epi cwin

It’s like you know that you’re out of my league
Couple jolly ranchers in the two liter
When you’re fucked up you only want me
I know a lot of folks ain’t fucking with me either
Got your hands on my neck, I can’t breathe
A loving death from you would make it sweeter
Juul pod in my pocket, antifreeze
My plastic lungs grow weaker

Girl I knew this shit would hurt from the very beginning
I thought we would last forever baby, who am I kidding
I don’t talk to other people, I write down what I’m feeling
And I stare at the two bladed fan on my ceiling
That’s the moment I realized that this life has no meaning
It’s the meaning that you give to it that keeps your heart beating
She looked over at me and said that she think that she’s peaking
I look down at my hands and say I don’t think I feel it

I didn’t feel it at all
I wanted to show the world
That you were my only girl
And then it all fell apart
Because it always does
Baby that’s my luck
I just keep doing these drugs
And you still don’t hit me up
Okay

It’s like you know that you’re out of my league
Couple jolly ranchers in the two liter
When you’re fucked up you only want me
I know a lot of folks ain’t fucking with me either
Got your hands on my neck, I can’t breathe
A loving death from you would make it sweeter
Juul pod in my pocket, antifreeze
My plastic lungs grow weaker

plastic lungs *p. genshi*

Ur on the outside looking in
I hate the taste, but I love the feeling I get
I dont feel like him
But baby, he’s the closest u might ever get

Maybe I don’t wanna start again
That doesn’t mean that ur not in my head
I can’t remember what u said
But I remember how it went 

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

The inside never felt so permanent
Ur outside wondering what could’ve been
And I wish I could save u but I can’t 
Ur on ur own now and I know how that can get :/

And when ur lips still taste of gin
The way u move ur hips like that again I stress
With u it seems I never win
All of my tears will surely shed :,(

U want me dancin intimate
I’ll dance around it once again
I’ll feel much better about it
When u start taking off ur dress ;)

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Beat produced by grayskies
Vocals & mixing by chemicalfarm
111 ‪♡‬ : )

wtf are we doing *p. grayskies*

Oh, spare me the details
Life isn’t one big fairy tale
Somehow we prevail
My back has claw marks from ur nails
Small town in a big state
Everything with u was distance based
I know when we will break
I followed the patterns of this shape

I wanna be more than a friend to u
Soul mates the closest thing I’d follow thru

That’s when it came to light
We’re watching all the stars that shine
Under the pale moonlight
U never felt so much like mine
So baby can I change ur mind
I fuck this up like every time
I know exactly what you like
Is this even worth one more try

Oh spare me the details
I don’t wanna bend until I break
Ur dying in retail
I just wish i could see u on ur break
I bet u know how I feel
I’ve been thinking of freckles on ur face
I’ve made too many damn mistakes
When I think about it my heart breaks 

I wanna be more than a friend to u
Even after all it was u put me thru <3

That’s when it came to light
We’re watching all the stars that shine
Under the pale moonlight
U never felt so much like mine
So baby can I change ur mind
I fuck this up like every time
I know exactly what you like
Is this even worth one more try

I think so, I think so
I think so, I think so 
I think so, I think so
I think so, I think so!!!! : )

jade *p. grayskies*

tender goodbyes by chemicalfarm
LYRICS

do not resuscitate me, please just leave me alone
if i seem agitated, it's cause i am, oh no
it's been about three days since i last smoked
it's been about one year since we last spoke

i want what's best for you and nothing else, nothing else
you don't wanna see me like that with somebody else

so
make up your mind, before i lose mine
we climb and we try, but it hurts every time
i keep telling my friends that there's no need to pick sides
you pluck on my heart strings with these tender goodbyes

tender goodbyes, tender goodbyes
tender goodbyes, tender goodbyes

please don't get close to me, i'll leave you dry as bone
i type you out a message, but we both know i won't
it's been about five seconds since i last broke
it's been about two minutes since i last toked

i want what's best for you and nothing else, nothing else
you don't wanna see me like that with somebody else

