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every time i remember your touch it feels like you're cutting me to shreds
i hear your name and i have a panic attack, you mess with my head
i try to sleep, but i cant because you arent next to me in bed
this is so pathetic and i know it, i know you wish i was dead
i cant lie, so do i, i cant do anything so i just curl up and cry
most nights, you're what i think about, im losing my mind
im going crazy, you did this to me and i hate it know im gonna die
i smell your hate from miles away, the stench is so vile
all of the blood pools up in a pile, cut my skin in lines
i know it may not seem like it but mom i swear im fine
im sorry that i said that, i know you see through my lies
i should have known better, why did i even try?
went through ten months of isolation because of this shit
YOU TOOK MY ALL OF MY FRIENDS I HOPE YOU DIE YOU LITTLE TWIT
I WANNA GIVE UP SO DAMN BAD BUT FOR MY FAMILY I CANT QUIT
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO I KNOW I NEVER GIVE IN
YOU DID THIS ON PURPOSE AND I KNOW IT YOU BITCH
WAS I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? WAS I TOO UGLY? CAUSE IM NOT RICH? 
TELL ME WHAT I DID WRONG BECAUSE I CANT FIND IT
I TRIED MY HARDEST AND DID WHAT YOU WANTED
BUT NOTHINGS EVER ENOUGH FOR YOU YOU CANT HELP BUT COVET

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lyrics by @dreich_squirrel

i love you oh baby, i truly do
i say that i hate you but you see the truth 
i'm trying my hardest, not enough for you
i understand baby, i promise i do
sick to my stomach, detaching from you
this is the worst feeling, oh my goodness i miss you

this infatuation is messing with my head
i dont understand why you want me dead
i try to suffice, but fail in the end

its okay my love, i know im a wretch 
its okay my love, i know im a pest
its okay my love, i know im a mess
its okay my love, i wish you the best

im sorry i messed up, i know im not perfect
atleast i still try, god im so worthless
sit alone and cry, i know im a burden
im new to all this, im still just learning 
i utter excuses, im sorry you're hurting
i know i did this, it was not on purpose 

im losing my shit, im losing my cool
im cutting myself, just watch the blood pool
im sorry i relapsed, im such a fool

its okay my love, i know im a wretch 
its okay my love, i know im a pest
its okay my love, i know im a mess
its okay my love, i wish you the best

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shoutout @kamzze for hopping on the song

(chbv)
i tell u my lies and ill never know it’s right
ur always by my side and ur never tryna hide
are u down for this ride? cuz if u are then so am i
we’re driving on the road and every time i feel alive
life has all these obstacles, ill die or have a stroke
im living my dreams and u aren’t here to give me hope
i dont need a therapist, i promise i dont cope
i can see you from a distance i feel so alone

running from a distance i can see it in ur eyes
i been working my ass off, ive been so preoccupied
i pretend that i dont see you cuz im living not to bribe
ill forget our entire past and move on with my life
blood is leaking through the floorboards, am i scared to die?
ill see you talking with him you know i dont mean to pry
i know a way out of this it’s never too late to try
im harboring these feelings and then you told me goodbye
WANNA WAKE UP NEXT TO U BUT I JUST HEARD GOODNIGHT
I DONT WANNA TALK AND IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO FIGHT
I KNOW YOU WERE MESSING WITH ME YOU WERENT ALWAYS MINE
I GUESS ONLY TIME WILL TELL BUT I DONT HAVE TIME TO CRY

(cherry)
i tell u my lies and i will never know its right
always by my side n u never tryna hide
r u down for this ride? cuz if you are then so am i
drivin on the road every time i feel so alive
ill die or have a stroke
ur not here for my hope
i promise i dont cope
here i feel alone (so alone)

forget all my times i spend with u
i dont give a shit cuz i hate you!
omg i hate that new song
i dont wanna love but its so hard
hold me its all the pain in my heart
but you know me i could never go n fix it 
and the old me could tell u that i really cared
all that rlly fuckin up my new hair
all black fit in the middle of juLY

HOODIE ON MY BACK AND I TOLD U I WOULD DIE
FROM THIS FUCKIN HEAT BUT IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFFERENCE
SITTIN AT THE WATER AND MY LEGS STARTED TO TWITCH AND
AND I DONT FEEL SAFE AROUND U ANYMORE
IF EVERYONE AT THIS PARTY TURNED INTO AN ANIMAL 
U WOULD STAY THE FUCKIN SAME
STAY THE FUCK AWAY
YOU SHOULD TELL UR FRIENDS  THAT YOU JUST FORGOT MY NAME

