herlovebeheadsdaisies - the i ses fire in her eyes one (demo)

estavan-drums
sebastian-bass
noah-guitar,vox

twitch of the death nerve-4waydancebattle

please consider donating to the compilation we released this on. all proceeds directly help relief funds for palestinian children

deep end

thank you sara for loving me and being by my side forever and always, my parents for being cool with me dropping out of college to keep playing music and for supporting me all the way, and to DK, alyssa, peter, grace, lobo, bill, riley, and JC for learning my songs and playing them live wherever we can find a show and an audience. also shout out to awakebutstillinbed, blind equation, godfuck, gingerbee, home is where, hey ily, flyover states, lobsterfight, widowdusk, catalyst, in loving memory, short fictions, homewrecker, record setter, and so many more for being the coolest people ever, i love you all so much<3

written and recorded december 2020 - june 2024 in bedrooms and kitchens and cars all across chicago il and katy tx

drums performed and recorded by Lobo at Slappy HQ located somewhere in the suburbs of chicago

mastered by will killingsworth @ dead air studios

beautiful album art by emma lacy (@__dilema__ on IG)

https://yourarmsaremycocoonemo.bandcamp.com/album/death-of-a-rabbit

death of a rabbit

muffled beneath the sound of the ocean

narcissus, on a pike (demo)

harmony wrote back

There’s a coming tide
Run and hide

I open the door
And out you slide
You left my side

Smiling from the outside
With cocky pride

You play with my head
I don’t know where you are
I don’t know where you are

Just rewind and start again
1 2 3 ... 8 9 10

Just rewind and start again
1 2 3 … 8 9 10

Just rewind and start again
What the fuck, I said “when”

Just rewind and start again
1 2 3 … 8 9 10

Just rewind and start again
And then

Your legs were smoking
Our hearts were broken
Barely a word spoken
You were never joking

Your hair is gorgeous
Your voice is torturous
Go be enormous
Sing in the chorus

My nerves are shaking 
Our hearts are breaking
Your lungs are aching
The sex, maybe faking

I wish I could unpromise
And maybe unfuck you

You were lucky to feel wanted
You were lucky to feel wanted

You fucking shit
Go throw your fit
And never admit
You’re a hypocrite
With wrists to slit
Whisked to bits
You never quit
You soulless bitch

I don’t care
If you want me back
You didn’t care
When I was there
You pulled my hair
Had the affair
Said your prayers
With nasty a glare

Now that I’ve had
Some time away
And a day of surprises
On Vancouver Island
It’s clear you hate me
So I’ll make it worse
Your suicide
Doesn’t scare me

I know that you’re hurting
Believe me
I’m hurting, too
It wasn’t easy
For me to leave
And I never, ever
Wanted to

But pull the rip cord
Start the mower
Looking back

Pull the rip cord
Start the mower
Looking back
It was always over

deep end

chatterton