so
make up your mind, before i lose mine
we climb and we try, but it hurts every time
i keep telling my friends that there's no need to pick sides
you pluck on my heart strings with these tender goodbyes
so make up your mind, before i lose mine
we climb and we try, but it hurts every time
move that hair from your face girl, there's no need to be shy
i'll close off my heart while you tell me your goodbyes

goodbye, goodbye

written, recorded, and music by steven j pryce jr

tender goodbyes

written, mixed, mastered, and composed by steven pryce
artwork curated and created by cricketbread

leave me out of it - chemicalfarm 

lyrics:

hospital beds and a four leaf clover
pray to the deity this isn’t over
business transactions outside of the culvers
we would get closer, but you just seemed colder
oh, i’ll let you go

leave me out of it, out of it
feels like there’s nothing left
that i can give to you
i’m done wasting time
i’m worried about yours
but what about mine?

(epic guitar solo)

feelings will fade when the summer time’s over
flowers will wilt when the winter gets closer
all of the nights spent wishing i could hold her
factory love with a heart so corroded
oh, i let you go

leave me out of it, out of it
feels like there’s nothing left
that i can give to you
i’m done wasting time
i’m worried about yours
but what about mine?

i’m worried about yours, but what about mine?
i’m worried about yours, but what about mine?
what about mine? what about mine?
what about mine? what about mine?
(i let you go)
leave me out of it, out of it
leave me out of it, out of it
leave me out of it, out of it
leave me be, tonight

let you go!

leave me out of it

Feelings kept in a duffel bag
Black lipstick is all she has
To win me over

So, it’s said and done like that?
Push me away and pull me back
I’m falling over

Oh, she’s a charmer, don’t get close
Telling lies and poking holes
Oh, she’s a charmer, don’t get close
You’ll just cry and lose your hopes

Falling in love every day
Pull me in and push me far away

Oh, she’s a charmer, don’t get close
Telling lies and poking holes
Oh, she’s a charmer, don’t get close
You’ll just cry and lose your hopes

charmer

[verse 1]
a complicated freedom
with a very hefty fee
i always seem to wake
before the best part of the dream
talking to your friends
about the things you've seen and me
a calculated rhythm
with a synchronized heartbeat
[chorus]
time goes slow and then so fast
you're sand granules in an hour glass
the time goes slow and then so fast
you're sand granules in an hour glass, yea
[refrain]
time goes slowly
time goes slowly
[verse 2]
daylight turns to evening
while the wolves are dressed as sheep
the sheppard's in the lost and found
searching frantically
a complicated substance
that's devoid of what it means
i've become mistrusting
of the colors on my screen
[chorus]
time goes slow and then so fast
you're sand granules in an hour glass
the time goes slow and then so fast
you're sand granules in an hour glass, yea
[*beast mode guitar solo*]
[chorus]
time goes slow and then so fast
you're sand granules in an hour glass
the time goes slow and then so fast
you're sand granules in an hour glass, yea

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

hourglass

[intro]
this one goes out to you!
broken inside like you’re used to
my hands still shed their skin
(on the top of a hillside)
i’m broken inside like you’re used to
my hands still shed their skin
[verse 1]
on the top of a hillside
you were soft to the touch
while patches of sunlight
peeked in before dusk
[refrain]
oh, if you felt that way
why didn’t you say
“i want you to stay and take my breath away”?
[chorus]
it felt like a landslide
it’s tumbling in
when you said forever
i thought you meant until the end
if you felt that way
why didn’t you say
“i want you to stay
and take my pain away”?
[verse 2]
all the weight of a nice night
is thicker than blood
you’re the reason the stars shine
when the moons coming up
[refrain]
oh, if i felt that way
why didn’t i say?
“i want you to stay and make it all okay”
[chorus]
it felt like a landslide
is tumbling in
when you said forever
i thought you meant til the end
it felt like a landslide
you’re dragging me in
when you said forever
is this what you meant
[hook i guess?]
oh, if i felt that way
why didn’t i say
i want you to stay
and take my pain away
oh, if i felt that way
why didn’t i say
i want you to stay
and make it go away
(so stay here baby)

