wintertime neck tat w/ lilbubblegum (prod. polearm)

ur ghost is here to sing me to sleep w/ polearm (prod. blackwinterwells)

shattered window to help
im falling down to my knees
cant pick myself up 
im tripping all in the trees
what do they want more from me
its enough i cant give more
just let me be me (x2)
my heart is so damn torn
just let me be me (x2)

they told me get a grip 
yea im really fucking over it
they told me get this gone
yea im sick of all the fame trips
and i just wanted on but 
i guess im not the A-list
it all feels wrong yea 
they keep me on a wait list
black box white list
cut it out im done with this
detox just walk can you get a fucking grip
yea ill walk yea ill walk yea ill walk
away from it
they told me to get over it
just grow the fuck up

get over it
and get this gone
im sick of all the fame trips
i just want to get on
you will not play me for a fool
not another pawn
let me be me i want on

get this gone (p. dercept)

my brains talking too loud and i can’t turn it off

when you can’t trust your friends how you know it’s gonna end when you can’t trust your head what is real and what’s pretend when you’re staring in the mirror and you’re seeing someone else now you turn to the one thing that won’t make you feel let down 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

cause i feed off your negativity i’m the one that you hate to see doing better and better and better you know me i can say it’s whatever blood stained dreams hide inside of my sweater stole the stars from the sky hid em under my mattress couple thousand wishes hoping that i can manage couple thousand more hoping that i will vanish 

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

makes me feel so up

fell in love with a substance i use it like a crutch so why can’t i stand up fell in love with corruption i want you all to hate me it makes me feel so up

substance (yungspoiler & king theta)

started (trashy)

raindrops rolling down the window reminding me why i should’ve stayed at home in a room full of people i still feel alone

you learn a lot when it’s never your turn to talk it’s hard to live when you’re trapped inside the dark if i told you all the secrets i know i don’t think that i’d ever stop

i’m just a fly on the wall i know i know it all i’ve seen what you’ve tried to hide i see through all your lies

a party isn’t quite the place you should be spilling all your secrets but i think you knew that i know who you cheat with i know what you’re thinking you can’t hide in what you’re drinking but i think you knew that

i’m just a fly on the wall i know i know it all i’ve seen what you’ve tried to hide i see through all your lies

you learn a lot when it’s never your turn to talk you can learn it all all

now you’re running running running around cause your dirty little secret got out what would you do to protect it she put an axe in her boyfriends head i’m just a fly on the wall i know i know it all i’ve seen what you’ve tried to hide i see through all your lies

fly on the wall (recyclebin & lewisgoing)

different view on things breaking
(prod michael warren)
*goreset*

Spotify

birds & angels (michael warren)

run run run run run away 

run run run run run away

run run run run run away

it’s every girls dream just to kill her boyfriend it’s every girls dream just to kill her boyfriend  m u r d e r  m u r d e r

run run run run run away

it’s every girls dream just to kill her boyfriend 

send me to the slaughterhouse i never guessed itd be right next door can’t believe i don’t see it before 

every girls dream yeah that’s me i’m where i want to be thanks for asking tie me in and lock me up i don’t wanna see the light of the sun again 

it’s every girls dream just to kill her boyfriend it’s every girls dream just to kill her boyfriend  m u r d e r  m u r d e r

run run run run run away 

run run run run run away

run run run run run away

every girls dream (recyclebin)

pre save: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/l3nnon1/swamp-thing




walking by myself ignore my cries for help don’t say nothin don’t say nothin


so disconnected don’t need no one else i just lost my direction now i’m turned around still walk like i’m headless but i ain’t fallin down just like an infection i’m back like i never left


hell no i am not alright got these bitches terrified vampire blood ha still keep me up at night i been out my fuckin mind competition petrified 

swamp thing swamp thing crawling out the ever glades i hear the knock knock knock knock knockin on  my window panes 

curtains closed pretend that i’m alone notifs on my phone but the number is unknown running down the road fuck i left my eyes at home fuck i left my eyes at home 

it never ends it just changes shape sometimes i forget then i see my face 

so many shadows dancing on my wall so many egos i can’t stand it all lay my back on the train tracks and i wait for the horn feed my body to the soil and i’ll come back with thorns

hell no i am not alright got these bitches terrified vampire blood ha still keep me up at night i been out my fuckin mind competition petrified 

swamp thing swamp thing crawling out the ever glades i hear the knock knock knock knock knockin on  my window panes 

curtains closed pretend that i’m alone notifs on my phone but the number is unknown running down the road fuck i left my eyes at home fuck i left my eyes at home

started (trashy)

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