[prod. deafly]

I texted myself today
because I was bored
and I haven’t felt this way
since the day before
your emptiness swelled the pain
that I couldn’t afford
you said that your ex was depraved
and now, I’m the one asking for more

I know that you’re leaving me
as soon as you find someone else
so I’ll just enjoy our time together
cause I can’t stand myself

I know I’ll see you again
and I will have to pretend
I’ll keep it together 'cause
my friends are friends with your friends

I texted myself today
because I was bored
and I haven’t felt this way
since the day before
your emptiness swelled the pain
that I couldn’t afford
I used to be so depraved
and now I am even more

depraved

p. jae luna, simon levine

It’s okay I guess
Why do you have to act so nonchalant instead of being honest?
(Why do you?)
I’m sitting in my room again, wondering what I did wrong
(What to do?)
I’ve cried what a waste of tears
What a waste of years of my life
(What a waste of years of my life)

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Everything you said upset you
Everything you said made you sad
Every time I made a mistake, I apologized
But you won’t do the same
I take the blame

It was you who always wanted to see me
And it was you who said you wanted to be with me
And I’m trying not to make it a big deal
But now I've met you and nothing else feels real

It was you who said we need to get closer
And it was you who kept begging me come over
And I'm trying not to make it a big deal
But my head can’t help from making a big deal

Big deal

Big Deal

stream: https://ffm.to/fangs-stream
produced by Cole Calico & Dez Forman

Lyrics:
(Oooo)
I don't know who told you I would be so brave
when I saw you all the blood rushed straight to my face
(1,2,3)
and I couldn't lie to you
I tried, but there's something else inside
then you said "look me in the eyes"

But I don't know what to say to this
every time the conversation ends
it feels like the walls are caving in
and I might die
and until we stop playing favorites
I'll figure out how to take a risk
show me your fangs and I'll face you now

It's always something I never expected
keep me in close 'till you wanna get your message out
and I doubt the words coming out my mouth
could keep me alive
think twice and I'll try like everything's fine enough for me to,
run and hide, pick my fights, and I'm none the wiser
I still can't shake this feeling that you're waiting outside
and I can still feel your eyes
(wait can we hear this?)

But I don't know what to say to this
every time the conversation ends
it feels like the walls are caving in
and I might die
and until we stop playing favorites
I'll figure out how to take a risk
show me your fangs and I'll stand my ground
show me your fangs and I'll face you now

Fangs

meou w austyn

i do not want the fame for this shit 

therapy performance video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEbc1wKL0X0 shot by 4x4shotthat x shesodan


lyrics: 

fuck

I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

the shit I'd do for you
god knows I'd move a mountain
if we flipped the point of view
god knows you'd live without it

if you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
if you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
cold and begging 
fuck your words I'll leave them read

yeah, fuck your words I'll leave them read

these days I been figuring it out on my own
minding my business
don't matter what they think cause when I speak they're listening
I think I just need to pivot to different shit
neither dying or living it could've changed my mind
I held my silence and after it 
you act like you weren't the antagonist
just one talk is enough 
hope my chest don't erupt
cause you realize that I was always someone that you can't love

fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But if it’s bout the shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
but I’m out here all alone 

and I knew that we wouldn't last but I'm trying not to chalk it up to wasted time
it's not you, it wasn't me, it was our state of minds
who's to say I'm fine?
the lines were crossed, diving us, but intertwine

the shit i'd do for you
god knows i'd move a mountain
if we flipped the point of view
god knows you'd live without it

fuck
I do not want the fame for this shit, I don’t wanna be to blame
Seeing blood-shot, red tears in my eyes, you could see the pain 
And i gave you my all gave my heart you let it break
When you know that I tried, I know that you were "trying" too
But when it comes to shit I go through, you wouldn’t know
Yeah my heart was still warm, now its gone, left in the cold
With the tears in my eyes can’t all dry up on their own
And I’m out here all alone and it's difficult

if you told me that you didn't care I'd believe it
if you asked how I'm doing I'm fine I'm just grieving, yeah

woke up, dreading, maybe I'm losing my head
cold and begging 
fuck your words I'll leave them read

performance video

spilt milk

an eclectic "song" | it's really a mini mini project


https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kheeno/keep-me-company


[Must I Wait]

how long must i wait?
how long must i wait?
for your love 

how long must i wait?
how long must i wait?
for your love, love

[Fool]

i am a fool 
who fell too hard
i fall in love too fast (too fast, too fast, too fast)
it tears me apart

guess it’s my fault i felt a future in your eyes
but where?
where did it go?