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

landslide

i can still recall
being just sixteen
one day i rolled out of bed
and i was 23
life can pass you by
so savor every piece
its gone before you know it
so just spend it carefully

oh, lord have mercy on me
i'm not the boy that i used to be

i sometimes reflect
on distant memories
did i live inside the moment?
or did i waste my teens?
as if to relate
the stranger in my dream
sipped out of her mason jar
and then she said to me

"oh, lord have mercy on me
i'm not the girl that i used to be"

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

mercy rule

summertime
a moonlit vice
keeping me at bay
dust rolls in
a tumbleweed
six shooter by my waist
there’s no need
for words out here
there’s nothing here to say
just be cautious
after dark ‘cause
you might catch a stray

oh honey
give it all you’ve got
oh honey
you should’ve hit your shot

the stars align
could it be fate
we’re both in the same place
things unfold
the story’s told
six shooter to my face
that’s  when she
looked at me and said
goodbye’s the only way
low and behold 
the triggers pulled
but all she shot were blanks

oh honey
give it all you’ve got
oh honey
you should’ve hit your shot

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

honeybun

i light
a cigarette
overlooking the holler
with your heart strings
on my mind
sure
it’s been a long time
since then but my
gut says
intertwine
nervous
to even say hello
i’m broken
let’s make this house a home
so
i’ll be your pen pal
under the condition
that you write back to me
oh, we’ve been using snail mail
this whole time
i need some more speed
i’d be your lover
if we’d close this distance
and i’d have you with me
oh, who would even count all
those miles, surely not me
1003 girl
1003 girl

1003

trophy//move on

lyrics: 

baby i would die for u
suicideforu
i don't know where ur at where u been
but i'm so proud of u
baby i'm a fragile soul
i'm jus reapin what i sowed
i think i might lose control
spin the wheel n then i roll
u say u don't love urself
i could love enough for the both of us
i'd be happier if it was just the 2 of us
i wish i was happy as those pictures u drew
all the shit i go thru 
i'm still cryin without u

baby suicideforu 
take my fuckin life for u
i just want u to be happy pain u shouldn't go thru
baby i'm a fuckin mess
i feel heartache in my chest
maybe i just need some rest
maybe in time i'll forget
i just wanna love u again
i still wanna be more than just friends
ill be here for u u til my bitter end
for right now i guess i'll just pretend

suicideforu

bury me alive

teensuicide *p. eskiimo*

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LYRICS <3
FREEZING
girl it’s freezing outside tonight so
stay with me until the sun come out
i don’t wanna leave ur side
i’d rather die than pass u by

girl it’s freezing outside tonight so
stay with me until the sun come out
i don’t wanna leave ur side
i’d rather die than pass u by

it must be something else that i’m wantin
stayin up all night and it haunts me
i hope it just leaves me be
i just wanna go to sleep

i suffer in the winter without u
the nights are cold when i sleep without u
girl i’m freezing alone tonight
and baby i need u by my side

so tell me if it’s real to u
and i’ll tell if u if it’s real to me
and baby would u tell me truth
if every detail wasn’t sweet
and baby would u lie to me
honestly i’d do it over again
would u care if i was to freeze
and never to be seen again
but baby u’d be lyin
if the answer wasn’t a yes
and i don’t really know when i’m dyin
so u might never see me again
and baby i’d be lyin
if i said i wanted this night to end
and baby it’s so cold out tonight
don’t leave me outside to die

girl it’s freezing outside tonight so
stay with me until the sun come out
i don’t wanna leave ur side
i’d rather die than pass u by

girl it’s freezing outside tonight so
stay with me until the sun come out
i don’t wanna leave ur side
i’d rather die than pass u by

it must be something else that i’m wantin
stayin up all night and it haunts me
i hope it just leaves me be
i just wanna go to sleep

i suffer in the winter without u
the nights are cold when i sleep without u
girl i’m freezing alone tonight
and baby i need u by my side
<3

