as you are

When the overwhelming feeling gets the best of you - 5

illfollowyu..;(

serenity

Songs I like

Sad Chuckle

smut

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

something a little different for day five of the 30 day beat challenge  :)

Sample <3 https://soundcloud.com/boodahki/id-rather-be-alone

@boodahki

I'd Rather Be Alone (Iam6teen Flip) (5/30)

swollen eyes

Soutaiseiriron - Kininaru Ano Ko [DJ Guren Tecnobrega Remix]

outside - Øneheart (Liquid $moke Remix)

Insomnia -øneheart

risette

stop!

PROBABLY LOVELY DEADLOCK

Alek Olsen - someday ill get it

emotions are dead

saikyo - hArtbrokn (maknae)

favorite masterpiece from øneheart 

sped it up a bit and as usual added mic hog.
enjoy 🙏

øneheart - ennui

Couples Therapy

Green Call Her Sims

Shed

You Can't Say Kingston Doesn't Love You

Softball

Foreign Land

Hey, Sorry

Pride

51°31'47"S 58°07'44"W

Bambú

Free Throw - Two Beers In

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-beautiful-lyricsl

guitar loop by shiki
extra loop by Dm808god

Beautiful

From youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=51zNwg1_3k4

A live version of the song "Harvey" from a show Alex G played on June 3, 2015 at the Fireside Bowl in Chicago. I take NO credit for the video or audio whatsoever, I just love this version and wanted it available outside of youtube.

Alex G - Harvey (live version)

ALBUM VERY SOON

guitar by @noahwalker

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-deadbeat-lyrics

Deadbeat

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

the intro to the album . 
lyrics soon

production and main guitar by me
drums and some extra guitar by noah walker

Snow Storms In New England

covers

good (alex g)

drift - alek olsen

Alek Olsen - U look like Anju

the con

the pillows - One Life

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

my dream

Rpm10

Torches

Lisgen to my music please im fucking begging u

soundcloud:users:203420166

soundcloud:tracks:259103888

Pride

chatterton