my first and only friend
born on the fall solstice
i’m putty in her hands
and her fingertips

i want your eyes and lips
i miss your chapstick kiss
i want your legs and hips
i miss your chapstick kiss
you know i do (you know i do)

my first and only love
the one i grew up with
oh, when in loneliness
is it me you miss?

i want your eyes and lips
i miss your chapstick kiss
i want your legs and hips
i miss your chapstick kiss
you know i do

(jinxy meow)

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

chapstick kiss

summertime
a moonlit vice
keeping me at bay
dust rolls in
a tumbleweed
six shooter by my waist
there’s no need
for words out here
there’s nothing here to say
just be cautious
after dark ‘cause
you might catch a stray

oh honey
give it all you’ve got
oh honey
you should’ve hit your shot

the stars align
could it be fate
we’re both in the same place
things unfold
the story’s told
six shooter to my face
that’s  when she
looked at me and said
goodbye’s the only way
low and behold 
the triggers pulled
but all she shot were blanks

oh honey
give it all you’ve got
oh honey
you should’ve hit your shot

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

honeybun

[lyrics]

i say why you wanna know?
girl why u moving slow
uh

i tried to change my ways
stuck up in cocaine
and everybody looking at me with a sad face
percy in my nose xanax in my coat
sipping lean pour a 4
yeah that's the way
mclaren drive
im moving 33
im sipping wokhart codeine
im a dirty kid
i dont care what the haters finna say
im just a junkie and i like it that way
okay

here we are crashed another car
fucked up popping beans
have u ever gone this hard
i dont think you have
i dont think you know
what it's like to live like kid fucking benzo

it ain't a good life, its just a sad life
im crying in my room
cutting wrists every night
im mixing up my sprite
till im alright
and that's never alright
fuck the past life

i'm so detestable
so neglectable 
my life is incomprehensible
at the festival i was high as fuck
drowning in the drugs
screaming fuck your love
here we go tryna find a way out
no way out, so i'm falling back down
i need some molly that's sassafras
i fucked it up and did another bag

i blow the bag out then i blow cologne
weed up all inside my coat
oxycontin in my nose
woah
im a rapper and a singer
shoot you with a chopper while im riding in the dinger
i'm such a lonely guy
getting high like all the time
so lost inside my mind
oh girl i need to decide

what do i do what do i say
i don't even fucking know where i am today
what do i do what do i say
i'm alone in my mind and there's no escape
burning in depression constantly
my mind is such a bad place to be
psychedelics can numb it all
want to escape eternally (woah)

woah woah oh
answer your voicemails girl i'm alone
please pick up your fucking phone
i don't know anymore
tried to call but no response
just tell me what do u want
please just put your faith in god
oh, put your faith in god

what do i do what do i say

Past Life (prod.cursedstorm)

did u get the red flowers beside ur wardrobe?

ghost town w/ brecken

deep october - dashboard (hurtclub flip)

lyrics:
ive been waiting all my life to find a man like you
i dont know how i got so lucky but im glad i get to
love you every day, im in it all the way 
ive been dreaming praying even tho it sounds cliche 

dreaming of the days
where i can finally lay
in your arms at night 
with you ill be alright

praying that we make it
i promise i wont quit 
im dedicated til the end
our love, it will always transcend

i know you love me baby
and i swear that i try
with you there is no “maybe’s”
ill love you til i die

im trying my best i hope you see
that you mean the world and more to me
youre the man of all my dreams
i dont care how hard it seems

ill try my best every single day
you and i are perfect to me babe
its up from here, we go all the way
i swear that God picked you for me

we can get through anything 
we talk all day, never get tired 
i can’t wait til we get rings
youre what ive always desired

i swear youre my one true-love
youre such a blessing to me
you are my number one
you make me feel so free

ive been waiting all my life to find a man like you
i dont know how i got so lucky but im glad i get to
love you every day, im in it all the way 
ive been dreaming praying even tho it sounds cliche

love you always (sorrow bringer)

-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: xipz
Featured Artists: @aidenhiltonlovesyou @kidtye
Produced by: xipz
Mixed by: xipz + Aiden Hilton + KID Tye
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[intro: xipz]
oou i dont wanna have to lie yeah
but its gonna be fine dear
oh so can you help
yeah

[chorus: xipz]
so could you help me
i feel like im losin my mind here
shawty i dont wanna just lie here
and tell you that its gonna be fine dear
ill tell you that its gonna be fine

[bridge: xipz]
but thats a lie
i dont know whats wrong with my mind
got all these different voices talking inside
repeating different fucking things all the time
yeah all the time

[verse 1: Aiden]
i cant say that im fine
why should i have to lie
am i falling out of line
im almost out of time

i aint lying to nobody but myself all the money in the world but i still need help ooh
couple m's on my belt, all the damage that i delt
hoping that i end up in hell with you
all emotions that i felt like im drowning in a well
shawty tell me do you really wanna die too
couple bottles on my shelf feel my brain it start to melt tell me shawty can you help