freezing *p. foxwedding*

much too young *p. crcl*

prod. ilmari
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https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtg1bgeMvRc198ZjwBPxAyA
art by Madame Espelho
https://twitter.com/aesthetikk_owl
https://www.deviantart.com/madameespelho/art/lilbearshawty-on-the-way-out-764538529

lyrics:
on the way out slam the door
now she hate me a little bit more
i’ve never felt this way before
i poured my heart out on the floor
on the way out are u sure
cried all night my eyes are sore
will u love me when i’m a corpse
i’d give u my heart if u gave me urs

but she don’t wanna do that
no
she don’t wanna prove that 
love

it’s all the same to me
everything i’ve seen
from runnin around

call me when ur too fucked up
love me when i’m not enough
call me when ur too fucked up
love me when i’m not enough

on the way out slam the door
now she hate me a little bit more
i’ve never felt this way before
i poured my heart out on the floor
on the way out are u sure
cried all night my eyes are sore
will u love me when i’m a corpse
i’d give u my heart if u gave me urs

but she don’t wanna do that
no
she don’t wanna prove that 
love

it’s all the same to me
everything i’ve seen
from runnin around

call me when ur too fucked up
love me when i’m not enough
call me when ur too fucked up
love me when i’m not enough

<3

on the way out *p. ilmari*

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rose gold *p. misery*

PRODUCED BY CXLD BLXXD
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LYRICS:
i’ve been longing for ur touch
but it doesn’t seem to mean that much
i reach out to her she gives me love
but i waste it every time
did it even cross ur mind
that i think about u all the time
in a world in which u are not mine
my love id rather die
baby we can talk about it
baby let’s jus think about it
i jus know that ur the one thing
i can’t live without yea
i don’t wanna talk about it
i don’t wanna think about it
i just know that ur the one thing
i cant live without yea

i’ve been longing for ur touch
but it doesn’t seem to mean that much
i reach out to her she gives me love
but i waste it every time
did it even cross ur mind
that i think about u all the time
in a world in which u are not mine
my love id rather die
baby we can talk about it
baby let’s jus think about it
i jus know that ur the one thing
i can’t live without yea
i don’t wanna talk about it
i don’t wanna think about it
i just know that ur the one thing
i cant live without yea

i’ve been longing for ur touch
but it doesn’t seem to mean that much
i reach out to her she gives me love
but i waste it every time
did it even cross ur mind
that i think about u all the time
in a world in which u are not mine
my love id rather die

ur touch *p. cxld blxxd*

full of fear *p. foxwedding*

it's been some weeks *p. cxld blxxd*

enjoy <3

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

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LYRICS:

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of

i say that i miss u
u say that i misuse
everything give in to me
like my phone and my issues
pointing out all my flaws
i just want someone’s love
and that somebody is u
i wonder how u feel love
i know that it’s not fair
i just cannot see clear
what they mean when they all say
this live is worth another day
my heads on the table
i’m feeling unstable
i want u to love me bad
it’s fine if ur not able

lying on the asphalt
i know that it’s my fault
leave me out to dry
so i can wonder what u think of
lying on the asphalt
just know it’s not ur fault
leave u out to dry
so u can wonder what i think of
FUCK

ʕ ཀ ⌂ ཀ ʔ

lying on the asphalt *p. cxld blxxd*

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*LYRICS*
triple one chills
i’ll be ur thrill
u could be my lover
and set the seas we will
in hope when all is lost
when we’re both all we've got
would i still be ur lover
when i feel i’m not enough

if u could tell me what’s
been on ur mind my love
i know the feeling sucks
and this is hard enough
but that’s the reason
i fell for u
cus ur strong beautiful
and tough
and everything feels
out of place
when i’m not
receiving ur touch

triple one chills
i’ll be ur thrill
u could be my lover
and set the seas we will
in hope when all is lost
when we’re both all we've got
would i still be ur lover
when i feel i’m not enough

if u could tell me what’s
been on ur mind my love
i know the feeling sucks
and this is hard enough
but that’s the reason
i fell for u
cus ur strong beautiful
and tough
and everything feels
out of place
when i’m not
receiving ur touch

triple one chills
i’ll be ur thrill
u could be my lover
and set the seas we will
in hope when all is lost
when we’re both all we've got
would i still be ur lover
when i feel i’m not enough

triple one chills
i’ll be ur thrill
u could be my lover
and set the seas we will
in hope when all is lost
when we’re both all we've got
would i still be ur lover
when i feel i’m not enough

