no samples
prod mix master @93feetofsmoke

video: https://youtu.be/La0kW8IDOa8

lyrics:

nowadays
headache
cold shoulder
getting colder
guess I'm growing older

imma loner
lie and say 
i love her
u dont come over
when your sober

x2

i don't wanna tell you
what I think I about
drugs are longer now
i never leave the house
don't look at me for help
i hate to watch u drown
still tried my best no doubt
like fuck u talking bout??

lie & say i love her

Prod. @anxietyattackss

This is do or die just like everything else ya
This an angel falling fast I might need help ya
"These are words you need to hear" I tell myself yeah
Pray that god strikes me down don't wanna live no more

I don’t have no time for closure
You did your rounds I fucked around and now it’s over
You know expecting things to last Is bad composure
I know I’m fucked up in the head thats why i lost her

Please forgive me for my sins, I ain’t mean to hurt my loved ones
and unfortunately I did, Imma regret my mistakes until the od or the lead
This is much past far removed you know I've been way off the edge

this is suicide just not sure where it ends
this is beautiful just let me play pretend
this is cynical i've been a piece of shit
this is factual I'm just relaying scripts

Imma own up own up
imma fuck up fuck up
are u sorry that u met me?
i still wonder, wonder
but you don't gotta wonder
x2

This is do or die just like everything else ya
This an angel falling fast I might need help ya
"These are words you need to hear" I tell myself yeah
Pray that god strikes me down don't wanna live no more

this is suicide just not sure where it ends
this is beautiful just let me play pretend
this is cynical i've been a piece of shit
this is factual I'm just relaying scripts

I'm so stuck in my head
life look like a dead end
broken heart i can't mend
out to break more again

Imma own up own up
imma fuck up fuck up
are u sorry that u met me?
i still wonder, wonder
but you don't gotta wonder

this is do or die just like everything else (prod. Anxiety Attacks x Bruce Leen)

prod. @WRCKTNGL

I don’t know what to do
I’ve learned that love isn’t true
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

Any minute
U might slip up
Lie and say u didn’t
U might switch up
Yea I’m nervous cuz I’ve lived it

Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

Do these words hurt to hear
I selfishly keep u near
I drown my thoughts in a fifth
80mph off a bridge now
I spent two weeks sick owwww
Withdrawals break my head down
Fighting my own way out

I don’t know what to do
I’ve learned that love isn’t true
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

Any minute
U might slip up
Lie and say u didn’t
U might switch up
Yea I’m nervous cuz I’ve lived it

Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

aye yeah think i took too much
aye yeah think i took too much
aye damn think i took too much
aye god damn think i took too much
x2

I don’t know what to do
I’ve learned that love isn’t true
Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

Any minute
U might slip up
Lie and say u didn’t
U might switch up
Yea I’m nervous cuz I’ve lived it

Any day I might not wake up
I might throw up
Think I took too much

aye god damn
i might throw up
think i took too much
aye god damn
i might throw up 
think i took too much

ANYDAY I MIGHT NOT WAKE UP (prod. WRCKTNGL)

i dont wanna talk you not day ones
i been all alone for a month long
i turn off my phone you cant hit me up
i do my drugs alone cuz im cashed as fuck
i dont got no friends
i dont got no friends
staring at my screen 
till my 20s end
i got lots of ends
tryina meet all them 
i got lots of sin 
i got lots of gin
blood on my teeth
fighting with grief 
just like everyone
they fucking with me
but im not at ease
around anyone
i hide away, hide away 
until my fucking soul takes
okay, sorry if i OD in the foyer
i been wasting all of this time just thinking
complacent about my life routes im taking
im facing all my demons with the same name
at least they all look at me the same
i dont got no friends
i dont got no friends
staring at my screen 
till my 20s end
i got lots of ends
tryina meet all them 
i got lots of sin 
i got lots of gin
blood on my teeth
fighting with grief 
just like everyone
they fucking with me
but im not at ease
around anyone
i hide away, hide away 
until my fucking soul takes
okay, sorry if i od in the foyer

stop telling me nothing (video in desc)

this song has been sitting on my computer like 90% complete for 2 years. finally decided to finish it lol

DRIVE

chas huff