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i swear i did not do that
a boom fottle an ticklewitts

ive been tryna get up out of my habits
i know i love lying
reset
dont wanna talk no more
i get why ur gonna start crying
leave me like u did before
im so confused right now
enlighten
so relaxed right now
i promise soon im gonna start trying
didnt deserve that treatment
assumed u were not prone to fighting
dont take care of ur body no more
i can see ur teeth
they arent whitened
im looking at the good things in the world
i can see all its brightness
protect her
thats what they told me
why u acting so damn frightened

hiding away from ur fear and ur kindness
i knew that u really just like it
i think u lost ur mind
ur just mindless
mindless

im not tryna get up in ur business
im just peering in
seeing all these people happy
that in my heart is a win
im not tryna copy but
its been so long so how u been
my bad
im another pawn in ur game
why am i giving in?
i apologize for being the way i promised not to be
all these problems in my life and look at the ones ur giving me
ur so petty
"i promise not to get in ur way"
thats what u said
man ur giving me no leeway
ur not right in the head

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now that i know back them i was so dumb
a crash course in make believe and a bottle of rum
i might just

crash
crash
crash
crash
crash
crash
crash
crash

people say my voice sounds good but i don’t think they’re right
i sound like a kid even if i use all my might
people hear my age, their eyes light up with shock and fright
i wont do anything, im young and not the type

crash
crash
crash
crash
i might just
crash
crash
crash
crash

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im never moving my fate
imma look back at ur face
return my hat its not urs
ill act like i was never bored
hard
youre making it hard
playing my part
look up at the stars
i make no marks
i use my card
raising the bar
u wont get far
its only up
aluminum
and theyll be hating
while my hands are up
thats just my luck
i guess we're done
but u gone and ruined all the fun
i know that we'll get through it together
bleed out my cranium, im not better
im not good at using my resources
but i think ill learn for you cuz its important
return on investments, thats extortion
all of these compliments that im warding
what's all this hope? im feeling a beacon
those pretty blue eyes i cant help from reaching
pain
ima sit under the rain
just help me save faith
make way
drained
im tempted to run away
im getting thrown strays
hey
hey

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body cold
dont rest
havent eaten for days
dont wanna do things right
"theres another way"
lost in my mind
ur eyes are like a haze
so tell me why baby
they make me feel so dazed
post a money spread
aint nobody looking at that shi
i guess she cares cuz
every time she looks she bites her lip
i dont mind if ur looking at his
(other friends)
just think it out baby
ill look around and just pretend

DONT GET TOO CLOSE
WE WOULD NEVER GET ALONG
ALWAYS SPOUTING ALL THAT NONSENSE
UR JUST LIKE UR
(mom)
I FORGOT FOR A LITTLE BIT
(A LITTLE BIT)
I FORGOT FOR A LITTLE BIT

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speak lightly
i wont seem
that worried
abt u and me
down few
many lose
lives quick
nothings new
hiding right
behind you
you choose
you choose

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

how are u here with me
i told you im scared of
graphic and the terror to sieze
its more than it could seem
its more than wear and tear
and i could hardly bear
and i could hardly bear
i could hardly bear
i could hardly

from what i wear
to see and stare
i swear, i swear
youll have my care

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i been thinking so pathetic
i write lines that arent poetic
i write words like im dyslexic
and it sounds so fckn hectic

i could live
and live on forever
the last time you left it was better
every time you talk to me
my f- (ooh) ing head hurts
good thing my boy told me to leave and forget her
first time we met
"do you come here often?"
i dont got all day
so we better get to talking
people say to my face
that "ur very chopped twin"
better get that acne off and maybe i would lob it

ill fly away at night
so i could be right by ur side
thats what id say if i was dumb
to my thoughs i will succumb
take away my right
ill watch my heart fade from the light
u put my mind in an endless haze
so ill set my nerves a-

defending my senses
cuz i feel like i cant come to a consensus
mouth wide open
cant even say a sentence
why ur answers always loading girl
ur not in independence
blessings
girl ur stealing all my oxygen
stressing
he comes by
ill say "yo u got it man"
my musics not that good
everybody be glazing
i guess ill take it
cuz i cant deal with hating
but i gotta get used to it
cuz everybody talks their shit
imma leave a little space
so u dont suffocate
ur eyes might twinkle in the stars but mine illuminate

(continue - heylog)

lesson learned, dont hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know, the truth be told
now nobody say i stole