<3

111 chills *p. airocean x iseehell*

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bleeding heart *p. marc garcia*

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LYRICS
fruitsworld111
(bear)
tell me im wrong, but i know im right
no i aint here for nothin
leadin me on, fuckin me right
act like we dyin or somethin
i get so stressed, so i just get high
baby im tired of lovin
ridin wit fruits, regrettin my life
til im laid up in my coffin

(emo fruits)
i got ice in my veins 
and my heart in my teeth
they say watch for the snakes
they all crawl at my feet
bitch u aint gang, fuck out my face
i still cry alone
all these bitches hit up my phone
i think i love them all
yea thas all me, they dont love me
baby take my blade, go head cut me
i got ice in my veins 
n my heart in my teeth
they say watch for the snakes
they all crawl at my feet

(bear)
tell me im wrong, but i know im right
no i aint here for nothin
leadin me on, fuckin me right
act like we dyin or somethin
i get so stressed, so i just get high
baby im tired of lovin
ridin wit fruits, regrettin my life
til im laid up in my coffin

BEARSWORLD111

tide of lovin ft. emo fruits *p. xenshel*

my skies are gray
produced by https://soundcloud.com/kanjoprod

❀lyrics❀

it's all the same, my skies are gray
without you baby, i'm wasting away
it's all the same, my skies are gray
without you baby, i'm wasting away

you don't hear the thoughts
the voices i hear
more often than not, my love
i wish i'd disappear (ooh)
i've been waiting,
so long for this
brush me off,
but its important

save me

my skies are gray *p. kanjo*

LYRICS:

pop another pill
just to face another blunt
i got lean in my blood
i got ice in my cup
but i never fuck
unless it get me numb
if i take too much
babe can you take me home?
pop another pill
just to face another blunt
i got lean in my blood
i got ice in my cup
but i never fuck
unless it get me numb
if i take too much
babe can you take me home?
i been gettin so sad
cus i never know
if you really want me
or if u don't wanna be alone
she jus wanna be my zelda
but it seem she never pick up
crying in my room
i guess ill see u when we link up
its when you do me like that
its like the wind gets cold
and u leave me outside
like a dog in the snow
i jus wanna go home
i dont really wanna be here
scrolling thru my phone
cus with anxiety its easier
baby where'd you go?
its been so hard out here alone :(
baby where you goin ay
i just wanted you to notice
that you're my fucking everything
all the little things
and my emotions
baby where you goin ay
yea we could do the whole thang
i just wanna be yours
i would put it on my whole gang
pop another pill
just to face another blunt
i got lean in my blood
i got ice in my cup
but i never fuck
unless it get me numb
if i take too much
babe can you take me home?
pop another pill
just to face another blunt
i got lean in my blood
i got ice in my cup
but i never fuck
unless it get me numb
if i take too much
babe can you take me home?
i been gettin so sad
cus i never know
if you really want me
or if u don't wanna be alone
she jus wanna be my zelda
but it seem she never pick up
crying in my room
i guess ill see u when we link up
its when you do me like that
its like the wind gets cold
and u leave me outside
like a dog in the snow
i jus wanna go home
i dont really wanna be here
scrolling thru my phone
cus with anxiety its easier

dog in the snow *p. vaegud & hxrxkiller*

ralph lauren on my coat *p. zzzfallenraven*

FW MY BROTHER https://soundcloud.com/xerxee
FW CXLD BLXXD https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

afterlife111 ft. xerxe *p. cxld blxxd*

screaming into the void of nothingness
111

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