Name: Am I Not Here by Charlotte E Gray
Duration: 4 min 14 s
Description: Written from the words of Our Lady of Guadalupe.

Act Like You're Real

Laura, Ev'rybody's Talkin'

Tell Me Baby

Here We Are...Look At The People

Written from the words of Our Lady of Guadalupe.

Am I Not Here

love is a knife

love is a knife
you push it slow
then pull it hard
away you go

love is a knife
on a black horse
a dead rider 
in Sierra Morena

love is a knife
love is pain
it goes deep down
leaves no stain

black horse
dead rider
thieves are
singing your song

love is a knife
hurts like hell


Jackson Lucas ©2025
jjacksonlucas@yahoo.com

Love Is a Knife

inhale the light

my mind made up
no guardian cloud
iron lung inhale
inhale again
rain colors wipe the dust
inhale the light

hole in my shoe
leaking water
trapped in space
down frosty waves
cloud guardian at the gate
inhale the light

every day do what we do
every day today we do

pick me up, damn shame
nobody takes the blame

my mind made up
no guardian cloud
iron lung inhale
inhale again
rain colors wipe the dust
inhale the light

bright sky behind
rain evil dies
a troubled mind
inhale again
stars will be aligned
inhale the light

pick me up, damn shame
nobody takes the blame

my mind made up
no guardian cloud
iron lung inhale
inhale again
rain colors wipe the dust
inhale the light


Jackson Lucas ©2025
jjacksonlucas@yahoo.com

Fading into Blue

Inhale the Light

golden coast heatwave


a golden coast heatwave
sky furnace is on blast
a golden coast heatwave
sky furnace is on blast

driving down from Mendocino
hugged the coast, kicked some dust.

when we got to Santa Cruz
we thought we finally had it made
when we got to Santa Cruz
we thought we finally had it made

old man sat on the side of the road
said, slow down, it’s one ten in the shade.

we can’t slow down we hurry
we have a tail on us we fear
we can’t slow down we hurry
we have a tail on us we fear

pray tell us where we get
a fifth of rye, a case of ice-cold beer.

old man sauntered to our side
been waiting for you guys a while
the old man sauntered to our side
been waiting for you guys a while

get out and put your hands where I see them
our cells are cold, he told us with a smile.

judge said, son, you get 30 for this one
thanks judge, I said, we will behave
judge said, son, you get 30 for this one
thanks judge, I said, we will behave

we’ll take a roof, free meal and a bed
any day in a golden coast heatwave.



Jackson Lucas ©2025
jjacksonlucas@yahoo.com

golden coast heatwave

Named a field after you

inhale the light


hole in my shoe
leaking water
trapped in space
down frosty waves
cloud guardian at the gate
inhale the light

pick me up, damn shame
nobody takes the blame

my mind made up
no guardian cloud
iron lung inhale
inhale again
rain colors wipe the dust
inhale the light

bright sky behind
rain evil dies
a troubled mind
inhale again
stars will be aligned
inhale the light

every day do what we do
every day today we do

pick me up, damn shame
nobody takes the blame

my mind made up
no guardian cloud
iron lung inhale
inhale again
rain colors wipe the dust
inhale the light



Jackson Lucas ©2025
jjacksonlucas@yahoo.com

Inhale the Light/Night Cut

Love Is Like

Cigarettes

Charlotte E. Gray is a California native with a long history of loving music, writing poetry and singing her heart out for both personal and professional purposes.  Charlotte followed the example of her Mother, as a poet and her Father who loved all kinds of music.  After many years of singing other people's songs and attempting to ignite her desire to put music to her words, Charlotte begin to write down her inspirations.  Late in life she is proud to call herself a singer and a songwriter!  Charlotte looks forward to sharing her thoughts and inspirations with anyone else who loves music and poetry.  She gives the credit for her perseverance and inspirations to the support of her sister Tricia and her Beloved Lord, Jesus the King of Glory.

Am I Not Here

Charlotte E Gray

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