I've been trapped inside a waiting room
I'm taking my time
I've forgotten how to read
and I forgot how to write
losing track of my sights
this screen has rendered me blind
it ain't hard to fucking see
that I've been far from alright

I'm alive
never felt this side of anger before
but I'm alright
takes a while but ill get used to it

I'm alive
never felt this side of anger before
but I'm alright
takes a while but ill get used to it

I've been trapped inside a waiting room
I'm taking my time
I've forgotten how to read
and I forgot how to write
losing track of my sights
this screen has rendered me blind
it ain't hard to fucking see
that I've been far from alright

I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alright

I've been trapped inside a waiting room
I'm taking my time
I've forgotten how to read
and I forgot how to write
losing track of my sights
this screen has rendered me blind
it ain't hard to fucking see
that I've been far from alright

I'm alive
never felt this side of anger before
but I'm alright
takes a while but ill get used to it

w8room

✿streaming✿

bitch I know I got my moments
still missing components 
hands around me choking
my fingers feel broken
I was in the heat, now I feel like I’m frozen
wish I could explain but I just ain’t that open
trojan
one too many bad omens
I let you niggas too close
I went and lost focus
I was swimming in the rivers
had to stay floating
parasitic in commotion
my throat is swollen

with or without you
I don't need a voucher to stand tall
1 on 1 I can't count you
I don't trust a soul in the mirror
break to see clearer
glimmer in the cracks
my silhouette figure

try to cut me down
I'm growing back bigger
bamboo 
bout to cut through 
like scissors
bitter mother fucker
hateful transmitters
clipping bass send shivers
lights like head splitters

I feel photogenic
ima really show these niggas
ima really show these bitches
how the fuck I'm really feeling
I got two sides bitch
you could see it when I’m grinning
I got two sides bitch
now let's see who's really winning

bitches know they can't catch me
curb-stomping in my bootcut jeans
those slugs know they can't catch me

I feel photogenic
ima really show these niggas
ima really show these bitches
how the fuck I'm really feeling
I got two sides bitch
you could see it when I’m grinning
I got two sides bitch
now let's see who's really winning

bitches know they can't catch me
curb-stomping in my bootcut jeans
those slugs know they can't catch me

with or without you
I don't need a voucher to stand tall
1 on 1 I can't count you
I don't trust a soul in the mirror
break to see clearer
glimmer in the cracks
my silhouette figure

try to cut me down
I'm growing back bigger
bamboo 
bout to cut through 
like scissors
bitter mother fucker
hateful transmitters
clipping bass send shivers
lights like head splitters

I don't trust a soul in the mirror
I know better than to let my guard down
is it safe to make a move
without appearing like a clown?
is it safe enough for me to make a sound?
I don't know the face in the mirror
no matter how many times I try to clean
it still flickers
nothing I can do will change the way the light jitters
if I choose to break apart
I choose to let the lights dim out...

photogenic

prod. @zyrom
artwork by: @dhaelo

lyrics:
In all of my years
I've been living in a virtual phantasma
I can't get enough of the virtual phantasma
Of the virtual phantasma

Stuck inside a virtual phantasma for like twenty years
Seems like there is no way out for me to disappear
Meditating to the volume of my loud computer fan
Throw me up but don't expect me to come back like a boomerang
I try to get RTX on but I don't even get HD
I feel like I'm limited so why can't I just jailbreak me?
Could really touch some grass, livin' my life free
Find some happiness in this melody
You know I'm the one who wastes the electricity
This ain't new to me, this ain't new to me
You use oxygen to breathe, I use a bunch of 1 and 0s
Don't disturb me and leave me alone in my comfort zone
Get me virtual forever, I don't wanna get better
I have a bunch of friends in here who stick with me together
I will never be a grown up
Nope, will never be

In all of my years
I've been living in a virtual phantasma
I can't get enough of the virtual phantasma
Of the virtual phantasma

virtual phantasma

hey! thank you for your patience and kind support.
i hope you all enjoy this ep :)

love,
eric checks

No One

This is Getting Old

This Is Getting Old

"trendkillin!"

ft + cover: @stonedlx
prod: @riot_angel

lyrics:

rvw:
Acting like you something, you a king of all these fuckin clowns
King of all this nothing, you some bitches with the same old sounds
Fill the scene with negligence, so here’s yo motherfuckin’ crown
Fill the scene with so much stock it makes me wanna fuckin drown