think i got too caught up 
seeing signs with 
nothing written at all

think i read too much 
between the lines, 
and now i'm 
healing my soul

[ST2U]

said you like melody
but do you like my rhythm?

keeping up the energy
dancing until we're done

storm inside is waiting for you
it's alive and searching for you

soul tied to you, babe
soul tied to you, babe

[2 Mood]

don't believe in magic
but you change my mind
i'm under a spell

normally i'd get over a heartbreak
but you, you never help

losing situation, 
when u call, 
when u call, 
ooh ooh 

know your feelings faded,  
it's my fault, 
it's my fault
	
i was down
by myself i found
what is love

how i lie to myself all the time
i don't even listen to my own advice

don't fall
for her
don't fall

losing situation, 
when u call, 
when u call

know your feelings faded,  
it's my fault, 
it's my fault

i was down
by myself i found
what is love

Keep Me Company

if a man falls

Dont think this typa music fits my voice lol, its possibly the hardest cover I made because I cant fucking rap. And I had no clue what the lyrics were so I just based all the lyrics around the line "super anxious". I made myself sound insecure as fuck. 😭

Lyrics:
[Intro:]
(OTW, Super anxious cause Im-)
(OTW, Super anxious cause Im- cause im-)
(MIRIN - OOH - YUH)

[Chorus:]
OTW?
Got no bitches so I dont wanna wait
Super anxious, girl like andale (wtf)
Got me asking "whats the eta?"
ASAP darling
ASAP could you lead the way? (yuh)
Pushing up cause I really need you babe
Know what it is when you call me babe (totally)
Wait, should I be on my way? 

[Verse A:]
High off of you my darling yea youre my supplier
Getting anything you want just tell me your desires
Im not composed, cant lie, its so much for me now
Really I'd love to show you off
(I dont know how to show you off)

[Verse B:]
Putting the time I want, just want someone whos solid
Who got you heart girl lets be honest
Is it me? Dont be relucant
What the fuck? Im being honest
Play your part, my loves abundant
I'll run away like super sonic

[Chorus]

[Outro:]
Speeding got me feinding for your love
Mm, yuh, ooh girl
No way I could ever get enough
I cant get enough it

Cube - OTW (Mirin Cover)

I had a choice in life
when I met you 
I was a rotten mind 
What did I do 
You said your sick 
of all the shit I did (do)
But I admit 
this thing is something serious
I just want to know if my mind is wrong 
Just talk to me 
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I wish I’d never need it 
Hollow me 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Just talk to me (talk to me would you listen?)
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I’ll give another reason (honestly I’m scared of distance) 
baby please (ill be on my way ) 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Fuck your life imma worry about mine 
Took 2 more just to ease my mind
Fucked up once with a careful lie
I won’t learn from my own advice
high every night and I’ll tell you why
Fuck this life 
it’s a prison
I don’t need much 
just a little time 
But Time ain’t shit 
when you clear your mind 
Fucked my brain with a little lie 
Tell me why this shits alright 
Just hope and pray ,
That things will get better everyday 
This shit just overwhelms
My heart , with pain 
Praying for the day I die 
My minds so gone , I need some help
My life so awful yea I know
My minds so gone
My minds so gone 
My minds so gone 
I swear 
Just talk to me 
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I wish I’d never need it 
Hollow me 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong
Just talk to me (talk to me would you listen?)
tell me what your thinking
Honestly, I’ll give another reason (honestly I’m scared of distance) 
baby please (ill be on my way ) 
I never thought I’d do you so wrong

