this sounds like something a nerd would make haha

The Upload

Track 1 off Self Titled Album

prod. @horoshamusic and @sorrow_bringer 

song about driving high af and bein sad

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long way home [+horosha & sorrow bringer]

epi cwin

It’s like you know that you’re out of my league
Couple jolly ranchers in the two liter
When you’re fucked up you only want me
I know a lot of folks ain’t fucking with me either
Got your hands on my neck, I can’t breathe
A loving death from you would make it sweeter
Juul pod in my pocket, antifreeze
My plastic lungs grow weaker

Girl I knew this shit would hurt from the very beginning
I thought we would last forever baby, who am I kidding
I don’t talk to other people, I write down what I’m feeling
And I stare at the two bladed fan on my ceiling
That’s the moment I realized that this life has no meaning
It’s the meaning that you give to it that keeps your heart beating
She looked over at me and said that she think that she’s peaking
I look down at my hands and say I don’t think I feel it

I didn’t feel it at all
I wanted to show the world
That you were my only girl
And then it all fell apart
Because it always does
Baby that’s my luck
I just keep doing these drugs
And you still don’t hit me up
Okay

It’s like you know that you’re out of my league
Couple jolly ranchers in the two liter
When you’re fucked up you only want me
I know a lot of folks ain’t fucking with me either
Got your hands on my neck, I can’t breathe
A loving death from you would make it sweeter
Juul pod in my pocket, antifreeze
My plastic lungs grow weaker

plastic lungs *p. genshi*

💎💙🗡🖤💎💙🗡🖤💎💙🗡🖤

Lyrics:
Will u love me im insane
Cried too much now im so drained
Im a rockstar, feel my pain
And i need u back but i wont say that to ur face

Im in my head all day
I miss you when its late 
Im fucking up my brain
Your the drug i crave


Im bleedin for the racks
Got a knife in my back
U know i care but i cant
Do nothin bout that

Its all in the past


They say i dont belong here and maybe i dont
But who knows
I make everybody leave me alone
Its my fault 

I been wipin up the blood from my phone
Did u call
Baby i get high but i know
That ill fall

Will u love me im insane
Cried too much now im so drained
Im a rockstar, feel my pain
And i need u back but i wont say that to ur face

Im in my head all day
I miss you when its late 
Im fucking up my brain
Your the drug i crave

Im dragging myself down through life
Despite telling everyone that im fine
My head is in a cloud i cant clear out my mind 
And honestly i'm nervous when i see all the eyes

CRIED TOO MUCH NOW I'M SO DRAINED (Prod. Discent)

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

spotify

i love you

wayside remix!
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @nevrfall :)
cover art by @ejcarrmusic lmfao
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

i dont wanna lose u now
i feel so safe in your arms when the moon is out
i lose it when you’re not around
im glad im something special to u

[verse - oni boy]
i feel so dead when you’re not around me
just tell me you love me and touch on my body
cause once i start loving you know there’s no stopping
and inside my head girl you’re the only topic

suffocate me
i wanna fucking choke
consuming all your love
it’s not enough to know
i wanna feel you now
but i can’t replicate
cause all this other love
is feeling fucking fake

cause every day i wake up without you
it’s just not enough to pray to be with you
i’ll hop in the whip and drive past the bay view
the dreams become real it’ll be just us two

i don’t wanna waste my time
i gotta be by your side
and make you mine
but the timings never fucking right
drowning deep inside the tides
lost in the lines 

[pre-chorus]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight

[decks]
its 2 in the morning
i dont wanna waste
any second with u
cuz there’s nothing to delay
i been bored and confused
till u made everything
seem a little more in color
i want u to be with me

[decks & oni boy]
im scared to fall by the wayside
too tough to see how the days fly by
and all this is great, well in hindsight
cuz everything could change overnight, oh my

wayside

wayside w/ oni boy [nevrfall]

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

I cant feel my face
I just snort it away, I snort it away
And I dont hate this place
I just hate myself

And I dont hate you
I just hate myself
Am I another dusty memory on your shelf?
Will youre still brand new to me,
so tell me how it's suppose to fucking be.

So lonely,
now I see,
the colors,
so clearly,
and I wonder,
does she miss me?
Do you miss me?

I could never be picture perfect.
I could never be fucking worth it.

I know youre better off, without me...

fucking worthless. [prod RODGER ★☆]

lyrics: 

(steadysuffer)

ya my baby came thru in my sweater
i was in the back countin cheddar 
tryna figure out if we're together
n i pull up in a porsche now
suicide doors but my neck cost more now
i bet u wish u never left me
see me on the big screen 
jumpin out of buildings
everybody tryna call me 
catch me on stage w/ my gang ya thas all me

(baby noah)

shout out to my gang ya it's all me
when I was on stage i know u saw me
shout out to my lover
matter fact shout out steadysuffer 
ya I just hang myself from the ceiling
ion even think that i have feelings 
n i know that he doesn't do it better
n when it gets colder u can wear my sweater
ya ah

