moving on from Dan

New single "Homesick (feat. not home.)”
shoutout not home. for featuring on this track! check out his amazing music

(Lyrics)
The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

Feels like I’m missing part of me lately 
Even if you kinda drove me crazy 
I could turn around and you’d be there
Felt like you would always care 
Now I turn around to nothing 
Am I holding onto something?
Or was everything empty words
Let it sink in Let it hurt 

(not home.)
Damn, I really thought you gave a fuck about me
Soaking in the darkness that surround me
I’ve been getting higher then a pine tree
Car race, side streets going 90, (90)
Curly hair in my eyes
I don’t care if you’re alive
Quit wasting my time
Can’t stand but I think I’ll be fine 

The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

Why am I feeling homesick
It’s not like I didn’t learn my lesson
Everyday I’ve been broken 
I can’t stop this hurting 
I wonder where you’re at
If you’re coming back 
In my chest It feels like a heart attack 
And I wonder,  I wonder 
If I’ll ever, feel okay 

The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

mixed by yago beats
prod by Nate2Timez

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Homesick (feat. not home.) [Prod. Nate2Timez]

songs: advice by alex g, no more sorry by my bloody valentine, inside out by duster, anniversary of an uninteresting event by deftones, limerence by yves tumor, call me by gigi masin, melon yellow by slowdive, see you when i die by boyo, poison tree by grouper, and towards dawn by rolo tomassi

every day is the same・。・mix

good 4 u

credit to https://twitter.com/sh1nd3 for the cover art

fucked up
my life
and theres no going back

burning
all my time
and i feel so trapped

everyone hates me
feel like im going crazy
i feel stupid i fucked up theres not much else that i can do

i just dont want to feel this way
its getting worse everyday
these feelings i just cant contain 
i think that i am going insane

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

fucked up
my chances
and now theres no one left for me 

i just want
to end it
then i can finally be free

my friends and family think there is no saving me
nowhere left for me to go be better off six feet below

i just want to redeem myself
but cant admit that i need help
from everything that ive been through
i just dont know what to do

i feel so dejected
im always rejected
i cant do anything
i just wanna scream
i feel so embarrassed
all my life so careless
gone downhill since 18
i just wanna scream

dejected

Tired Eyes (Featuring @kylee-brielle)

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Lyrics:

Don’t whisper another word
You’ll never be heard
So scream it at the top of your lungs
At the top of your lungs

Like crumpled up suicide notes 
 And lovers’ names carved in burning trees
A shameful regret, now filled with so much hate
But the dying fire does not illuminate  
That it’s not over yet
We’ve only just met

How can you let it go?
When fear is all you know
Tired eyes looking for a way home
The path is over grown
The path is over grown

Spiralling down an endless black hole
You’ve lost all self-control 
And you just want to feel whole
Don’t lose your heart and soul
Just take my hand to hold

Don’t let go
Don’t let go

How can you let it go?
When fear is all you know
Tired eyes looking for a way home                            
The path is over grown
The path is over grown

So take my helping-hand 
I’ll guide you back to land
It’s taking a little longer than planned 
But I can see the sand

Tired Eyes

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Bella Poarch - Build a B*tch (BUNNY "Alt-Rock" Remix)

lyrics:

Don’t act smart
Because you’re not
You talk and talk
And never stop 

I would pay
An awful lot 
For you to finally
Knock it off 

How much
Till you learn a thing
About your own
Uncertainty 

You act like you
Dance on strings
But shit, 
That couldn’t be me 


Put my brain
Into a box 
And tie my insides 
Into knots

Dirty shoes
And ugly socks 
I start my day 
With cough drops

Stupid thoughts 
Inside my head 
I lost my vape
Inside my bed 

Read her message,
Still on read
Hopefully 
She thinks I’m dead

I don’t try 
To overdose 
I just don’t wanna 
Feel this low 

But if that means
I overdose 
Then I guess that’s 
Just how it goes 

I’m not happy 
But I try 
I do my best
And wiggle by 

I just wanna
Feel alive 
Even if I have to
Die

i woke up suicidal because i couldnt find my vape

Waste Of Time [Down & Out] - Hooligans!

Open up
And get carried away
Drifting off
I hear a strange parade
And it's you calling my name
Skipping now
I think I'm over it all
Then you're back
Planning your next attack
You know, I think about this whole thing most days

Why'd you leave it at that?
Robot husky and all
Stupid me
I fell for your call
And I cried I realised this was the end

I know I'm wrong
This can't go on like this
I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong - I know I'm wrong
I know I'm wrong, know I'm wrong
No, this can't go on
I know I'm wrong
Know I'm wrong

Oh no...
Dreampool why?
Why did things go this way?
Dreampool why?
Why did you not just say where I went wrong?
I think about this just about every day
Dreampool why?
Why you gotta be like this?
Dreampool why?
Why'd you have to fuck my brain?
Dreampool why?
Why'd you have to go away?
Dreampool why?
Dreampool why?

Dreampool why?
Why did things go this way?
Dreampool why?
Why did you not just say where I went wrong?
I think about this just about every day
Dreampool why?
Why you gotta be like this?
Dreampool why?
Why'd you have to fuck my brain?
Dreampool why?
Why'd you have to go away?
Dreampool why?
Dreampool why?

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahaha......

