Written/recorded by: Connor Jack Scheffer
Mixed/mastered by: Thomas Young
Produced by: androideaf
Artwork by: CheffaMC

Lyrics:

(Hook) x2
Who am I ? 
I been battling so long only know do or die
Should I go or should I stay and fight?
I been getting tired of this day and night

(Verse 1)
This day and night cycle has got my mind racing
I’ve been Tryna fight it I don’t want to lie complacent
And wait for the earth to come shattering down
I want to write and stay producing with this knack that I found
Turning passion to sound is surely what I’m tryna manifest
I do it for the love so efforts what I can invest
I am impressed with how far I’ve continued to come
Ive proved a lot wrong, this is my tribute to mum
You’re up above 
I’m still down tryna make you proud
If I am then can you make a sound cos I been in doubt
In a shroud, hiding from emotion and such
But I’m not coping I feel broken and stuck 

(Bridge 1)
I might die from addiction 
Messing up my future like prior convictions
This dire position I’m ins unavoidable 
Tryna make a plan for my future’s not enjoyable

(Hook) x2
So Who am I ? 
I been battling so long only know do or die
Still thinking Should I go or should I stay and fight?
Cos I been getting tired of this day and night

(Verse 2)
Second verse, I’m tryna expedite my death with words
I’m tired of this depression still try accept the curse
Whatever works I guess I’m just tryna continue breathing
Constant contradiction on top of it I’m a bit facetious
I won’t be leaving I want to but then again I don’t 
I’d also like to get better somewhere along the road so,
Is there still hope I feel like I’m being weighed down
Explain how I can progress so I can feel safe now
I’m laid out on the bed taking my medicine 
Just a meaty skeleton tryna get out of hell again
Better yet a spirit travelling space time
Try escape binds and relax so I can take flight

(Bridge 2)
Now I’m free 
It’s taken me a while to realise I am me
I see that I’m doing what I’m meant to do
I’m getting better cos there’s nothing else left to do

(Hook) x2
Im no longer asking who am I ? 
I been battling so long and there’s no room die
Don’t wanna go I wanna stay and fight
Tryna make the most out of this day and night

The CYCLE

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CXNTOATH!                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

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