On the brink of sanity, still rappin bout yo fucking bitch
“purchasing these guns & drugs & always hittin stupid licks”
Fogged up all up in yo brain, this ignorance is oh so bliss
You gon have to face it all, my mind be facing leakage

stone deluxe:
ahh
pass me the mic
better yet pass me a light
what street are we on? on sight
so much filler content might die
hold my drink, be back in five
but if i’m not back get em back alright? alright alright i blame you for my lack of
i blame you for the search of
i blame you for my hurt and
i blame you for the circus
shit turned into, was it worth it?
if that boot fits get fucked
10.0 when i don these chucks
but theres no dot when i count these bills tho
hole in my head, hope i dont spill, no
brain juice leaking out, puddles on pillows
cool winds blow and smoke clouds billow
blameless still when i’m 6 foot below
sick in the skull, got chems like chemo
finding my stash is like tryna find nemo
this next ounce might make it one kilo
i can’t meet you there in the joy of not knowing
it’s in your hands, your coming and going
can’t place fault they know not what they’re doing
tryna pass as a king but your plainclothes showing
lost in the styx, yeah, you better get rowing
‘fore you get l

BRAINLEAK (FT. STONE DELUXE) [PROD. RIOT_ANGEL]

i just spent a whole rack at the mall
yeah you know how i ball
always putting in my all

feeling heavy i know i might take a fall
bitch i know you got my call
i don't really care at all

soul search
i've been looking for you all day
my heart hurts
got me feeling like it's doomsday
like

soul search
i don't think you love me anyway
self insert
why would you think that is okay

depressed
i'm a social fucking reject
at least i got diamonds all up on my necklace
i don't think i've ever been so reckless
you got a problem please come and check this

spotify

soul search

early valentine's day gift 

i don't really give a fuck now
i don't care if i drown
driving all the way across town
so the pussy i can pound

gush
you know i make you blush
love 
you know i need your touch
you know i make you blush
gush
you know i make you blush

i don't really give a fuck now
i don't care if i drown
driving all the way across town
so the pussy i can pound

please help me 
i don't know what it could be

honestly i wanna murder you
no bitch you cannot hang with the crew
heavy feelings i may act a fool
tell me why would you think that this cool

i don't really give a fuck now
i don't care if i drown
driving all the way across town
so the pussy i can pound
i don't really give a fuck now
i don't care if i drown
driving all the way across town
so the pussy i can pound

gush

hey guys! ive finally unbounded myself

prod. @zyrom
artwork by @dhaelo

Lyrics:
I'm feeling weighed down
Like I'm in a bind
Can't seem to escape this feeling
That's stuck in my mind
Struggling
To keep up with my life
Can't seem to find the answer, no matter how hard I try
I've tried it all
But nothing seems to fit
Can't seem to find the solution that would ease this pit
I'm feeling trapped
Inside this hold
I need to find the key before I grow old

With every step
I'll get closer and near
To the way I need
And a life without fear

I'm searching for a way, to break these chains
This burden, that's causing me pain
I need a release, I need a path
To get back to feeling like I've got my breath
I know the way is out there, I just need to find
A way to shake this feeling of being confined
I'll keep searching until I succeed
Find the way I truly need
On my way, on the horns of a dilemma
It's like between Charybdis and Scylla
Doesn't matter if they don't work out
They all similar, leave me a taste so bitter
So bitter
(So bitter, so bitter)
They all leave me a taste so bitter
(So bitter, so bitter, so bitter, so bitter)

With every step
I'll get closer and near
To the way I need
And a life without fear

With every step
I'll get closer and near
To the way I need
And a life without fear

I'll get closer and near
A life without fear

Unbound

https://soundcloud.com/grayilea
lyrics:
(lava)
i feel like im writing 
the same song over and over
cutting all my friends off
seems like they don't understand

i just downed another bottle
i know i won't make it out of here
where is your empathy

maybe its just a phase 
maybe its my lack of empathy
i know, no one watching me

(eloimmeth)
Mirror cracks
I can’t recognize myself
I’m in shambles
Won’t tell, you can’t understand
I feel like I’m singing the same things over and over
Its my call for help

Take my hand before it’s too late
Nevermind, I know that 
you will leave

(lava)
cover my scars
i hate everything about me
i don't know where to go
im lost in this fucking world

(eloimmeth)
I want to scar you, I want to defile you

What’s the point in this anyway?
What’s the point in this anyway?

(lava)
i hate everything about me
i fucking hate this
i hate everything about me
i fucking hate this

anti-me w/ grayilea

here is a new song
hope you like it, please give feedback :)

please don't copy my music track

fair versjon 2

it’s all coming back together

@MFNF

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This Is Getting Old

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