[chorus: xipz]
so could you help me
i feel like im losin my mind here
shawty i dont wanna just lie here
and tell you that its gonna be fine dear
ill tell you that its gonna be fine

[Verse 2: KID Tye]
yeah she keep on sayin thats its gon be fine
baby 3 more lines just hop in the ride
yeah i can make a play with my eyes close iphone
doin cocaine in the dead of the night
yeah chillin wit my main bitch, psycho, like those
know that all the pretty bitches lovin KID Tye
black baggy jeans with an ounce of the weed
goin 125 baby i cant see
havent slept in 5 nights blew away with the scene
got a pretty bitch chillin, now she up on her knees
yeah black ride, black tints, baby i cant see all night, fucked up i cant breathe
dont lie, you know you need me, im gone so baby watch me bleed
dont lie, you know you need me, im gone so baby watch me bleed

[chorus: xipz]
so could you help me
i feel like im losin my mind here
shawty i dont wanna just lie here
and tell you that its gonna be fine dear
ill tell you that its gonna be fine

[Outro: xipz]
ill tell you its fine
maybe ill tell you its fine
baby ill tell you its fine
yeah yeah yeah

lie to you (w/ Aiden Hilton☆ x KID Tye)

lyrics: shivering in my black boots 
girl i don’t recognize you 
wait, is it really you?

let me fall 
for you again 
can u call me 
when we are friends 

i’ve been tryna reach you 
i’ve been tryna love you 
i’ve been tryna help you 
i’ve been tryna fuck you 

but i still love you 
yeah i still want you 
yeah, let’s waste no time 
take me back to ur room 

lemme hold you close for once 
you always tells me things and it feels so dull 
i just want to know for once 
that you finally know that my love isn’t 
my biggest flaw 
i just want to keep u safe my love 
u don’t call 
now my mind is getting full

for once (prod. uglystar)

produced by king theta 

not sure if i like it but im posting it anyway

lyrics: 

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

tears come in tidal waves
alyssa she told me that im okay
ill miss her but im better off this way
im hurting these feelings i try to shake

stuck in my head tears on my bed
i take back everything i had said
stuck in my brain dont look the same
i fell for you over again

im not tryna throw shade but you told me you love me 
you told me you told me you told me
you wont leave you told me to trust you, you told me dont worry 
i worried i worried i worried i did

and now look at me 
just watch as i bleed
just watch as i fall
just watch as i crawl 

right back to you baby i know you dont care about me like you said that you did but i need you right now and i swear ill do better this time… this time

but im still learning
my heart is burning
our love is fading
and im still waiting for you

so come back 
it hurts so bad
my tears they wont last
but my bloods gone black

so why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away

why do i feel this way
like nobody knows that im real
afraid, that no one will miss me when im away
they talk about me like they know my name

eliasz (king theta)

[lyrics]

[brecken]

got me here all over again

lost attention span
I dont know who i am
i wish that it all got better
I wish that it all got better

heart on my sleeve
still wear the sweater that you had got me
I can’t remember do you still love me
you treat me with kindness 
then you go decieve

now days no i cannot sleep
everynight i be up until 3
every night i see you in my dreams
some i like and some make me bleed

one time i had me a dream where u grabbed a knife and you made me leak
you said come inside
but i tried to leave
i said my goodbyes but you dont want peace
so i tried to hide
and when you came to seek
you left me right there in the corner to bleed

is that really what you wanna do to me

[benzo]

i'm crushing dirty blues
i dont know what to do
and i don't wanna go home
it's getting late again
i miss my only friend
and i been stuck on this road

[evergarden]

i dont feel at home
u realise its set in stone
ive given all i owe

its gone for far too long
and its such a tragedy
hard to take action
it feels so out of reach

[benzo]

i'm crushing dirty blues
i dont know what to do
and i don't wanna go home
it's getting late again
i miss my only friend
and i been stuck on this road

I've Been Stuck On This Road

I've Been Stuck On This Road w/brecken x evergarden (prod.king theta)

novacane, cocaine
overdose on lemonade
vampire-codeine
drinking blood straight from ur vein
kitchen blade, norman bates
slasher boy meets psycho babe
can’t a feel a thing, just numb the pain
put a bullet in my brain

x2

i’m sick and tired of the fucking rain
i’m sick and tired of these fucking games
wash my feelings down the fucking drain
i kiss ur lips and let u feel my blade

lately, i don’t even know “why i’m alive still”
should’ve died last year: benadryl and nine pills
should’ve chased after u, but, babe, u are no final girl
i think i got too vulnerable, shouldn’t let u in my world
shred my heart to pieces, like my wrist when i’ve been missing u
tell me that ur different, cause i’d hate to waste my time on u
i been thinking, lately, might be good to have some space from u
but see, i hate myself for that, cause i can’t get my mind off u <3

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan

sample from When A Stranger Calls (2006)

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