I Know I'm Wrong

SOUR

enough for you

Take a listen to Roadtrip: https://soundcloud.com/dreamtraps/roadtrip

LYRICS

[Intro]
(Secure the bag, know what I mean? Banrisk on the beat)
Ayo, Perish, this is hot, boy

[Verse 1]
I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time
Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind
And when they ask me how I'm doing
I say, "I'm just fine"
And when they ask me how I'm doing
I say, "I'm just fine"
But the fact is
I can never get off of my mattress
And all that they can ask is
"Why are you so sad, kid?" (Why are you so sad, kid?)

[Pre-Chorus]
That's what the mask is
That's what the point of the mask is

[Chorus]
So you can see I'm tryin'
You won't see me cryin'
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
And it just keeps on pilin'
It's so terrifying
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
I've been carin' too much for so long
Been comparin' myself for so long
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real
So long, it's rеal, so long, it's real

[Verse 2]
Always bein' judged by a bunch of strangе faces
Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages
But I've been places
So I'm okay-ish, so I'm okay-ish
Yeah, I'm okay, bitch
But the fact is
I need help, I'm failin' all my classes
They think that I need glasses
I just really wish that I could pass this (Wish that I could pass this)

[Pre-Chorus]
That's what the mask is
That's what the point of the mask is

[Chorus]
So you can see I'm tryin'
You won't see me cryin'
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
And it just keeps on pilin'
It's so terrifying
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (Yeah, I'm good)
I've been carin' too much for so long
Been comparin' myself for so long
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real
So long, it's real, so long, it's real

[Outro]
So long, it's real
So long, it's real

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Figure It Out - Hooligans!

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

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narcissist (yungspoiler)

burn It To The Ground

Open Season [Can You Hear Me?]

Open Season [Can You Hear Me?] -  Hooligans!

i let go of what made me whole
and dug myself a deeper hole
i fucking hate being alone
but it's all i've ever known
there's nobody left to care
so why the fuck am i still scared?
i don't think there's any coming back from this

i can't find any bliss

can't take living in this skin
did my life ever really begin?
sink into my cold sheets
don't wanna wake up this week

i'd ask you to stay
but you're too far away
i don't know if i can take another day
i wanna find a way
to not be so afraid
maybe then i could fix this mess i've made

i'm the worst of lovers
we'll never find each other
i'm a jerk, i'll suffer
and you'll just find another

Bliss

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Lyrics
[Intro]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 

[Verse 1]
I never tell the truth
I really wonder why 
I wonder why I got you 
Falling for all of my lies

[Verse 2]
If you get to close
I’ll tell you what you’ll find
I’ll introduce ya to the
Demons inside my mind

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you ain't giving up
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 
Cuz once you give and then I take
There ain’t no goin’ back
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake
I’ll tell you once, just walk away

[Post-Chorus]
Just walk away from me tonight, ayeah

[Verse 3]
When we look at the stars
You say that ours align
If you know everything, then why
Aren’t you reading the signs?

[Verse 3]
If you think we will last
Then you are you fucking blind
When I get bored of ya then I 
Will just leave you behind

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you ain't giving up
Yeahahahaha
I’m really hard to love
Yeahahahaha
But you don’t give a fuck

[Chorus]
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake 
Cuz once you give and then I take
There ain’t no goin’ back
I’ll tell you once, just walk away
Or I will be will your next mistake
I’ll tell you once, just walk away

[Post-Chorus]
Just walk away from me tonight, ayeah
Just walk away before I bite, yeah

Mistake

prod. florett

lyrics:

get yourself 
all situated 
we’re just happy 
that you made it 

full of life
but your eyes are vacant 
what the hell 
have you been thinkin?


drugs aren’t just for weekends 
they’re for drowning in the deep end
with your boyfriend or your girlfriend
at a dead end with your best friend

at the food court in the mall
or the starbucks by the bank 
i get wasted all the time
don’t ask me why i feel this way 

drugs aren’t just for weekends 
they’re for drowning in the deep end
with your boyfriend or your girlfriend
at a dead end with your best friend

at the food court in the mall
or the starbucks by the bank 
i get wasted all the time
don’t ask me why i feel this way

drugs aren't just for weekends

A punk rock kinda dystopian original song about the injustices in society today.

society is dying

yoo doo right - Join, Be Curst
Hooveriii - Erasure
Lucid Express - Hollowers ft. Adam Honingford
ALIAS - I Won't Go To Heaven, and That's Alright 
Manzanita Y Su Conjunto - Shambar 
The Tropicanas - Shooting Star
Bandicoot - Worried Blues
LoneLady - Fear Colours
Zachary Utz - Cave Print
Sweet Chap - A Song For The Subdued
Willie Dunn - Riel 
Sebastiao Tabajos & Pedro Dos Santos - Estudio No. 1
Betty Davis - Ooh Yea
David Myles - Bird Song
SNAPPED ANKLES - The Evidence
Daniel Avery - Hazel And Gold
PACKS - Hold My Hand
Edgar Breau - Flag Of The World
Okonkolo - Canto Por Ochun 
Sound Dimension - Full Up
Massive Attack - Lately

Pressure Drop Show, 24th May 2021

Lyrics: 

I'm so sick and tired of having no one
I'm so tired of having no fun
I know this schtick has been so overdone
but this is a cry for help I really need someone

No fun allowed
Can't hear my screams in the crowd
I'll kill myself no doubt 
But where, when, and how?

moving on from Dan

Charlotte Watson