that

(me)
thought i'd never see the change but i'm movin away
empty nesters back home know i got a lot to say
but i'm stuck in my head
blocking out all my problems started thinkin
i was better off stayin in bed

and if the world behaved
i'd be better off now
than i was yesterday
its okay to take a break if you need to
dont shy away from the people who believe you

empty nesters ft. tigerstar

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lyrics:
[Intro]
Two, two, three, four

[Verse 1]
Slipped out of focus
Weight of the stars
One thousand locusts
No, we aren’t getting far
Tried to reach, I really did
Dreaming of the water’s edge
Where I lie
A fear of flight, and a leap of faith
The winding roads, and the summer rain
I fell in love
Sky came crashing down
Hell from above
But impassive now
Moved on, somehow

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment you walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Verse 2]
You were the muses in my head (In my head)
Still, I find some things better left unsaid (Left on read)
Tried to let it go
Yet I fall right down against
I lied and said I won’t
But I felt my knees give in
Laying down by the lakeside, I
Tried to stall but it ain’t worth my time
And I was in heaven then
My dream was irreverent, no
Somewhere so familiar
I stand, and stare
Like “how’d I get here again?”

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment I walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Bridge]
Yeah, that sounds about right
Yeah, sure
Whew

[Verse 3]
Hazy views of peaks
I rocked myself to sleep
Swing-set dreams
And it’s all that I really need
It’s all that I really need from you
I been up for too long
Tried to find where I went wrong

[Verse 4]
Empty parking lots
Nose bleeds from vertigo
Visions idolized
Hurricane, over the coast
Soil swallow me whole, I don’t wanna go home
Garden on the wall, don’t take me away from you
I’ll be back someday
I don’t wanna fade out
I fold under the weight now
There's something in the way now, oh no
I’ll be back someday

[Bridge]
Tried to shout, but I can’t talk
Higher cliffs, farther drop
“It’s hard, isn’t it? Letting go, I mean. Whatever.”

[Outro]
You told me “it won’t be forever”
Yet I’ve been wasting forever away
Told me this “wasn’t a goodbye”
And “I’ll see you another day”
Those were the last words you said to me
And they’re words I wish you didn’t say
Though time heals all eventually,
It’s time I’d rather waste
Waiting for you

garden on the wall

1.  Prod Dylxn X Spill
2. Prod. 6makxs
3. Prod.nova
4. ft. eli juggz
5. (SojaBrat remix)
6. prod. nova x nerc
7. prod Damnhasty X Nerc X Kagyuwtf

esco w/ spoder

tuff love

~ alexithymia ~
n. a neuropsychological phenomenon expressing important difficulties in identifying and describing the experienced emotions by oneself or others. It also involves emotional issues in terms of social attachment and interpersonal relations. There is no scientific agreement whether this neuropsychological phenomenon is a personality trait, a medical symptom or eventually a mental disorder.

prod. by me and @bdsm2
mastered by @alisynn

dolorem obscura

alexithymia (outro)

I’m not even famous
Feels like they don’t wanna talk
Am I the one to blame
Did I say something to piss em off
I’m not even famous
Feels like all my numbers blocked
Talkin face to face
Telling stories while They’re spacing off

Not Even Famous

they said we couldn't so we did 
we stole the fuck outta this beat i'm ngl 
s/o ice spice s/o caesar patron s/o papa johns 
fuck jersey tho

@xelcius
@imxela
@somberpara
@1jayne
@blurxy

munch cypher w/ xel, xela, para, blurxy, jayne

(p. sky)
new type shit, hope yall enjoy fr love yall.

lyrics-

steady
btch we movin steady
troops is steady steppin louboutins 
yeah we is comin heavy,
yk that we come from the back
lil btch is hidin like where is you at?
my shit is extended acog on the strap  
we stay in the trap
we send you to hell while im drivin the cat
ooh im in yo city
way too high im dizzy
my shit modded got too many rounds i got like 50
boy you dyin
leave yo momma cryin
skrrt off in a maybach gaf ab the mileage

just started, on pilot
no i am not lyin
rollin up this gas so i can forget all them times again 
hollup wait, try again
maybe its on my end
im jus talkin business i just want my fkn racks man

yeah wait
ooh that boy a broke 
he look like a fckin joke 
boy u spendin money on some btches you dont even know
boy where yo funds
fck on yo momma then i fck on yo aunt
they fell for my trap n im leavin them stunned (s/o cypher)
boy you is laughin but you is the pun
i pull out my sword n slice like im trunks

like baby you the one
bitch dont im lyin, i jus want her for her guts
im jus havin fun, boy im not the one
our gangs heavy steppin we gon shoot you w our guns

damn, only worried bout my bag yeah
chain on my neck playin tag yeah
boy steady snitchin he rat n cant fw a scale he is fatter then fat yeah 
fuck on his bitch n he madder then mad yeah
hop out i slide n i crash yeah
glock 9 on the hip but i came w a mac yeah

steady

Time Heals

Artist // Producer
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Not Even Famous

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