https://open.spotify.com/track/0C04d0TcdH8P4fAwkjNloq?si=c51da8c6af3e4570

Dionysus

#TOMMY4PRESIDENT
#BBLDRIZZYSUCKS
#bbldrizzybeatgiveaway
diss of the century

lyrics:
hate all these rappers they average/
mark my words ima blow up/
gotta Drake for the faking ass underground cappers/
metro prod ima show up/
fuck everybody using me for a free session got shows and you don’t wanna show love/
internet fame it done got to your head so you know ima roll up/
smoking that reefuh, smoking that za/
i’m rolling an op/
pass me the aux/
don’t test the god/
not playing no mid ovo stop/
triple Xed out but nobody talk/
money can buy you a shooter or pay off a loser but never gon cover your flaws/
shoutout kdot for showing that family means all/
no wonder your daughter ain’t call/
pedophiles up in Hollywood/
hella files on the 6/
orange file on your favorite rapper/
why you still riding dick/
your pen ain’t really writing shit/
how you gon miss/
drop a hit for the kids who are finding they purpose we better than every diss/
all the youth lookin up to some posers average ain’t cutting it ain’t saying shit/
on to the next/
on to the best/
top of the city might jump just to flex/
only gon run up your streams when dead with the rest/
running the lights running straight through the feds/
gimme the mic coming straight for your neck/
1 eyed mike I’ll chew up the lead/
3.5 shrooms got me right in the head/
shoot 3 times just to make sure he dead/
dpf shot it or thought that he did/ 
all for the cameras it’s all for the biz/
just playing that’s bro some of yall isn’t/
I’m Christ risen/
hide your kids Drake might rizz em/
this light work and i hate lifting/
had to go and show em fake griffin/
he a family guy/
nah the family lied/
bread the only thing that keeping family ties/
burn it up it’s like damn he died/
your life a facade up in my eyes/
real recognize real asking why/
the greats are some lames/
shit is insane type of people that succeed fake fame/
fake names, rip the mask off Jason in the frame/
cut right through the pain/
my jumper hot run right through the paint/
no jumper not yo girlfriend stank/
people doing weird shit for the paper/
ima class a hater see ya later/
alligator/
afterwhile boots crocodile/
wipe a smug look off won’t see a smile/
this shit get wicked this shit get wild/
up in the bean but from the south/
334/
they know me know
you know me now/
you know me now/
Big L you a loser/
fuck you and all of your shooters/
on the come up/
need a mill when the sun up/
Drake repost it he don’t wanna run it/
how i’m better than you and i’m not really up yet/
i know you sitting on yo couch looking dummy dumb stressed/
this just a fun flex/
bbl drizzy getting bun checked/
on the radar hmu ima get dumb checks/
degrassi Aubrey looking whack smacked in a SnapBack/
Beef in a hazmat/
Taylor swift of hip hop workout you gotta fat back/
finna have like fat stacks/
put the gun back in the bag go back to the whack tracks/
now he dead/

[produced by metro boomin]

FUCKYAFAVORITERAPPER #BBLDRIZZY [PROD METRO BOOMIN] #bbldrizzybeatgiveaway

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t y t y 
tell me tho did you know i
been throwing away my whole life
most of my dreams just roll by
i just wave when they go by
spending my time like it’s all mine
i don’t blame nobody
sold myself
swear i just bought it back

made a habit out of robbing myself
i don’t wanna be great i just wanna be well
but i can’t solve these problems i keep causing 
tell me why i keep lying to myself like this 
boy think twice this ain’t right
ain’t no way to exist

it takes time for me to say how it is
over-embelish my lifestyle
over-telling people that im alright now
like im not one step closer to break down
these walls i built gon' come down
i dont wanna quit but i think about
im a little kid, you could catch me powtin

made a habit out of robbing myself
i don’t wanna be great i just wanna be well
but i can’t solve these problems i keep causing 
tell me why i keep lying to myself like this 
boy think twice this ain’t right
ain’t no way to exist

this poison inside my veins,
cant get it out
its hopeless
i need some help
please send it now
keep going
cant last like this forever
keep going
cant last like
(yeah)

made a habit out of robbing myself
i don’t wanna be great i just wanna be well
but i can’t solve these problems i keep causing 
tell me why i keep lying to myself like this 
boy think twice this ain’t right
ain’t no way to exist

robbin

Artist // Producer
Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5AraXiDjVroghzTAjhoShV
Apple Music:
https://itun.es/us/8K4Vab
fogging up my specs

robbin

Charlie Powers

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