(steadysuffer)

ya I feel like Bruce Wayne 
everybody's takin pictures 
like i'm 2chainz in a castle
well baby I'm bashful 
baby i didn't mean to be an asshole
everyone knows about
how it really went down
in the back of the house
in the back of the house

ya my baby came thru in my sweater
i was in the back countin cheddar 
tryna figure out if we're together
n i pull up in a porsche now
suicide doors but my neck cost more now
i bet u wish u never left me
see me on the big screen 
jumpin out of buildings
everybody tryna call me 
catch me on stage w/ my gang ya thas all me

my sweater ft. Baby Noah (prod. RODGER ★☆)

don't bother

i say fuck too much (prod. curtains)

ft @ihateshinigami
prod @93feetofsmoke

I'm in the dark now, tryina think bout 
where i'm going, never know now
and that's alright, you could be mine
but we don't got time for that shit
and thats alright
thats alright
we don't have time for that shit right now
and thats alright
thats alright
you could be mine 

that's alright
you could be mine

guess it's whatever, I don't mind anymore
keep my eyes up to the skyline
lately i don't mind much
when my eyes low burning on the sidewalk
shoes been scuffed up 
working til the nightfall
I don't need no phone, no one hits me up
got my boy right here and thats my back up
you don't know us
you don't know much

you can find me faded in the backseat
keep my eyes low just because i cant see
all the passerby's throw stones
so watch my skin bleed
they don't know I'm leveled up 
i think its funny, ha
think that I'm fallin but maybe its all in my head
i cant pretend
laying in this bed i made is ever good for anything
thought that you cared but now everything bout you is sus
don't give a fuck
got my brothers by side i know they'll always pick me up

and that's alright
we don't have time for that shit right now
thats alright
you could be mine

Guess it's whatever ft. Shinigami

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

love you guys <3
prod Anxiety Attacks! x Bruce Leen
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS
LYRICS:

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

AA!:
you've been feeling all the love I'm faking
but it's nothing like the drugs I'm taking
you're the promise that I keep on breaking
been seeing red like the blade I'm staining
a lot of times I be afraid to feel alone now,
somethings wrong with me I'm hittin on ur phone now
don't know why but I've been feeling like a ghost now,
don't got nobody I guess that's the way it goes now
now I'm driving all alone through a new town
never had too many friends here anyway
I'm gettin sick I'm gonna learn to tie a noose now
feels like it's coming to an end here anyway
every pill that I take is a crutch 
every word that I say I've been talking too much 
you've been calling my name I don't hear it at all
what else I'm supposed to do with my back against the wall

93:
Got spiders in my brain now
Ya
Lil earnheardt on the gas now 
see myself 
Inside the burn out 
I’ll see you in the ashes 
When I cash out 

Realize I’m quick to oppress 
My own expressions 
Get laid down to rest 
My ego’s a mess
If it even exists 
Been stuck in my head
Didn’t hear what you said 

I been like this since a jit
Clenching fists
Finding god in the stars 
Around my head
Still having dreams 
Of getting filled with lead
Ya I’m anxious from the topic
Plus your full of shit

I jus woke up and 
Poured champagne
Pains getting harder 
To maintain 
Clouds looking heavy
With blood rain
I pray to the sky
That my soul takes 

My soul takes
I fucked up my brain 
you're insane idolizing me
soul takes, I fucked up my brain
you're insane
I'm insane

stream on Spotify <3

LITTLE EARNHARDT - Anxiety Attacks! x 93feetofsmoke

featuring @hammy

Produced by me

hammy:
i wanna tell you how i feel i jus can't get the words out
every time i speak its just another let down
living in a world where no one understands me
wake up in the morning damn i feel so empty

no one hits my phone cause they not fw me 
im over this shit yeah im going back to sleep
get out of my head id rather fucking rest in peace
buried in the ground like im buried in these sheets
i had love for you but now theres static in between 
you got my head fucked up i see you in my dreams
youre everywhere i go 
im frozen and alone
stay stagnant in my home cause im better on my own i feel like a ghost when i dissapear and smoke
i don't need no rope
silver chains around my throat
german crystals round my waist
evil thoughts get in my way
like every single day
this constant fucking pain

gg:
i feel so empty
i feel so broken 
i feel so hopeless
i can't control this
i feel like scarface 
bitch im reloaded
homes where the heart is
fuck it im homeless
i wanna tell you how i feel 
tell me if its real
cause i can't deal with my mind no
she gone pop another seal 
do it for the thrill
tell me baby are you down to die hoe
blood on the sheets in my bedroom 
she said boy if you crash imma crash too
hate it when i wake up in a bad mood
girl im faded n it aint even passed 2

hammy:
pacing back n forth i know somethings wrong w me
i can't go to sleep memories keep haunting me
burn me into ash throw me in the fucking sea
down 100 feet where no one can bother me

gg:
i think i lost it paralyzed i can't feel shit
im moving cautious i know that there are leaches 
im nearly off it my life slowly decreasing
i wake up in the morning barely feeling like breathing

hammy:
pass out in the morning
waking up in the evening 
open up my eyes 
i wish i was still dreaming
every single day
still im searching for reason
leave me on the floor bones crushed back bleeding

gg:
leave me on the floor 
leave me feening for more of you
my minds at war hit the dope then i thought of you
knife up in my drawer thats the same one in my spine
and they love that im dead i just wanted to feel alive

LETDOWN FT. HAMMY

make up [prod. greaf]

Yelnats (Iris) (prod. Glasear x Jinn)

amvs/editor 🕊
https://www.instagram.com/sadlysilentwolfsbane/

plastic lungs p. genshi

chemicalfarm

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