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a lot of things happening
whys everything gone wrong?
the world that we live in now
days feel so long
wanna go out on the lake
admire all the water
cuz the sense of peace makes the world feel a little stronger

get me the hell outta here
i dont wanna resurface
i feel like i cant hear
everyday im just hurting
whys it always feel so cold?
hiding right behind the curtains
ur never gonna act bold
and i know that thats for certain
i dont want another taste
please leave me and give some space
phone is ringing, calling fast
im not tryna see ur face
but youll get mad if i dont
fine, have it ur way
just know i probably wont talk all cuz u dont cooperate

i wanna be left out of this
i thought it was obvious
girl ur so repetetive
tell me im monotonous
blood leaking like a current
ima need you off of him
yet ur so damn persistent
u leave me distraught with it
my lifes getting a little boring, come to me
ur so horrifying
stop with him and let him be
let ur friends talk to him, he doesnt wanna be with u
everybody knows hes through

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ill know when i hit the sea
that time and time again, we just went to friends
i just wanna be the one thats run to
so i can describe to you the hatred i have
i wanna be the one they hate
my face is a little under rain
take what u wanna take
cuz my fate was a mistake
they shoulda kept me dead

what u tryna do?
cuz ill slide right thru
yeah im not a pussy
i dont got nothing to lose
yeah, my lifes not hard
u grew up in bars
but if u talk about my family, send ur ass to s.t.a.r.s
take what ive always wanted away
ur face screams at me fake

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left me behind
ill slowly die
my hearts so cold
got no option
i just cant win
im not that old

I REMEMBER GIRLS DOWN RUNNING AT LIKE 7:30
THEY SAY YOU DID ME WRONG, NO GIRL U DID ME DIRTY
RIP MY HEART OUT AND NEVER GIVE IT BACK
NOW UR GONNA SIT BACK AND LAUGH
BACKSEAT RIDER
I GUESS IM THE DRIVER
DONT WORRY BOUT HER BABE, IMMA JUST ENLIGHT HER
DONT WORRY BOUT HER
IMMA JUST CONCUR
DONT BLAME ME GIRL, YOU DID IT FIRST
all those nights i could see you online
all those times i could call u mine
all those lies u would say to my face
all those moments we spent in outerspace
i dont know if i wanna get back together
although if u beg ill consider
look at our hearts, theyre no longer tethered
she wont respond, maybe i should hit her

cliffs

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rewind time to look at our past
let me complete that one thing u asked
dont leave me, youre already out of sight
i messed things up, i wasnt ever right
and i will never leave again
and i feel my heart descending
my love, u looked so pretty
when we drove around the city
now i sit in bed reminiscing
cause we knew our love was neverending
give me the other half that you left
last time we hung up i just wept
never did i think id meet the hour where you left
the secret of my being in my case it was kept

i once was
the main cause

come back whenever u want
ill be sitting here with open arms
i know you didnt mean any harm
but ill get pissed off and alarmed
misunderstandings can be deadly
lets get ready
lets be steady
maybe i will
i dont shoot to kill
life feels like its hell
im just not myself
flowers breezing through
wind takes up the roof
swear im not aloof
im telling the truth



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bones crack like a freshly lit vase off the cliff
thats okay
cuz u never wanna see my face
u never wanna sit under the rain
i promise that it wont be boring bae
baby
whats wrong? is it smth i did?
at least ur in my arms
ur not in his
theres like a trillion ways to prove my innocence
instead ill wipe the slate clean and rinse

leave my arms open for a little bit
ur hate was so relative
we know that its all not sunshine
tell me why i am so pissed

get me outta here
why she always talk
i think shes cheatin
cause we never call
my heart feels so frozen
it has seen better days
and it has no color
the world around its just so gray

gray

ill get really mad at myself
its both our fault, we both fell
theres no deceit in my eyes
i guess my fates jeopardized

get me outta here
why she always talk
i think shes cheatin
cause we never call
my heart feels so frozen
it has seen better days
and it has no color
the world around its just so gray
i think im in opposition
mind and heart are not positioned
all my songs got repetition
why do people even listen
leave everything else behind
u know two wrongs dont make a right
why wont my wings just take flight
i could soar right through the sky

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just a little sum sweet

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it's okay to break
once in a while
it's okay to shake
with ur finger on the dial

ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏꜰ ᴜꜱ ʟɪᴠᴇꜱ ᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ʙᴏᴜɴᴅ ʙʏ ᴏᴜʀ ɪɴᴅɪᴠɪᴅᴜᴀʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡʟᴇᴅɢᴇ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇɴᴇꜱꜱ
ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀʟʟ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ
ʜᴏᴡᴇᴠᴇʀ, ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴋɴᴏᴡʟᴇᴅɢᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴡᴀʀᴇɴᴇꜱꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴇQᴜɪᴠᴏᴄᴀʟ
ᴏɴᴇ'ꜱ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴛʏ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ'ꜱ ɪʟʟᴜꜱɪᴏɴ

it's alright to cry
let it out and shout as loud as you can

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when nothing goes awry, why does everybody lie?
what if that happened to u? would u want all of that time?
nobody knows what its like to take a life
until its somebody u love's that's on the line

let me out
i dont wanna be here for today
why i gotta focus
when nothing goes my way
why when that dude died did everybody say "hooray?"
cuz from what i can tell he musta been great

musta been great

IM A BEAST OF HUMANITY, GET IT RIGHT
IF U WANNA BE THERE, DONT GO, TAKE A HIKE
I CAN BE LENIANT SOMETIMES, U GOT ME THERE
BUT U WONT GET IT NEXT TIME, IM PULLIN OUT MY OWN HAIR
NOTHING MAKES MY BONES BREAK, NOTHING MAKES MY HOME SHAKE
NOTHING CAN TAKE MY PLACE, I DO IT FOR MY SAKE
I LOVE EVERYBODY EVEN IF THEYRE BURIED IN THE GROUND
BUT WHEN I TRY TO LOVE SOME RANDOM GUY I JUST GET PUSHED OUT

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i bet u wanna be by my side
ill ask why cuz ur so so selfish and a liar
oh my, we've got a pretty girl on our hands
so why u gonna go with all of those men?

they dont wanna talk to me so im just gonna talk like them

I WANNA BE KNOWN AS THE GUY
THAT MIGHT APPEAR IN UR BED AT NIGHT
WITH A KNIFE, UR HEART WILL BE RIPPED INSIDE OUT
SO WHY AM I A BURDEN TO U NOW?

why am i a burden to u now?
one more word and ur lungs are torn out
promise that it dont seem like it sounds
i got no privacy, why was it announced?
why u so proud?

I WANNA BE KNOWN AS THE GUY
THAT MIGHT APPEAR IN UR BED AT NIGHT
WITH A KNIFE, UR HEART WILL BE RIPPED INSIDE OUT
SO WHY AM I A BURDEN TO U NOW?

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(chbv)
these nights get a little lonely, thats alright
cuz lifes hard, stare at the stars, that serves u right
little light on the juice, it'll keep me tight
studying my research doesnt work, so i
what's it like to live rent free in my head?
muscles tearing slowly, do u want me dead?
we used to love offroading, we did it every day
and now its hard living without u in my way

(wraith)
Just another apology
I’m trying my best
To keep the blood in these arteries
Withholding the mess
Girl just say what you want from me
Lower artillery, there’s nothing that’s left
And if I’m wasting my breath it’s
Only meant to be penance
Nearly calling it quits
Just let me die every sentence
A head full of tension
Heart full of damage
Counting the seconds
Patching wounds with the bandage
Holding your hands its
Almost too much to manage
Am I mental and manic?
Guess I’m finally crashing

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i dont know

ripple under static taste
and how long will it take?
and how long before i can escape?
i dont even know why i am here
all i know is that im scared
and im crippled with fear
relate to me
put urself in my shoes
but i think thats hard for u
cuz u have got nothin to lose

I DONT KNOW WHY THEY CHOSE
me out of everybody else

OH I COULDNT TELL U WHY
WHY THEY WANNA TAKE MY LIFE
oh thats not the thing i look towards
when they try to hate on me
but im gonna move forward
desperation fills my eyes as fast as the damn speed of light

wonder if they'll even try
and if i grow some guts i might

I DONT KNOW WHY THEY CHOSE
oh thats not the thing i look towards
when they try to hate on me
but im gonna move forward

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hey
how have u been
i know we dont talk
and i know we dont call
so hey
u know we're more than friends
i know it's not been long
but i dont want us to end

hey, hey, hey my girl
u know u make my whole world whirl
you dont know it but, u are my whole world
u know who u are
u know you've got my heart
it's not that hard

nobody sees u the way i do
cuz i wanna see that other part of u
we havent known each other for long
we're new
and i thank the lord that i was introduced

give me a chance to rewrite my wrongs
even though it wont get solved in a song
please just come to me, i want u my love
and nothing will ever stop me from giving up
nobody wants to see my face
am i ugly?
if somebody told me that
would u defend me?
i dont get to see u every day
when will our ends meet?
what if i cant get in  
by single point entry?

nobodys gonna control
what i say or i stole
i need u here in my arms
too bad we're many states apart
there's nothing i want more
than seeing u at my door
but that will never happen
unless we really tapped in

I NEED SOMEONE
TO HOLD ME UP
SHE IS THAT ONE
but she'll never show up
AND I'LL NEVER GROW UP
I'LL HOLD U IN MY ARMS
NO RELEASE
DONT LEAVE NOW
I WONT LET OUT
I LOVE YOU SO
PLEASE, BABY PLEASE

i love you so understand
i'll steal u before any other man
and if it was for you, i'd jump over hills
maybe i wont, maybe i will
you're as slow as a snail

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see a bunch of couples around me
wondering why they all surround me
i would never lie but they doubt me
so u could just go on without me

i dont think u wanted me anyway
just come back dont run away
hope ur fine with him not me

I DONT NEED U
I FOUND SOMEONE NEW
SHE'S KIND UNLIKE FEW
I KNOW WHO I'll CHOOSE

rip my heart out then say im good
just imagine how much i would love u
if we called, if we talked, if we
all my friends said it was the best idea
even if i fell in love with a queen, uh
to cut u off, i didnt listen, uh
(her)

even if im shy and bad at conversation
imma use this song to convey emotion

i just havent had affection in so long
maybe that's why these feelings are growing so strong
(HER)

I DONT NEED U
I FOUND SOMEONE NEW
SHE'S KIND UNLIKE FEW
I KNOW WHO I'll CHOOSE

i see a soft glim

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why when we talk do my thoughts wash away?
why when we call do i always want to stay?
communication with u makes me so excited
and when u ask to call my brain feels delighted
even the periods that i am alone
ur presence fills the room and toughens up my bones
so i can sleep well at night knowing that ur there
even then i still wish u were here so i could stare

even when i cant sleep
ur there to comfort me
but when u talk about him
my thoughts start to wear thin
until the trip
where will i begin?

HOLD ME IN UR ARMS
UNTIL THE NIGHT FADES AWAY
TELL ME AND COMFORT ME
SO I CAN SLEEP SOUNDLY
BUT WHY
OH WHY
DO YOU ALWAYS SEEM MAD
IF IT'S WHAT I DID
you know its my bad

u know its my bad

u stay up to talk
even if ur tired
and somehow u know im sad
i think our brains are wired
erode in my spot
until the light catches
and when u see my face
you'll know u cant get past it

u feel bad for me
cuz i cannot sleep

one, two three-

HOLD ME IN UR ARMS
UNTIL THE NIGHT FADES AWAY
TELL ME AND COMFORT ME
SO I CAN SLEEP SOUNDLY
BUT WHY
OH WHY
DO YOU ALWAYS SEEM MAD
IF IT'S WHAT I DID
THEN YOU KNOW ITS MY

BREEZE IN LIKE THE WIND
CREATE A SOFT GLIM
BUT DONT EVEN MAKE AMENDS
I THINK THAT UR PERFECT
I KNOW THERES A DIFFERENCE
STRUGGLE WITH ADMITTANCE
EVEN WHEN I GRIMACE
UR STILL THERE TO FIX IT 

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im not worth
anything of what people say i am
put me first
cuz i dont even wanna hear how great i am
i cant help
i think i dont deserve what i have anymore
tell myself
that i wont freeze up when they're at my door

hold me close
wrap me tight
dont let go
i'll be alright
why are we
miles apart
cant come see
dont even start

what happens now?
will u leave me on the ground?
or will u travel to the south?
wish i could meet u 
dont know how
need u now
but ur not
here to hold me in ur arms
crave ur touch when ur eyes spark
i'll never see it
it's too hard
it's too hard
it's too

HOLD ME CLOSE
WRAP ME TIGHT
DONT LET GO
I'LL BE ALRIGHT
WHY ARE WE
MILES APART
CANT COME SEE
DONT EVEN START
THEY MIGHT HATE
BUT I'LL WAIT
I'D DRIVE HOURS
TO UR STATE
NEED A HUG
NEED SOME LOVE
BUT IM SCARED
YOU'LL LEAVE MY CLUTCH

SO TELL ME NOW
TELL ME NOW
I NEED U NOW
NEED U NOW
SO TELL ME HOW
TELL ME HOW
I NEED IT NOW
NEED IT NOW

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